#actually traumatised

LIVE

There are things I can’t bring myself to say out loud, because I know my abusers wouldn’t like it. I can’t say I’m proud of myself, or that they abused me, for example. Even if they are miles away, in a whole other city, and there is absolutely no chance they’ll find out about it, that fear still follows me and I can’t say it. And I think that’s really fucking unfair.