#biggest love

“Serkan, my love,

This may look like a farewell, but actually is not. A farewell is said when you are leaving somewhere.

So be sure of this, I had not left your side.

I will never leave.

I can’t leave.

I’m not leaving you, but leaving for myself. Because I can’t.

Not while there is a child between you and Selin. For a life long time I cannot be the woman that this child sees and hates as someone who separated his parents.

I can’t stay. I won’t be that woman.

That is why I will always have that emptiness within me that holds you.

I choose to live with the pieces left.

Forgive me.

And my last request is keep me within you. Let the year we had always be ours.

Do not follow me.

Do not look for me.

When you are not with me I am already not there. So even if you wanted to find me, you wouldn’t.

Goodbye my love. My life’s biggest love.

They said that the more impossible love is the more big it is… Our love couldn’t be bigger.”