#beomgyu angst
YOU’RE IT FOR ME: MOONLIGHT - chapter fifteen
summary:you know who this person is, you think. you’ve seen him multiple times in your dreams and it’s been happening since the moment that you had turned 16. however, you have never put a name to a face at all considering you’ve only woken up to the memory of his soft hums. soulmates exist for a reason, right?
wc: <1000 , no warnings, just kind of angst bc rip the growing bond between beomgyu and star
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A knock on your door brought you out of your thoughts as you got up off of your couch to open the door. If you were to have any bad morals, you would’ve instantly shut the door in their face had the person not been your mother. You could already feel it in the pit of your stomach that she was only here for no good, but nevertheless you let her in as if you had a say in what she was truly here for, watching as she strode along to the middle of your living room with a look of intent written on her face.
“Did you do it yet?”
Those five words alone made you want to throw yourself across the room, almost tearing up at her wanting for you to break your soulmate bond with your supposed other half. However, the words cannot form on your tongue at this very moment as her eyes were shooting daggers of glares in your direction, sending chills up your spine as you wanted to know why she had wanted for you to break yours so badly.
“Mom, I-”
“That boy will be nothing but trouble for you, Y/N, and you need to stop yourself before you even find out,” She says, walking over to where you were still standing by your front door just seconds until she had grabbed your wrist into her hands.
“This mark will be the best blessing, but also the worst curse of your life.”
She shows you a newly formed tattoo on your ring finger that you had yet to notice these last few weeks, making you furrow your eyebrows in confusion as to when it had gotten there? Was it present due to the fact that you haven’t been able to dream of your soulmate for weeks now? Your stomach churns at the sight of it, wondering what this had meant on your end about who your soulmate was until you locked eyes with her.
“So you want me to get the tattoo removed, and possibly harm whoever is on the other side of mine?” You slowly say, as if you were talking to a child, just as she tightens her grip that was on your wrist before releasing it to leave without whispering her last words to you.
The moment that the door shuts behind you is when tears start streaming down your face unknowingly, making your heart feel heavier in your chest as you stare at the tattoo on your finger. There was a small outline of a star on your finger, and you think that it was mainly there because of the fact that people had often called you star. However, the tattoo itself seemed familiar as if you had seen it before, making you furrow your eyebrows in confusion while hiccups left your lips.
Do it, before I have someone do it for you.
You hated how your mother was very controlling of your life, making you wonder why you hadn’t been emancipated yet. But besides that very thought invading your mind, you couldn’t help but think of where you had seen this tattoo before.
It wasn’t until you saw your phone screen light up to a text message from the boy next door, the same one that had slowly found his way into your heart with no intent of falling for you, with a question asking if you were okay. Your stomach churns at the sight of the text message, realizing why it had looked so familiar and your heart drops. There was no way that it could’ve been him… right?
And in a blink of an eye, all of the memories from your dreams come back to you as you finally connect the dots, sending a shiver down your back. You didn’t want to believe that Beomgyu had been the answer to every single dream that you had, but were you crazy enough to believe that the universe would make you go through two different bonds all for that one person?
Scarily enough, yes, and you had to get rid of it.
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YOU’RE IT FOR ME: MOONLIGHT - chapter fourteen
summary:you know who this person is, you think. you’ve seen him multiple times in your dreams and it’s been happening since the moment that you had turned 16. however, you have never put a name to a face at all considering you’ve only woken up to the memory of his soft hums. soulmates exist for a reason, right?
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YOU’RE IT FOR ME: MOONLIGHT - chapter thirteen
summary:you know who this person is, you think. you’ve seen him multiple times in your dreams and it’s been happening since the moment that you had turned 16. however, you have never put a name to a face at all considering you’ve only woken up to the memory of his soft hums. soulmates exist for a reason, right?
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YOU’RE IT FOR ME: MOONLIGHT - chapter twelve
summary:you know who this person is, you think. you’ve seen him multiple times in your dreams and it’s been happening since the moment that you had turned 16. however, you have never put a name to a face at all considering you’ve only woken up to the memory of his soft hums. soulmates exist for a reason, right?
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YOU’RE IT FOR ME: MOONLIGHT - chapter eleven
summary:you know who this person is, you think. you’ve seen him multiple times in your dreams and it’s been happening since the moment that you had turned 16. however, you have never put a name to a face at all considering you’ve only woken up to the memory of his soft hums. soulmates exist for a reason, right?
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YOU’RE IT FOR ME: MOONLIGHT - chapter ten
summary: you know who this person is, you think. you’ve seen him multiple times in your dreams and it’s been happening since the moment that you had turned 16. however, you have never put a name to a face at all considering you’ve only woken up to the memory of his soft hums. soulmates exist for a reason, right?
wc: <1000 | warnings: mentions about insomnia, argument with a parent
You felt as though everything had crumbled apart in front of you.
Just a while ago, your mother had just left your humble apartment as she decided that a surprise visit to your place was ideal because she was ‘right in the area’. Your heart was pounding in your chest while you stared at the blank wall in front of you, breathing labored as you were trying to process what had just happened throughout the duration that she was here.
You couldn’t really remember much, only remembering how you could only see red the entire time that she was here, listening to her ramble about how you were wasting your life away as if you weren’t in college at the moment. Everything was just a blur as you could recall arguing with her about the fact that you were fine without her, bringing up the fact that you had left the house ages ago for the reason that she was here, and it was just mushes of memories all piled into one singular argument.
“Star?”
The sound of a knock on the door, accompanied by a familiar voice makes you break out of your slight trance as your eyes widened at the fact that someone must’ve heard the whole thing. You forgot that your walls were thin, and the fact that it was Beomgyu who had been at the door made it even more embarrassing as you could feel your ears burning at the thought of it.
Scrambling to get off the floor, you get up to slowly open the door and slightly peek past it to see him awkwardly standing in front of you and you knew what he was thinking about. He had been at his place for the entirety of your argument with your mom, trying to sleep and possibly find his soulmate that he hasn’t seen in weeks when he could hear what had been going on next door.
He felt guilty for those times that he must’ve irritated you, making him want to come over and at least try to distract your mind so that he could at least distract himself from the fact that he was about to be borderline insomniac. With the fact that he hasn’t met his soulmate in a while, he was restless where he could’ve sworn that he was insomniac, but he didn’t want to test it and at least try to sleep for a bit; that was before he showed up at your front door with an awkward smile on his face.
“Do you want to get away for a while? I can drive us to the hill again and we don’t have to talk.” He offers, holding up his car keys with the opportunity for you to collect your thoughts without even talking to him.
It was really appealing for a moment.
“Do you want to just come in?”
Your offer caught him off guard, making him question why you were doing so when everything that had happened with your mother had just happened in the same place. He could never do that, and would rather find a getaway place as he stepped foot into your apartment that was almost parallel to his own, structure-wise. You hide back into your kitchen to grab him a glass of water as he found himself comfortable on your couch, but he couldn’t help but wonder what you might’ve been hiding behind your door with only your thoughts to yourself.
“Sorry that everything looks messy, I-”
“You don’t have to explain yourself, Star, it’s okay,” He interrupts you, making you nod in response as you sit on the other side of him with your thoughts occupying your mind.
“Are you okay though?”
He could tell that your mind was elsewhere, making him hesitantly reach out to hold your hand gently into his and you don’t pull away from the slight touch at all. Instead, you hold onto his hand and squeeze it lightly to assure him that you were still present to hear him, but you weren’t sure what to tell him considering the last time that you properly opened up to him was on the hill, where you were both more vulnerable.
Now you were in the comforts of your own home where you could kick him out at any given time right now, but you hold back against the idea. Maybe you did need some else’s presence to keep you grounded for a bit, before you could even be rational again.
“Do you want the truth, or do you want the sugar coated one that I tell everyone?” You joke slightly, but you see the serious look on his face, making you freeze up for a moment despite the fact that his hand was still in yours comfortingly.
“Whatever you’re more comfortable with, I’m here to listen.”
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YOU’RE IT FOR ME: MOONLIGHT - chapter nine
summary:you know who this person is, you think. you’ve seen him multiple times in your dreams and it’s been happening since the moment that you had turned 16. however, you have never put a name to a face at all considering you’ve only woken up to the memory of his soft hums. soulmates exist for a reason, right?
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BEOMGYU ONESHOT RECS
Voices - hearing your soulmate’s singing [14.2k]
The Prince and the Jackal - prince n a metal bender [11.8k]
Amortentia - hogwarts AU, gryffindor and a slytherin [11k]
Love Love - why is he so upset over your date [3.8k]
You’re Arranged to Marry Beomgyu, the Son of Hades[3.7k]
Journey with You - wandering merchant with a secret [3.1k]
Sunny Day Confessions - you to make the next move [2.4k]
Into the Cold Water - drunkenly kissing your friend [2.3k]
You’re the One That I Want - Beomgyu was endearing [2k]
Just Call Me - when you have a particularly bad day [1.7k]
Plushie Thief - the intern he knew that looked familiar [1.6k]
Needed Silence - “just shut up and let it happen” [1.5k]
Reminiscence - old guitar in his childhood bedroom [1.3k]
Secret Glances - he builds the courage to ask you out [1.2k]
[main masterlist] [txt masterlist] updated 7-23-21
