#biblical parallels
After a year and a half of writing and planning, today–St. Valentine’s Day and, apparently, International Fanworks Day–I finally started posting my Reylo as Cupid/Eros and Psyche fanfic, “Saving Love”!
One of my favorite moments in Loki is in Episode 3, when Loki sings “Jeg Saler Min Ganger,” an Asgardian folk song, on the train on Lamentis-1. If you’ve looked up the lyrics and their translation(s), you know it’s full of metaphor and foreshadowing. But while thinking about Sylvie’s reaction to hearing the song, I realized this might also be an “On the Willows” moment.
“On the Willows” is a song in Godspell whose lyrics come from the first four verses of Psalm 137, a lament (yes, as in Lamentis) about the Israelites’ exile in Babylon. Their captors urge them to sing a song from their homeland, but the exiles rhetorically ask how they can sing one of their home’s songs in a foreign land, where no one will understand or appreciate them.
Like the exiled people of Israel, Loki and Sylvie both lost their home, Asgard. Sylvie’s timeline was pruned, and Loki knows Asgard was destroyed in Ragnarok in his timeline. All they have are memories of the culture, like language and music.
After talking about their pasts, what they can and cannot remember about their home and their families, Sylvie wakes up to find Loki singing an Asgardian folk song, to the great enjoyment of everyone else. Aside from her dismay at finding him drunk and attracting attention, she looks uncomfortable and unhappy as he directs the more melancholy part of the song to her. She might recognize the song from her own childhood. She might be the only person in the room who understands Asgardian and knows what the song is actually about.
Assuming this, she might be upset that Loki would sing it to people who do not understand it, who cannot relate to it the way they do. Or, it might be more meaningful personally, since he is addressing her with a song only she can understand, like a secret message between them. So she may feel uncomfortable because it’s a kind of intimacy that, at that point, she is not ready to welcome between them, and she may be unhappy because it reminds her of how lonely she has been and how much she misses her home.
