#and then i can rest and recover

im really confused because i thought i felt good on this medicine but it turns out my motivation is so low that i almost flunked several of my classes and am having to turn in assignments late last second. or like holy shit am i just that lazy ?? i really would like to hope not, because i used to be a good(?) student. i have never missed so many assignments in my life, and i have never taken so many naps in my life. im so goddamn tired, yknow? im really hoping this isnt me