“Will it pass?”

“It won’t pass”

“If you don’t experience this pain you will never get rid of it…”

✨1x05✨

✨2x05✨

“I know you’re angry and I know that you’re blaming me. You’reright, but I really wanted my baby.I wanted a part of you to live with me. And I was very afraid that you would not want to. I was just scared. What can I do? I was so scared. Please open this door and let’s talk… Please Serkan open this door and let’s talk.”

“Serkan told me a lot of things. He told me that his favorite fruit is cherry, that his favorite color is blue. He told me that he misses his brother, that he has a dog named Sirius, that he has a fairy girl that he loves very much. He too is like a child, he believes in fairy tales.”

“Serkan, my love,

This may look like a farewell, but actually is not. A farewell is said when you are leaving somewhere.

So be sure of this, I had not left your side.

I will never leave.

I can’t leave.

I’m not leaving you, but leaving for myself. Because I can’t.

Not while there is a child between you and Selin. For a life long time I cannot be the woman that this child sees and hates as someone who separated his parents.

I can’t stay. I won’t be that woman.

That is why I will always have that emptiness within me that holds you.

I choose to live with the pieces left.

Forgive me.

And my last request is keep me within you. Let the year we had always be ours.

Do not follow me.

Do not look for me.

When you are not with me I am already not there. So even if you wanted to find me, you wouldn’t.

Goodbye my love. My life’s biggest love.

They said that the more impossible love is the more big it is… Our love couldn’t be bigger.”

“Just follow the sound of our hearts"

This whole scene was so beautiful. They literally felt each other. Eda felt that Serkan was near and that he wasn’t ok. My beautiful Edser.✨❤️

Eda Yildiz - Serkan Bolat

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That’s my girl✨

“Do you remember? Do you remember? Please tell me that you remember…”

New Serkan is falling in love with Eda again, and he’s afraid …

Old Serkan, inside the new one, in this scene was yelling at new Serkan to remember everything, you could see his inner conflict.

I’m so sorry to see Eda suffer like this but also to see Serkan so lost and scared of his own feelings.

Honestly I’m just living for this moment… Serkan bey please do not disappoint me.

Aydan was also a big disappointment in this episode.

How could she not say anything to Eda seeing how much she was suffering… It is above all after everything she did not only for her but for the whole Bolat family… What a disappointment Aydan… I would never have expected anything like that from her.

I was right… And I’m disappointed anyway. THIS NEW WRITERS DESTROYED EVERYTHING. I’M SO PISSED.

This isn’t Serkan. Serkan would never do anything that this new man did. I’m so disappointed. Even the insensitive robot Serkan had a heart, he was the one that was willing to cancel his mistake by giving back the scholarship to a woman that he just met. Ex Serkan would feel something in the exact moment that he saw Eda, this man didn’t feel anything. Ex Serkan would never merry Selin because he never loved her, and he knew this even before Eda… HE NEVER LOVED SELIN. Now you’re telling me that he wants to merry Selin?! This is a joke… And a bad one.

And don’t make me talk about Selin… When I thought that she couldn’t do anything worst than the think she had done… But no now she is even a manipulate person. Well done writers… Really well done. I never liked Selin but now I really hate her. This is not love this is obsession.

THE NEW WRITERS RUINED EVERYTHING.

And the fragment of episode 30 is even worse. Selin so self confident… What the hell? I’m so angry and sad.

The only good things about the episode were Hande and Kerem acting (I was crying in all their scenes) and my boy Sirius. And I’m happy about the return of Bige, I just wanted that Selin were written in another way, I just wanted her to be a better person but no.

I just leave here this happy moment because I think we all need it.

Honestly I’m so mad. This storyline doesn’t make any sense, it’s like is totally wrong. New writers ont only destroyed the story but also the characters. Old Serkan would never be manipulated by someone, old Serkan only listened to his mind. Old Serkan wasn’t in love with Selin, actually Serkan never was in love with Selin. Old Serkan loved his mother more than anyone. Old Serkan was a workaholic, work was his gasoline, his purpose. So you’re telling me that in two months he never thought about calling his mother, he never thought about coming back to work. You’re telling me that he doesn’t listen his mind but what Selin says. You’re telling me that he never called Engin or Piril his best friends. You’re telling me that he never thought about Sirius. Honestly this is all wrong. I’m not pissed that Selin is back, I’m pissed because she is still the same, all her beautiful speech about going in a new place, starting a new life was all a lie. I’m pissed because for Serkan work was important but it was never important like Eda was, Eda was always at the first place for him, so it doesn’t has any sense that in his wedding day he leaves for work. This is all a mess.

The show is on Hande and Kerem shoulders, they are great really, but their characters are written so bad lately. A big potential wasted.

And I’m so sorry because I know that the ratings will be bad, and Hande and Kerem don’t deserve it.

I hope that this plot is short and Serkan will be remembering all soon because I’m so tired of Edser being apart.

Sorry for this outburst but I’m so sad and pissed and depressed.

P.s: sorry if I’m not being active lately but university is taking all my time.

“Eda…”

“Serkan… I’m very happy to see you”

“I have to be by your side.”

“You… Why did you come? You needed to rest.”

“I want to spend time with you. Do you know what I noticed today? Every breath I take next to you is so important. We must know the value of our freedom Eda.”

“And if you are not free… What do you think?”

“Only fears hold us back in the past. When I’m with you, I’m not afraid of anything.”

“What if I’m scared?”

“You don’t have to be scared. Because as long as I’m with you, you don’t have to be scared of anything. No matter what happens, I’m always with you. I won’t let anything happen to you. I love you so much Eda.”

“I love you so much.”

“Eda Yildiz, will you marry me?”

“Yes! Yes! Serkan I need to tell you something. My grandmother… My grandmother did it all. She will make things worse.”

This was one of my favorite moments in the episode, and not because of the proposal and the kiss (even though they made my crying of happiness) but because of its meaning. This was only a dream that turned into a nightmare. At the beginning it was Eda most beautiful dream and desire, to spend her life with Serkan. When he said to her that no matter what happens he will always be with her, she felt at safe, and this was her beautiful dream, that no one can come between her and Serkan, that he will never leave her no matter what, because their love is stronger than anything. But then this turn into her worst nightmare. When she told him that her grandmother was behind all of his problems he disappeared and she was all alone and terrified. This is Eda worst fear, that if and when Serkan finds out that behind all of his problems there is her grandmother he will abandon her. This scene was very vell scripted.