#tag rant
im really confused because i thought i felt good on this medicine but it turns out my motivation is so low that i almost flunked several of my classes and am having to turn in assignments late last second. or like holy shit am i just that lazy ?? i really would like to hope not, because i used to be a good(?) student. i have never missed so many assignments in my life, and i have never taken so many naps in my life. im so goddamn tired, yknow? im really hoping this isnt me
Tfw you completely agree with an analysis by someone who super loves a thing but all their reasons are exactly why you hate the thing.
no, seriously, you are not shadowbanned
if you were shadowbanned you wouldn’t be able to tell that your posts weren’t showing up in tags/searches for everyone else because a “shadowban” specifically refers to a state in which you can’t see that you are being removed from everyone else’s searches & feeds.
either the post was filtered from searches by a robot or your blog isn’t indexed. a search ban is not a shadowban. having “hide [blog] from search results” enabled in your blog settings is not a shadowban. not even being marked as spam is a shadowban.
tumblr has no mechanism for fooling you that everything is normal when it’s not, it just doesn’t tell you why your post isn’t searchable.
screaming isn’t enough i need to bang my head on a rock :)
