#where i go when i am sleeping
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wavering by casey x
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so this is an open letter to myself in ten years’ time
i’m sorry if you’re not around to read this
i swear that i tried.
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phosphenes by casey x
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wavering by casey x
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casey / wavering
i’ve always been ashamed to say maybe i need help
but it’s either that, or face the fact i may end up killing myself
i can’t tell if i’m a coward for being scared to leave
or if i’m brave for staying when i’m riddled with worry
so, this is an open letter to myself in ten years’ time
im sorry if you’re not around to read this
i swear that i tried
photo credit to myself for once
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