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insecurities - chapter eight

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chapter summary:Charlie shut herself in her office and closed the blinds, forcing herself to ignore Javier’s arrival. She knew all the words that had been exchanged—all the promises and the soft kisses and the lingering looks—and still she couldn’t shake that old feeling.

rating: E [warnings: SMUT, feelings, PIV, oral sex, some light choking] 

pairing: Javi x Charlie Ellis [OFC]

word count: ~3.3k

note: yes yes it’s been several months. I’m nothing if not completely inconsistent. Love always to my beta and writing wife @starlightmornings. This is mostly smut and soft feelings, and Charlie being treated r i g h t. And Javi is here, too. 

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Watching Javier Peña sleep was bliss.

He slept more peacefully than anyone she’d ever known. The creases in his brow disappeared; that ever-present frown relaxed; his jaw unclenched.

She traced the lines of his face with her thumb, still not quite convinced any of this was real. Cold, grey morning light and the sounds of the city waking filtered through the window. She’d need to get him up soon. But that meant facing the real world with all its obstacles. It was simple here.

Would he wake up and regret it? Would he push her away again?

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Reading that and watching this!!! cannot wait for new Din and to meet Joel next year, so going back to my No1 grumpy boyfriend in the meantime

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