#yandere problems

you’re not allowed to have friends, my love…

ok this is a toxic trait I have and I thought it went away, but I guess it’s still here and I’m working on it. whenever I hear my love talk about his friends, I get jealous and somewhat angry. I just wish he’d only spend time with me. my love is going to spend time with a friend today instead of me and my mind just went to a dark place of ki11ing this guy. I know it’s not healthy and I’m working on it. I mean I’m glad he has GOOD people that are there for him other than me but at the same time I wish it was only me.

update: ok so basically I’m insecure. I just realized this is because with the first man I ever loved, he got new friends and they ultimately made him stop talking to me. so subconsciously I must be afraid of it happening again.

(obsessive love confession ?40?)