Summary - You would never expect it really. He’s doting. He’s sweet. He’s hardworking. But he’s forgotten his morals. Suspecting it is one thing, but when he confirms it, will you stay or walk away.
Warning - Cheating(Aftermath);
Word Count - 6.3k
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A/N - Additional Warning - The topics in the following update hit closer to home for some of us than I care to admit. Should the concept of future disbandment be a trigger, I suggest treading carefully.
Okay…let the Dee and Shina screaming hours commence!
First off, I love the whole “getting the band back together” and the whole recap of past events. And I get YN’s visceral instinct to protect her family. But OMG…just the boys talking about their post-idol lives just struck a chord in me? I dunno if I’m just hormonal or whatever but I’m getting all teary-eyed about it?? Like, just the fact that they had already spoken about this last year—about feeling extremely lucky and being on borrowed time…past the typical boy band expiration date. And yet here they are, just starting to hit their stride.
But back to this AU!!! This family has been put through the ringer and I’m hurting for them.
And this??
They wouldn’t understand. They wouldn’t get it. Namjoon was not a bad person. Namjoon was the best human being. He was so much more than just a leader and a millionaire and an idol. He wove dreams from threads as delicate as spiderwebs, he valued the world around him, his surroundings, his family, his parents and his brothers, his life, his heart, his soul was built on the monumental victories of sharing his feelings, of his words translating onto paper, to create new meanings, to create a safety net that held people to the Earth between life and death.
People needed to see that. People needed to understand. One mistake didn’t undo his rights. And that one mistake couldn’t steal six other futures.
I’ll be fine. Just…leave me here with my feelings.
“DUDE WE’RE GETTING THE BAND BACK TOGETHER!”
Oof the way I sang that with my whole Phineas and Ferb energy, Im sorry that’s the first thing that came to mind,
YN WOULD DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT HER FAMILY.
honestly, I used alot of my own fears to project onto yn in this one. The thought of post-bangtan era, is not something I want to think about because,,, just, no. Sore topic.
This family really has had some shitshow of a couple of weeks, and I would like to state, that it will all get better from here,,,, but I can’t,,,
That indent, has my whole heart. Literally one of the best paragraphs I’ve ever written I’m going to be so big headed about it for such a long time.
