#y would u say this 2 me……………
making me insane how arthur’s idea of comforing someone is to ‘lightly’ punch them in the arm and how positive interactions with his dad most likely never went past “you did well, son” and how this man probably never got hugged as a child and how when he’s having a moment with someone he cares about the most he’ll do is reach out and squeeze a shoulder
and just how he reaches out to hold the back of merlin’s head as he says his last words. how in his last moments all he asks is for merlin to hold him
