✨1x05✨

✨2x05✨

“I know you’re angry and I know that you’re blaming me. You’reright, but I really wanted my baby.I wanted a part of you to live with me. And I was very afraid that you would not want to. I was just scared. What can I do? I was so scared. Please open this door and let’s talk… Please Serkan open this door and let’s talk.”

“Serkan told me a lot of things. He told me that his favorite fruit is cherry, that his favorite color is blue. He told me that he misses his brother, that he has a dog named Sirius, that he has a fairy girl that he loves very much. He too is like a child, he believes in fairy tales.”

“Serkan, my love,

This may look like a farewell, but actually is not. A farewell is said when you are leaving somewhere.

So be sure of this, I had not left your side.

I will never leave.

I can’t leave.

I’m not leaving you, but leaving for myself. Because I can’t.

Not while there is a child between you and Selin. For a life long time I cannot be the woman that this child sees and hates as someone who separated his parents.

I can’t stay. I won’t be that woman.

That is why I will always have that emptiness within me that holds you.

I choose to live with the pieces left.

Forgive me.

And my last request is keep me within you. Let the year we had always be ours.

Do not follow me.

Do not look for me.

When you are not with me I am already not there. So even if you wanted to find me, you wouldn’t.

Goodbye my love. My life’s biggest love.

They said that the more impossible love is the more big it is… Our love couldn’t be bigger.”

“Just follow the sound of our hearts"

This whole scene was so beautiful. They literally felt each other. Eda felt that Serkan was near and that he wasn’t ok. My beautiful Edser.✨❤️

Eda Yildiz - Serkan Bolat

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That’s my girl✨

“Do you remember? Do you remember? Please tell me that you remember…”

New Serkan is falling in love with Eda again, and he’s afraid …

Old Serkan, inside the new one, in this scene was yelling at new Serkan to remember everything, you could see his inner conflict.

I’m so sorry to see Eda suffer like this but also to see Serkan so lost and scared of his own feelings.

Honestly I’m just living for this moment… Serkan bey please do not disappoint me.

Aydan was also a big disappointment in this episode.

How could she not say anything to Eda seeing how much she was suffering… It is above all after everything she did not only for her but for the whole Bolat family… What a disappointment Aydan… I would never have expected anything like that from her.

I was right… And I’m disappointed anyway. THIS NEW WRITERS DESTROYED EVERYTHING. I’M SO PISSED.

This isn’t Serkan. Serkan would never do anything that this new man did. I’m so disappointed. Even the insensitive robot Serkan had a heart, he was the one that was willing to cancel his mistake by giving back the scholarship to a woman that he just met. Ex Serkan would feel something in the exact moment that he saw Eda, this man didn’t feel anything. Ex Serkan would never merry Selin because he never loved her, and he knew this even before Eda… HE NEVER LOVED SELIN. Now you’re telling me that he wants to merry Selin?! This is a joke… And a bad one.

And don’t make me talk about Selin… When I thought that she couldn’t do anything worst than the think she had done… But no now she is even a manipulate person. Well done writers… Really well done. I never liked Selin but now I really hate her. This is not love this is obsession.

THE NEW WRITERS RUINED EVERYTHING.

And the fragment of episode 30 is even worse. Selin so self confident… What the hell? I’m so angry and sad.

The only good things about the episode were Hande and Kerem acting (I was crying in all their scenes) and my boy Sirius. And I’m happy about the return of Bige, I just wanted that Selin were written in another way, I just wanted her to be a better person but no.

I just leave here this happy moment because I think we all need it.

Honestly I’m so mad. This storyline doesn’t make any sense, it’s like is totally wrong. New writers ont only destroyed the story but also the characters. Old Serkan would never be manipulated by someone, old Serkan only listened to his mind. Old Serkan wasn’t in love with Selin, actually Serkan never was in love with Selin. Old Serkan loved his mother more than anyone. Old Serkan was a workaholic, work was his gasoline, his purpose. So you’re telling me that in two months he never thought about calling his mother, he never thought about coming back to work. You’re telling me that he doesn’t listen his mind but what Selin says. You’re telling me that he never called Engin or Piril his best friends. You’re telling me that he never thought about Sirius. Honestly this is all wrong. I’m not pissed that Selin is back, I’m pissed because she is still the same, all her beautiful speech about going in a new place, starting a new life was all a lie. I’m pissed because for Serkan work was important but it was never important like Eda was, Eda was always at the first place for him, so it doesn’t has any sense that in his wedding day he leaves for work. This is all a mess.

The show is on Hande and Kerem shoulders, they are great really, but their characters are written so bad lately. A big potential wasted.

And I’m so sorry because I know that the ratings will be bad, and Hande and Kerem don’t deserve it.

I hope that this plot is short and Serkan will be remembering all soon because I’m so tired of Edser being apart.

Sorry for this outburst but I’m so sad and pissed and depressed.

P.s: sorry if I’m not being active lately but university is taking all my time.

“Eda…”

“Serkan… I’m very happy to see you”

“I have to be by your side.”

“You… Why did you come? You needed to rest.”

“I want to spend time with you. Do you know what I noticed today? Every breath I take next to you is so important. We must know the value of our freedom Eda.”

“And if you are not free… What do you think?”

“Only fears hold us back in the past. When I’m with you, I’m not afraid of anything.”

“What if I’m scared?”

“You don’t have to be scared. Because as long as I’m with you, you don’t have to be scared of anything. No matter what happens, I’m always with you. I won’t let anything happen to you. I love you so much Eda.”

“I love you so much.”

“Eda Yildiz, will you marry me?”

“Yes! Yes! Serkan I need to tell you something. My grandmother… My grandmother did it all. She will make things worse.”

This was one of my favorite moments in the episode, and not because of the proposal and the kiss (even though they made my crying of happiness) but because of its meaning. This was only a dream that turned into a nightmare. At the beginning it was Eda most beautiful dream and desire, to spend her life with Serkan. When he said to her that no matter what happens he will always be with her, she felt at safe, and this was her beautiful dream, that no one can come between her and Serkan, that he will never leave her no matter what, because their love is stronger than anything. But then this turn into her worst nightmare. When she told him that her grandmother was behind all of his problems he disappeared and she was all alone and terrified. This is Eda worst fear, that if and when Serkan finds out that behind all of his problems there is her grandmother he will abandon her. This scene was very vell scripted.

“Now she is so glad that we are fighting because we give her what she wants.”

I loved how Serkan tried to calm down Eda when they meet Semiha. And he’s so intelligent that he knows exactly that grandma is only waiting that Eda go mad and make mistakes. She enjoy seeing her angry and Serkan knows that. My smart baby boy.

“Serkan will be mine.”

Balca make me laugh… Dear… Serkan will be your only in your dreams… Perhaps…

“Eda Bolat… Eda Bolat. See how beautiful you smile. This is what we must do in the office in front of your grandmother.”

“Serkan…”

“I’m listening…”

“You make me angry.”

“Great. That’s exactly what I wanted. Therefore I asked to write so. So that you get a little angry, splash out the negative, fell on me and then calm down. But you’re not as angry as I expected.”

“Because before that, you had already done what I should have been more angry with.”

“But still… It’s nice to hear that right? Eda Bolat.”

“Serkan are we going to talk about this now?”

“No. But face it, I know what I’m doing. Eda Bolat. Anyways… I think this should be our topic for discussion.”

Honestly… How many times did Serkan said Eda Bolat? Too many… But… I’m not complaining… On the contrary I loved that. And Eda Bolat sounds actually really good.

“Your grandmother is now a partner of the company, came here and finally show her face, and she will take revenge on me for my father. She wants to bankrupt me, devide us and ruin my life. Right? She won’t succeed, so calm down. She can’t do that.”

I’m not so sure about that but I love that Serkan is so determined and sicure about himself, and I think that he doesn’t want to show his worries at Eda.

“She will do what she did to my parents Serkan. But I’m not strong as you.”

In this exact moment Eda shoe us that she is only 23. I often forget this because she is so mature but she is actually so young.

“You are the one who destroyed my family.”

Semiha broke the flower holder where Serkan has put Eda’s flower. I’m so mad and broken. Maybe I read too much in this scene but I think that this is a metaphor to Edser love. So Semiha will destroy Eda and Serkan love.

Aydan and Ayfer are the duo that I didn’t know I needed. They are so hilarious, love them.

“What is her problem?”

“The problem is of course me. She came because of me. She will heal my wounds, change, you see. It turns out that you blinded me… She said so.”

“Serkan blinded you? She said that.”

“Yes.”

“So everyone can see that you are madly in love with me except you.”

“If you scoff, then I’m leaving.”

“Don’t go.”

“Serkan I’m taking about…”

“What are you talking about?”

“I thought… If I leave the company…”

“What?”

“If I move away from the company, she may change her mind.”

“That’s it… You quit?”

“I do not quit, but move away.”

“I understand you very well.”

“Then why are you looking at me like that? What?”

“In this life you can so easily give up on me, is that so?”

“I didn’t say that. You misunderstood.”

“Yes. Maybe I misunderstood you from the very beginning Eda…”

I felt so sorry for Serkan in this moment. Serkan has always fought for Eda and their love. And now he feels that she is abandoning him, and we know that everyone he loves, in his life abandoned him. My poor babe. Sorry but Eda this time you are sooo wrong.

“Try to understand me. Before you I was like a machine. I was a flesh and blood man who went to work. Then you came and touched my heart and a lot has changed for me. And then you abruptly removed your hand from my heart. I cannot be as automated now as I used to be. And without you I can’t bear the burden on my heart. Eda… Let it be your grandmother or any other problem… If your hand is on my heart… Then I’m ready for anything.”

THIS SCENE WAS HOTTT

Serkan was so sad in this scene, because he thinks that when there will be a problem Eda will always run away from him. She is his air, he cannot live without her. And he wants to spend the new year night with her.

I think that everyone should listen to Leyla, if she doesn’t trust Balca and Semiha there is a reason. I repeat we should all listen to Leyla.

Balca make me laugh pt. 2. She is completely crazy, she admits that she knows Serkan only for a few days and says to Semiha that she is not in love with him… But she is right because she is not in love… But now that I think about it she is right… Because she is not in love with him… She is completely obsessed with him. She is so cringe.

“Eda… Are you okay?”

“I’m fine. I’m fine… Tonight I will have nightmares again.”

“Nightmares? Why?”

“Because… When I was little my mother bought me a wishes bracelet.”

“What is it?”

“On it there are figures, symbols, such as a star or a heart.”

“Ah ok, got it.”

“These are symbols of your desires. After my parents died, my grandmother came to pick me up, I told you. She wanted to take me to Mardin. At home she talked to my aunt, and I heard everything. I was very young but I remember. They were talking very loudly, I… I run away from home. I run away and began to run. I ran, I ran… There was a hill behind our house. I rolled head over heels from this hill… And when I fell… I broke my bracelet. Lost it. I cried, not because of my wounds, but because I had lost it. And then… In every nightmare I did, I did the same thing. I escaped from somewhere… I run, I run as if someone is following me. All the time I run away and I’m so scared to see the same thing.”

“Come here. Come. The Eda Yildiz I know… Doesn’t run from anything. So I’m sure you won’t run away.”

My poor baby Eda. She really has a tough life.

Honestly… The suits scene doesn’t has any sense… But the chemistry was on fire

“Serkan doesn’t like to spend special days with everyone. Only with the loved ones.”

That means not you Balca. So back off thank you.

Serkan face when he sees the throne

And obviously Serkan has a plans for grandma situation. I love my smart and calculating boy.

“One time, the most beautiful, the smartes and at the same time the woman who I liked the most told me that lemon reduces stress.”

Loving and caring Serkan is the best.

“I’m not an easy target for you Mrs. Semiha. You will give your shares to Serkan and leave.”

“So you decide when I have to leave Eda? The time I spend here depends on you.”

“How does it depend on me?”

“Are you the lover of this Serkan Bolat?”

“No.”

“You are interested in each other.”

“We have a past. These are the connections of the past.”

“There is nothing stronger than blood ties. In time you will understand this. You deserve better than Serkan Bolat.”

“You know me very well. Bravo!”

“I’m trying to find out. I have great ideas for you.”

“None of them interests me.”

“Okay. I’ll ask the questions differently. Are you interested in Serkan Bolat?”

“Let’s say I’m interested. What will you do? What will happen?”

“Then I will not beat around the blush. If I notice that you have a relationship with Serkan Bolat I will destroy this holding. Neither his mom nor he himself can handle the failure of the firm. I will destroy their company, disgrace their name, reputation, everything. Overnight. If you don’t believe me ask Alptekin Bolat. If he’s able to answer you of course.”

“Don’t underestimate me. I’m not afraid of you Semiha Yildirim.”

THAT’S MY GIRL

“How do you understand that I’m interested in astrology? Are you too?”

“I’m interested in ASTRONOMY.”

Serkan Bolat ended Balca.

“Eda come in.”

“I won’t Serkan. Grandmother moved in with us. She will drive me completely crazy. She is an unbalanced, very dangerous woman. Therefore do not be polite to her, just attack.”

“Calm down.”

“Grandma moved in with us. I’ll stay with Ceren. I came to tell you something.”

“Good. If you want we’ll talk inside.”

“No I won’t come in. I’ll tell you here.”

“Okay. What do you want to say to me?”

“Serkan listen… We cannot be together. It doesn’t work. We can’t. I don’t seem to able to. It’s all the same, someday we will part. I’m bothering you. You are already tired. Grandma will tear us apart, she will do something.”

“Eda…”

“What?”

“Stay here.”

“What?”

“Stay here tonight.”

“Serkan we cannot be together and you are saying ‘stay here’?”

“Nothing will happen Eda. We won’t spend the new year together so stay here tonight.”

“Okay then. Last time…”

“Last time.”

The cuteness of this scene, I was melting.

“We are going to look at the stars.”

“I’m already looking at the most beautiful star.”

Serkan bought chocolate for Eda. If that’s not love I don know what it is. And obviously Balca has to interrupt the romantic moment.

“Eda? Are you okay?”

“Serkan? What are you doing here? It’s not been 10 minutes yet.”

“She lives close. Candles and all that… Are you comfortable?”

“I decided to take a bath.”

“You did the right thing.”

“If you leave, I’ll come.”

“Of course… Give me 10 seconds.”

“Serkan… Can you hear me?”

“Okay… I’ll remember this moment.”

“Enjoy. Do not rush.”

CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE… TOO CUTE

The whole bust scene made mi laugh, but someone can explain to me why Serkan did not for once looked at Eda? I don’t understand.

Serkan brings her the breakfast to bed. My caring babe.

“Small steps towards a big goal.”

Eda’s gift to Serkan is so beautiful. She has this unique capacity to make every gift unique and original.

We don’t deserve Leyla, she is too pure and angelic for us. She helped Ferit with Ceren’s gift.

Engin has organized all the wedding with just the two of them. I love himmm.

Sorry but we have to take a moment to speak about Kerem speaking in Italian… I’m Italian so when I listened to him speaking in Italian I fainted. He’s so sexy

I’m an Ayfer and Alexander stan.

Even Serkan can’t stand Balca anymore. She really is a snake, she’s worst than Selin. What kind of crazy person are you?

“Serkan where are you?”

“In the place where I should be. Next to you.”

“Where have you been?”

“You are so beautiful.”

This scene was so beautiful. His gift was so meaningful. There’s this thing that I’ve always noticed, he really listened and pay attention to what she say or do. He never do something by casualties, he’s so carefully about her. This is one of the many thing that I love about Serkan. And obviously this beautiful and romantic moment is ruined by the arrival of the police… Arghh grandma what have you done?!

Just look at them…

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“Welcome Eda!”

Ehm Balca, dear, this is not your home so please don’t behave like it is… Ahh my nerves.

And more the earrings tactic… Soo childish. I really can’t stand her.

Loved that Eda literally throw the popcorn into Serkan’s belly

And Sirius at the end, I love my son.

Honestly… I really love Ferit and Ceren together. They are so cute, and I love how Ferit is trying to correct his mistake. He confesses that he is love with her, that he constantly thinks about her. So sweet.

Serkan telling Eda that the first time they met she used the same tactic of Balca because she forget her bag in his car. I love flirty Serkan and the fact that he remembers everything about Eda and their relationship.

The bet, honestly this is only the pretext so that Serkan can take Eda to Paris and have a romantic moment so the two of them.

“What does Efe wants?”

“You heard. I said I’ll talk to him in the office.”

“How strange. Not answering anyone’s calls, and doesn’t answer questions. But he calls you.”

“I still work for him Serkan. Did you forgot? Okay, let’s move on to our bet. Perhaps you agree that I won.”

“I’ve told you. Nothing is clear yet.”

“What has to happen for you to understand? How much clearer should it be? She ordered the same dish.”

“Maybe.”

“She said she was interested in the stars.”

“Everyone loves stars.”

“This was not enough, she also said ‘Love’ looking into your eyes Serkan.”

“I think when she talked about love she was thinking about another person Eda.”

“She answered by looking at you.”

“Who else Eda? There were two people in front of her. Either you or me. Should she look at the salt shaker?”

“Either you are really stupid, or you pretend not to understand. Okay. It won’t last long. It is seen, in a couple of days she will already confess her love to you.”

“And you will win the bet right?”

“Of course. It’s not my business.”

“I agree.”

“At the end of the day, what matters is how you respond to Balca’s attention.”

“You’re right. This is a special topic that only concerns me and Balca. This is between us.”

“Between you? There is something? Then I will call her.”

“Eda sit down please. You…”

“I’m not jealous of you Serkan Bolat.”

“You’re not jealous… Really?”

“Think for yourself what could have been. Is this funny?”

“Okay…But I’m jealous of you like crazy. What to do about it?”

“You crossed the boundaries again. We’d better have coffee in the office.”

“Let’s have coffe here.”

“I have something important to discuss with Efe. We will have coffee in the office.”

“Efe can wait.”

“Then I’ll send him a message.”

“No emoji.”

This was hilarious. Eda kicking Serkan under the table and Balca was obviously flirting all the time. I loved Eda expression, she was so jealous. Serkan is soo smart, I think that he is well aware that Balca is flirting with him and he pretend not to see in order to push Eda to near to him. My smart babe.

Engin and Piril… I really like them. They are opposite of each other but they are so in love. And I think their love is actually more stronger that the difference they have. And they take out the best part of each other.

“As if there is an invisible connection between them.”

Balca, dear, believe me there is… There is. So better not to put your nose between Eda and Serkan because nothing will change.

“Your coffee Eda Yildiz. Much better now. When you aren’t stressed, you’re becoming even more beautiful.”

“Don’t stress me out then.”

“I don’t.”

This moment was so sweet and romantic. Obviously ruined by Balca. And then when Eda takes his coffee mug I was laughing out loud. Love that my girl is marching HER territory.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING BALCA?! I think she is really stupid because of course by removing the paper in the dossier Serkan will lose faith in Eda but you’re damaging everyone and the holding too. She’s so silly. And Balca even said that she felt hurt by seeing Eda and Serkan close the night before… Darling you know him for two days what the hell???? I hate her really.

Soo the interview and the photoshoot aren’t enough… Balca you aren’t spending too much time alone with Serkan and you even ask him to get a photo together and post it… Balca age 33… Balca real age 10.

“Well, until I’m 100% sure, this bet will continue Eda.”

“What else should happen to make you 100% sure? What else? I’m just wondering.”

“For example… When she look at me I have to feel that everything inside of her melts… When she’s trying not to show her excitement… I have to see it by the way she look away… And when she try to stand firm… I have to see that her heart starts to beat faster… In her breath, in her voice, in her scent, even in her veins… I must feel this love.”

“Serkan…”

“When she says my name… I must feel everything inside of her tremble.”

TOO MUCH HOTNESS IN THIS SCENE

Serkan reads her like a book… Honestly I don’t know what to say about this scene… It speaks for itself. And plus new Serkan is enjoying his life, especially when he has the woman who he’s in love with in front of him… Ahh Serkan❤️

“I really need Serkan”

Sorry Balca maybe I did not understand well… You NEED Serkan? For what? I really don’t get her and I think I never will.

“His partner will arrive tomorrow and he wanted me to bring some flowers to his house and get everything in order.”

“You went to his house? While I was doing the interview, you were at this man’s house?”

“Yes I was. But there was nobody here. So I left some flowers and left. Anything else?”

“What kind of psycho would want flowers in his house? Is he romantic?”

“What’s the problem? At least he doesn’t have any allergies.”

“And I also have another kind of allergy.”

“What kind?”

“I’m allergic to Efe. I don’t trust him.”

“You should trust me. I know what’s right and what’s wrong.”

Ohhh Eda, honey, you don’t have an idea how wrong you are… And I love that Serkan says that he’s allergic to Efe. My jealous boy.

I really like boys time, I like when Serkan, Engin and Ferit are together. And every each of them have some suspects on Efe,his behavior and the secret partner.

“You won.”

“What?”

“You won.”

“What did I win?”

“You won the bet.”

“What bet?”

“Serkan, you won the bet.”

“Ah… Are you sure?”

“I’m sure. Balca is a little in doubt, so it happened. But she may still like you.”

“Of course.”

“I’m sure about it. You cannot change my opinion. She’s just not running after you. As a result you won I lost.”

“As a result, then, we are going to have dinner in Paris.”

“It seems to me not to worth so many adventures. We can just go to that restaurant with flowers…”

“No no. A bet is a bet. Is it not? Therefore, after the results of the tender are announced tomorrow, we will take my plane and fly to Paris.”

“It seems that I have no other choice.”

GIVE US EDSER IN PARIS PLEASE✨❤️

During the ice skating scene was like the director told them to do whatever they want, have fun with each other, just be themselves. And I think we saw that, everyone was having fun, was laughing. In fact I really loved the scene it was one of my favorite of the whole episode.

“What?”

“I haven’t laughed like that for a long time. It did me good.”

“Me too.”

“You keep well on ice.”

“Ah yes? I am good in the air, on the ground, on the ice, in the elevators when you’re around.”

“Stop showing off. And when I’m not there?”

“You are always there. And you always will.”

“Maybe tomorrow… Instead of going to Paris, can we eat fish and bread on the water front?”

“I will never agree. We will fly to Paris anyway. Have you ever benn to Paris before?”

“No. If you’ve noticed, I don’t even ask you.”

“I went. But to be honest, this is the first time I’m so worried.”

“You probably planned everything hourly now. What are we going to do?”

“Yes. We will have a wonderful tourist route. First we will climb the Eiffel Tower, and then visit the best cafes and pastry shops. We will dine in restaurants. And then we will meet the order over the Seine. And then the Bridge of Arts and the Bridge of Lovers. But of course, none of this worries me so much…”

“Yes? What worries you?”

“Get lost with you in Montmartre.”

“You won’t get lost. You will not be lost anywhere. It seems to me that you even have a map of places where you are going in your head.”

“You’re right. But I’ve never been there before.”

“Why?”

“Because I gave myself my word. I promised myself that I would go there with the girl that I really love. And it’s you.”

“Suddenly it got hot…”

Plus we got Serkan saying “Mon amour, je t'aime” and when she said that she understood what he said Serkan throw the ultimate romantic bomb “Because love has no linguage”.

THIS IS POETIC CINEMA✨

Who the hell is Piril father?!

He has to be someone really important. He even has the guards.

And the final… Boommm… Grandma has come. I can’t wait to see her and her plans.. In the fragment we saw that she will help Balca with Serkan because se has a “future husband” for Eda… Clearly grandma has no idea who Serkan Bolat is, he will never give up on Eda. Moreover I think that grandma arrivals is the thing that will unite Aydan, Ayfer, Eda and Serkan. They will work as a team against grandma. I can’t wait to see it.

“Please change your expression.”

“What expression?”

“I’m talking about your sly grin, please change.”

“I can’t get over myself.”

She slaps Serkan

“Love gets tired of a lots of whims.”

Serkan kissed her again

Eda compares Serkan to potatoes. His faces were so funny during the speech.

“You agree with the fact that I have brought color to your boring life?”

“Color?You brought the whole rainbow in my life.”

Serkan Bolat definitely knows how to made a woman swoon at his feet.

I love the fact that Leyla calls Eda immediately when Serkan does not respond at her calls. And I love that Serkan turn off the phone every time he’s with Eda, because he doesn’t want to be disturbed even more.

What the hell Alptekin you have the courage to ask for divorce like that?! Where is your pride? He didn’t even say sorry to her. Bad move, zero character development.

Selin and her last sneaky move, she made everyone guilty, Ferit, Eda and even Ceren. I really can’t stand her. The only thing that she did right was selling the shares.

I liked the way Serkan reacted to the truth revelation, he actually surprised me when he forgive Ferit immediately. So proud of him.

Aydan hug with Eda and Serkan… Ahh Aydan you don’t have an idea of how much I love you.

“To make amends, i give you a chance.”

“A chance?”

“Yes.”

“What are you up to Serkan Bolat?”

“The right to three wishes.”

Honestly… Serkan is soooo smart. Great move babe. I love that he asked her to fulfill three wishes.

“Why doesn’t she speak? Engin don’t talk like you don’t know Piril. With women like Piril, one should listen not to what they say, but to what they are silent about.”

Serkan and Engin friendship is so special. And Serkan really knows how to advise friends in love. And I love the fact that when Engin asks him how is going with Eda he tells him that Eda has to try too to get their relationship work. It’s so true actually, because by now only Serkan made steps towards Eda, but now she has to do that too.

“If you have time, I’d like to discuss something with you.”

“Yes, I have something to tell you.”

“If you will allow me, I will begin. I understand that I could not become a good father for you. But I’m sure that… You will be a wonderful father. I don’t know how important my opinion is to you, but believe me… Eda is a very correct person. If you don’t make the mistakes that I have made you will be very happy. ”

“Thank you for your words. I never want to see you again. Not in my… You will never appear again in my mother’s life.”

“Yes. I will not appear in your life again. You can be sure. But… One day, I know that you will forgive me. And further… If one day you need help or get stuck… Then I’ll be there. You are my son and I am your father. And nothing will change that.”

I actually really liked this conversation. I still hate Alptekin but this was nice. And the thing that I like the most is that when Alptekin goes away he put the chair in place. It’s a little thing but so important. We all knew this “order” obsession, and I was happy to see that he noticed that. And Kerem acting in this scene was amazing. And how sweet was Ferit that he wanted to check on Serkan to saw if he was okay.

“Are you free?”

“Yes.I’m always free for you.”

“I was worried about you... Alptekin bey…”

“In moments like this, Eda, I have a wonderful remedy. This is work. Work is the second thing in the world that makes me feel good.”

“What’s the first thing?”

“Guess?”

“Sports activities?”

“No.”

“Vacation?”

“No.”

“Nothing else comes to my mind.”

“This don’t get out of my head at all.”

EDA IT’S HIS FIRST THING THAT MAKES HIM FEEL GOOD.

“Good. Perfect. Really good.”

“Perfect?”

“Perfect. I’m talking about the portfolio. She’s also beautiful in human terms. And the great thing is that she knows English.”

“English… And portfolio. Everyone here knows English.”

“Yes.”

“Are they all beautiful?”

“That’s why they work for us Eda.”

“Did you say that they are all beautiful?”

“Yes… So… Good.”

“In my opinion, none of them.”

“Eda, they are all successful in their field.”

“We cannot know this from one interview. As you know, but Efe wouldn’t want to.”

“Efe wouldn’t want to… But Efe is not here.”

“That’s it, which one suits you? Which one of them?”

“I’m looking for a decent PR manager who will be good at his job. You… Are little…”

“A little what?”

“Are you jealous?”

“Me? Jealous?”

“A little.”

“Don’t be silly.”

“A little bit.”

“No! Why should I be jealous?! But they stick to you, you know? Pay attention to this, they were glued. Of course it doesn’t concern me… But if you like this attention… As you want.”

“If you feel calmer we can find a man.”

I love jealous Eda, just like Serkan loves her jealous. It was so funny to watch her being jealous. And Eda expression when she sees Balca… Priceless.

“Then consider the males candidates, because women pisses you off a little.”

I’m in love with confident Serkan.

Selin sneaky move pt. 2. Why the hell did she tells Balca every about Serkan private life? And why did she tells her that if she want to have success in the agency she has to know Serkan personally? Really Selin you couldn’t have Serkan so now you don’t want him to be happy with Eda? What a waste of character… I’m actually mad at her she’s really the worst.

Have you noticed Bedo (the hairstylist) between the journalists?

SORRY BUT I’M STILL HERE… PHYSICALLY… MENTALLY… EMOTIONALLY❤️✨

“I want you to surprise me.”

“How?”

“On one night you knock on my door.”

“Why should I come to you?”

“So that you surprise me.”

“And then what? Leave?”

“You will come in.”

“To do what? I’m leaving.”

“Eda, sit down. You will come into my house and watch a movie with me.”

“Suddenly? Are you suggesting that I knock on your door?”

“You knock on my door.”

“We will see a movie?”

“Exactly.”

“Only?”

“We can eat popcorn too.”

“Popcorn? You don’t eat that Serkan.”

“I have changed a lot Eda. I’ll eat, even if a little, but we will eat them… Very little.”

“I think I can agree to that.”

The fact that Serkan want to know if she will come to his house tonight show us how badly he wants to spend some time alone with her. My romantic robot.

Serkan prepare the entire house in a romantic way, with candles, wine, soft light… And when someone finally knock at his door… Who is he? Engin, and than Ferit… And in the end Erdem. This scene was hilarious, sooo funny. I actually like this boys night, I’d like that they will do that more often. And when Engin notices that the house is really warm I thought… Soo Serkan I wonder why you warm up the house like that… You don’t want that Eda gets cold right?

I really like Ferit and Ceren together, they are cute.

The way Eda go near Serkan as she sees Selin. I love my protective woman. And I hate how they wrote Selin, no character development, she keeps running after a dream that she made with Serkan… Girl go and do something for yourself for once. I’m so happy that we get rid of her, but I’m sad for Bige, she is actually a really good actress.

During the dance scene I felt too much. The chemistry was on fire

Engin proposal… I loved it. You know I go horse riding and if my boyfriend would have ask me to marry him on a white horse I would have said yes immediately. And how proud Serkan was of his friends. I love their friendship.

What the hell Serkan? What the hell? Pizza? With Balca? No I’m sorry maybe I didn’t understand… A beautiful speech about a woman changing your life, the fact that she made you live again but really Serkan? I really don’t understand him? Why he behave like that? My poor baby Eda. I know that Serkan doesn'tlike Balca in that way but I understand her if she gets mad and starts screaming. Come on Serkan help yourself a little.

“I will never give up on her.”

Serkan is really changing and for the first time fighting for the one he loves the most. I’m so proud of him.

Serkan telling Engin that this is the last day of Eda at the office so he has to find an excuse because Serkan needs to spend the most time possible with her. This gave me episode 11 vibes✨

Serkan didn’t listen a word during the meeting because he was so afraid that Eda would leave him again. My poor babe is so in love that he doesn’t know how to handle it.

“Eda is more important to me now.”

The proof that Serkan is changing pt. 2.

Eda takes out the meter to misure that Serkan is at least one meter from her. This was so funny. And he ask her if she feels safe now that she knows that there is one meter of distance.

Serkan asking Leyla if she can put the ring in Eda’s pocket. I think that the ring represents Serkan’s hope in the relationship. I love Serkan and Leyla relationship, he’s the only one to notice the ring on her finger, and when she tells him that she’s engaged to Erdem (the one that he doesn’t love) he’s worried about her, his face say oh come on you can have someone better than him. He even tells her that they would talk about this engagement. He cares so much about Leyla.

Serkan wants to open a case against the paparazzi not because of his imagine or reputation, but because this upset Eda and made her faint, because is so worried about her. And he ask Ceren not to tell Eda because he doesn’t want that she thinks that he’s interfering in her life. The proof that Serkan is changing pt. 3

“What do I need to do to make you stay?”

“Nothing.”

“Say whatever you want. What can I do to make you stay?”

“Serkan, you’re so unbalanced towards me that I no longer know what to think.”

“Don’t go away… Don’t go away.”

“Serkan…”

“Didn’t you tell me to say ‘don’t go’ if I didn’t want you to go… So now I’m telling you not to go away.”

“Why? To get even more disappointed?”

“There will be no more disappointments. I promise you.”

“Look… Every time I believe you, every time… Breaking the promise that I made to myself. But this time I won’t. This time I gave my word to my aunt, I will stay away from you. And I will keep my word.”

Episode 11 vibes in this scene. I get why Eda behave like that, I would have done the same, but I feel so sorry for Serkan. When he finally has the courage to say 'don’t go’ Eda doesn’t believe him anymore.

The whole scene when Serkan see the photographer and Eda talk his jealously is over the moon. He even ask to Engin to say something just to be near them so he can hear what are they saying. And when Engin told him that he wants to marry Piril and have 7-8 babies Serkan says that he approves, like an old brother. Their friendship is so special.

Serkan showing up at the photoshoot… Oh God he’s so jealous. I love the fact that Serkan has still and effect on Eda and he knows it. She more than once ask him not to look at her.

“The woman you called an angel, Eda… Is my girlfriend. We’re not just dating, we are a couple. She is the woman of my life. And I’m everything in her life. So no hamburgers. You understood me. Cancel. Now.”

His smug and proud face make me laugh so much. He’s so jealous.

“How can you still call us engaged?”

“Yes, it might not be real, but…”

“But?”

“We fell in love with each other. Now will you give up our love?”

“And then deception, disappointment, lies…”

“I only deceived you only once, and in order not to upset you.”

“But it doesn’t work that way. You can’t destroy a relationship and then stick it together.”

“You’re right. There’s only one important thing…”

“Which one?”

“You. Eda, everything can work out. Everything. Let me settle this.”

“What are you still talking about? What are you talking about after last night? You made me wait for you for hours, do you know?”

“What?”

“I shouldn’t have said. I said again. Because I’m stupid. Stupid!”

“Eda, what’s going on?”

“Don’t bother anymore. Please don’t bother. All mine feelings to you… It’s over.”

“Eda. I was waiting for you all night yesterday at that restaurant.”

“You were definitely waiting.”

“I waited.”

“I was waiting for you there, Serkan.”

“It’s impossible I was there.”

“I was there, you didn’t come.”

“Eda are you kidding me? Which restaurant did you go? Maybe you went to the wrong place?”

“Restaurant in the Levent area, I went there.”

“What?”

“Not the one?”

“No.”

“Not the one?”

“You went somewhere else. Was it written in the envelope?”

“Yes.”

“Good, so someone changed the envelope.”

“Who would replace it?”

“There is someone on my mind but… Wait a minute you went at the restaurant. So to give me a chance?”

“Not in terms of love relationship. That’s what you said.”

“Yes. I told you to help me become a better person.”

“Serkan, I really don’t know what to think…”

“Do not think. Do not think. Feel. I know that you feel the same as me. Therefore, do not think. Be by my side. How would you go to the end, so let’s go. As you want. Just be there. What do you say?”

I don’t think that this scene need an explanation, it speaks for itself.

“Eda is in the kitchen, I think. It’s time for me to drink some water.”

Eda worried about Serkan, because he followed the man that Sayfi hired and never came back. And he’s so satisfied because she still worries about him. And the way they look at each other

The engagement misunderstanding was so hilarious. I laughed so hard during the whole scene. And the photos… Awww beautiful.

“Good night Eda Yildiz.”

“Good night Serkan Bolat.”

Yesssss they’re back at it. I missed this 'coded message’ between them. And he’s going to pick her up the next morning. I’m so in love with the old Eda and Serkan.

“I missed it. This place. Through this beautiful air, through the trees.”

Of course Serkan… You missed the place… Of course. He really needs to learn how to lie, he’s not believable.

The final scene… Oh God it was perfect. The fact that he didn’t want to go to the restaurant because Eda’s claustrophobia. I love that he didn’t force her to try to get in the elevator. But when she’s willing to try he’s immediately at her side to help her. I loved that he push all the buttons so if she couldn’t do it they could get out. And the way Serkan calmed her down. It was beautiful and perfect. And the kiss… WE FINALLY HAVE A KISS… I’m so happy. The kiss gave me Teen Wolf vibes, when Lydia kissed Stiles to calm him down because he was having a panic attack. It was really beautiful.

“Eda… I love you so much… So as not to upset you I decided to lose you.”

“I have nothing to tell you. There’s nothing. And now I’m looking at you… And in front of me there’s a completely different person. A stranger.”

In this scene I was crying out loud, I couldn’t stop. And when Serkan tells Eda “Please Eda” because he wanted to hug her, to be there for her. My heart wrecked.

GO GIRL! DESTROY ALPTEKIN!!!

I really loved this scene, I was like ‘That’s my girl’. And the wisdom of Aydan telling Serkan to not interfere in the conversation between Eda and Alptekin. I love this woman.

“I don’t believe you anymore”

This are the words that destroyed Serkan the most. It has to be really bad when the person you love the most doesn’t trust you anymore.

“If you had behaved with me at least 10% of what you behaved with Eda, everything would have been completely different.”

“I can’t believe this. I can’t. Are you still with this, Selin? Still? I will say this for the last time, listen carefully. I love Eda, alright? Not you. I have never been in love with you.”

“I’m not talking about the past. I have no such expectation. I only wanted to warn you as a friend.”

“Then warn your other friends because you and I are not friends. Our relationship is only business.”

FINALLY SERKAN! Now Selin maybe you understand the situation… Maybe. I was so proud of him in that moment.

Eda and Serkan lost in their mind, think about each other, about what happened. I really like how the show showed us how Eda and Serkan handle this moment and the pain, in two different ways. Eda get through this with her friend at her side, while Serkan want to be alone, he doesn’t want anyone beside him, he didn’t even goes to work.

Leyla worried about Serkan❤️. She is so precious, and a good person.

And we know thanks to Leyla that Serkan is taking care about the seeds that Eda planted in Serkan’s office, the one that she collected with her mother, the one that she plant in her happy places.

Selin telling to Piril that if she can’t be happy neither can Serkan… Ehmm so that’s love for Selin… Okay. I really can’t stand anymore. It’s like she is obsessed with him, and if she can’t have him nobody can. What kind of madness is that? And the declare herself a friend of Serkan… Friends don’t do that Selin.

My poor babe Serkan, taking off the ring caused a phisical pain at him. I think that this was a little bit cruel even for a character like Eda, I understand why she do that, but I think that it was cruel.

Serkan asking Leyla to be his eyes and his ears about everything that concerns Eda. Oh my boy is so in love with her. And Leyla agrees to do that only if Serkan admit that he loves Eda… I love Leyla really. We are not worthy of her.

“I will say this as a woman. If she wants to punish you, then there’s still hope.”

It was so beautiful to see Aydan in Serkan’s office. And the team Serkan-Aydan is the team I know I needed. They will conquer everything and everyone.

Serkan putting the ring in Eda’s pocket because that is HER ring. I love this particular. This whole scene was so beautiful and when he ask her what happens if he violate the rules on purpose… CHEMISTRY ON FIRE

I’m sure he wanted to kiss her, and then Erdem came in… And the scene was so hilarious I love the dynamics between these two.

When Leyla told him that Eda was going do meet Kadir he immediately go after her, and save her from the journalist.

“Eda let me be there for you”

This scene was beautiful and painful to watch. And how badly Eda wanted to hug Serkan after the confrontation with Kadir, but because of her pride she didn’t hug him. She was so relieved by the fact that Serkan was there with her.

Serkan listen Eda’s speech from afar, and he was so proud of her.

She returned her ring to Serkan by putting it in his pocket. And than they almost kiss… These two will be the death of me.

“I want to have dinner with you”

He would have done anything to have dinner with her. He just want to be with her, near her, talk to her.

“Don’t look directly at me there. If you look, I don’t know… I’ll fall maybe.”

“Don’t worry. I will catch you.”

FASHION SHOW

Selin you filthy snake, what the hell are you doing? You were not happy enough about what you did with the journalists and now you’re ruining their happiness by changing the name of the restaurant on the note.

Soo Alptekin you never acted like a husband, neither as a father, and when your son tells you that you should leave the house, you don’t fight to win them back but you run away… Okay you sucks… But now you even cheat on Aydan… Really? What kind of revolting human being are you?

Can we put both Alptekin and Selin on a shuttle and bring them on Mars so they can stay there forever?! Please

How broken they were? Their eyes, the pain, the hope gone. And when they pull out their phone to call each other just to know where they were. But Serkan didn’t call Eda because he said to Engin that if she didn’t come he was letting her go. And Eda didn’t call Serkan because of her pride. They didn’t deserve that.

P.s: Hande acting in this episode was marvelous. I felt every feeling that Eda was going through. And the same did Kerem. They are so good.

“You’re always in my mind, I have you in every thoughts. You took over my brain, you took over my life”

Parallels 1x20 - 1x11

“Even the possibility that you might be with someone else destroys me; that he will touch you as I do, that he will look at you the same way I do, that you will smile at another and illuminate everything with your smile. I know it’s selfishness, but I want you to be mine only, to only look at me, to only smile at me, to only touch me. Be mine.”

“I can’t erase you from inside of me. How can I love another when you exist? My soul, my body, my heart – everything belongs to you. I know it’s impossible but I want you to look at only me, to only smile at me, to touch only me, to be mine.”

“What is Serkan doing here?”

“What is Serkan doing here? Serkan’s mother lives here, so Serkan is here. More importantly what is Eda doing here?”

This was so funny, and Serkan took the crust off the bread because Eda like it so, and he do that unconsciously. That’s amore.

“Did I tell you about this horse?”

“No.”

“I chose her from several horses. But she didn’t want me at all, isn’t it? In the first weeks she didn’t allow me to approach her, didn’t allow love, she didn’t allow me to ride her at all. Just when I thought that there was a connection between us, I rode her and she threw me off.”

“And then? Did she attached to you?”

“No. She doesn’t allow me to ride her. She just allow me to touch her from distance. She is rebellious, a stubborn horse.”

“Maybe you don’t know how to love her.”

“She just doesn’t understand.”

I loved this metaphor, it will be because I go on horse riding and I understand perfectly what Serkan means. It is true that there are some horses that do not allow you to get close despite you putting all the love in the world into it, it is very frustrating and describes perfectly what Serkan feels. And this happen with people too.

“You are a gift to me from the universe. And so for Serkan”

Aydan and Eda coffee scene was so beautiful and sweet. I like the fact that we know that Serkan’s brother was sick and Aydan agarophobia was due to that. And I love that Aydan tells Eda that all the insecurity that Serkan has are because she and Alptekin send him away when he was young. The phrase “Who know what a storm there is inside him” describe his emotions perfectly, he’s actually a mess of emotions but with Eda he finally found peace. And another phrase that describes him is “He was afraid that you would leave him, because everyone who loved abandoned him”, he’s such a insicure person when it comes to trust and love.

“I always been there for you.”

Eda is sooo right, and I understand her when she says that she’s tired, I would be tired too if I was her, but on the other hand I feel so sorry for Serkan because he really wants to tell her but he doesn’t know how.

“Burn those stupid flowers.”

This together with the chair scene were the most hilarious, I couldn’t stop laughing.

“The mistake he made in the past is now snatching the most valuable thing from my hands.”

In episode 18 Serkan says that he never valued anyone like he value Eda. Come on girl read the signals.

The team Aydan and Eda aka her Daughter-in-law was so strong during the charitable foundation dinner, and when Serkan arrives it was so funny. These two fight like an old married couple.

Ahhh my dear Efe I told you that you start this game with the wrong man, Serkan Bolat isn that easy to defeat. Check mate honey, say bye bye to your career.

“I miss you so much Eda Yildiz. I LOVE YOU. I’m jealous of you. I miss you and I’m so sorry for everything”

My poor babe Serkan, when he finally confess Eda didn’t hear him.

When he got home I think that he thought I will drink just one glass of alcohol, just one. Then he thought one glass won’t take the pain away, and he want the pain to go away, so he take all the bottle with him. This is really sad.

Drunk Serkan was so sweet, funny but for me was so sad. I lost the count of how many times he said Eda’s name. And when Selin ask him to tell her what he needed and he answered “I need Eda. I need Eda” this show us how much he loves her, needs her she is his salvation, his anchor, his world. He loves her so much. And he was afraid that she wouldn’t come, he constantly watched his clock and said to Selin that she will definitely come. I loved that drunk Serkan did what normal Serkan would never do… Throw out of his house Selin, the whole thing was so funny.

The shower scene was beautiful and the chemistry was on fire… But it lasted like 5 seconds… What the hell???

The last scene was so painful to watch, Serkan was literally scared and Eda was so tired of the situation. And when he finally found the courage to tell her the truth… Here comes Selin to ruin everything. I can’t wait to see next episode.