#crying my eyes out

yoomiwritingstuff:

boyfriend!atsumu who doesn’t understand why you’re still here with him even after he had neglected you for the past weeks in favor of improving his volleyball skills for the upcoming heated games.

he doesn’t get it why you’re still coming day after day to their practices just to see him for an hour or two before going back on your own since boyfriend!atsumu wants to go out with his friends late at night nowadays and don’t have time to take you home.

boyfriend!atsumu who knows (obviously) he’s been acting like a real jerk and haven’t been treating you right yet instead of apologizing, his stubborn ass avoids confronting you.

he gets a lot of scolding from his twin brother and friends for letting things go south with you. convincing himself there’s nothing severely wrong, boyfriend!atsumu continues to ignore everyone, glaring at whoever tries to speak to him — with you as the exception. he’d still be communicating with you although it comes as brief and slightly strained but you take what you can get and don’t complain.

boyfriend!atsumu who looks back at the memory of how you two got together in highschool. a small smile on his lips at remembering how you mustered up all the courage to confess to him, your whole face erupting to flames. he remembers how he thought you were interesting and amusing so he agreed to be in a relationship. he thought it would only last for several weeks but he was so wrong. you proved him wrong.

boyfriend!atsumu who’s afraid you’d finally tire of him and his irritating personality. one of his nightmares coming true if you ever decide he’s not worth it and realize you could be with someone better than him who looks after you and gives you his all. he doesn’t know what he’ll do if that ever happens.

you understood him. you were always full of patience when it comes to him. when you get angry at the nonsense things he’d done, you were still so accepting of him by the end of the day. you were there beside him through all the good and bad times as cheesy and cliché it can sound right now. you once said that your happiness lies with him being happy with you. you always told boyfriend!atsumu you love him with all of your heart. you’d do anything to make everything work between the two of you.

boyfriend!atsumuwho curses aloud and slammed his head on the wall so hard he’s sure it would bruise later because he’d finallyadmit to himself — and to the whole damn world if he needed to — how much he was holding back on completely loving you. he was so unsure of himself, filled with insecurities and hatred towards the attitude he gives towards you. he always feels he isn’t giving enough for someone as amazing as you which is why he resorted on pushing you away and pretending that he didn’t absolutely loathed the fact that he was so close yet so far away from you when he does so.

his dignity can go to hell he tells himself as boyfriend!atsumu gets down on his knees in front of you as soon as he finds you standing in the kitchen making dinner. you release a startled gasp, gripping tightly the plate on your hand when you stared down at him. he hugs your waist and plants his face flat on your stomach, feeling you tense up but then relax on his hold.

boyfriend!atsumu softly tells you he’s sorry. he wants to pour out everything because you deserved to know how idiotic he has been and he’s ready to beg for you to stay and give him another chance because he’d also do anything to make it work between you two. he exhales shakily when you placed the plate down on the counter and made him let go so you could get on your knees too so you’d be eye level with each other.

you gaze at one another as you answered so quietly just for his ears to hear. you’re not mad at him. you knew his inner conflict (courtesy of osamu and rin), and wanted him to figure things out on his own. you did reveal you were saddened by his actions but laughed it off now when boyfriend!atsumu is staring at you like a giant sad and guilty puppy.

he doesn’t think it’s pathetic that he’s tearing up when you smile at him so sweetly and so fondly — the same kind of smile that’s reserved only for him to see. only for him to savor. he cups your face tenderly and kisses you for the first time in awhile, eager to show you how much he’d missed you. and with bated breath boyfriend!atsumu tells you he loves you so much and you don’t have to find someone better because he’d be better for you. he promises sincerely to you.

infusions-and-truths:

SwissIta Idea

Cardverse ofc because I’ve been thinking about it a lot but but- what if!

I have always imagined that Vene grew up around traveling from Diamonds to Clubs then back to Hearts but during one trip in Diamonds, he accidentally trespass on a garden belonging to one of the Zwingli family. There he meets Switzerland who then accuses him of being a criminal and gets dragged back inside where it was explained to them both that-

“this is the future Jack of Hearts/Diamonds”

Of course the adults proceeds to make them hang out as often as possible for future relationships between the two kingdoms. However- since they gotten off the wrong foot it was hard until Switzerland finds out that Vene is a good fencer. They bonded over “training” and over letters (they became penpals).

Then when they became adults- let’s just say they didn’t know what happened since they lost communication. Vene got sent of to Clubs for studies and Switzerland had to become the Duke of Zwingli after the unfortunate passing of his uncle and aunt, leaving him with his little cousin Erika who is also the next Queen of Diamonds. They later reunited when they met again with their respective monarchs and to be honest- it was kind of awkward because…

Vene tried escaping the meeting again by jumping over the walls and he was caught by Switzerland. Finding this situation rather familiar… Well… Hmm… Yes. Yea- oh look! It’s my old childhood friend!! They slowly reconnected through meetings and Vene being sent as an ambassador of Hearts. Of course as his fellow Jack, Switzerland is forced to follow him around and make sure everything goes will and this made them spend more time with each other.

I would like to say that it was Vene who made the first move by sending Switzerland gifts from Hearts- a courting tradition that he didn’t know until Liechtenstein pointed it out and he was absolutely embarrassed because “I should have noticed” and then he was like “do I like Vene?”

Yes. The answer is yes.

So then they began their strange courting traditions that all the four kingdoms knows about. That’s all. Yes. I’ll add more if I have more thoughts but please feel free to add more!! I just like SwissIta now- two of my favorites characters together ehe ❤️❤️❤️