I think I just found a hack to my productivity?

I need to find a summer job (I know I should already have one, procrastination’s a bitch) but mother’s day is coming up and I need to order my stepmom a gift. I found something I think she’d like but I’m not going to order it until I apply to some jobs. I have everything ready to go, I just have to confirm my order really but I’m going to get the most satisfying outcome out of finishing my tasks. Essentially, I’m giving something without a clear deadline (get a job) a deadline by proxy (can’t order time sensitive gift until I get a job). Kinda a dangerous game if you let things pile up but I think I’m onto something.

Vielleicht ist mein Chaos einfach zu groß für einen anderen Menschen.

Nachtgedanke ☽

Kinda wishing we didn’t already do a “Mario and Luigi: Cream Team” DYG because I also thought of “Mario and Luigi: Partners in Slime” and I could’ve done a 2 for 1.

actual thing that happened today

so my gf and i broke up a little bit ago and it’s been super awkward cuz we are in the same friend group but we are both still super upset. so today i was like hey are we going to get dinner and my friend was like oh [insent ex-gf’s name here] is going to get chicken, we will just steal it from her and i was just like

what am i supposed to do, steal chicken from my ex-gf who i haven’t talken to in a week. just be like “hey, i’m still mad at you, but i’m really fucking hungry-can i have some chicken” like no

true pain is when you have to end a relationship over something you can’t control.

Too tired to live, too lazy to die

(OUT NOW: an album by me)

1. This is Fatigue

2. Miss Groggy

3. Sleepy Nights

4. Girl That You Never See Cause She’s Always Asleep

5. Xanax

6. Girls / Girls / Beds

7. Casual Dreams

8. Far Too Tired To Wake Up

9. Fully Tired

10. The End of Sleep

Have you ever looked in a mirror and been positive that your reflection did a different movement than you?

So, a lot of stuff has been going on personally and I’ve been struggling to find the motivation to finish up chapter 4 of CITL.  I have most of it, but whenever I read it over, it’s not quite what I’m looking for and it’s discouraging.  I don’t know if I’ll get to finish anytime soon.  I want to.  I really do, but my heart isn’t in it with all that’s going on .

I dunno guys.  Just thought I’d drop this here if anyone is looking for an update.

“… The human heart beats approximately 4,000 times per hour and each pulse, each throb, each palpitation is a trophy engraved with the words, ‘You are still alive.’”

Rudy Francisco, Button Poetry // I believe some of you needed this; I know I do.

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Sleeping is not enough anymore, I want to fall unconcious for 14 hours and wake up refreshed

Best would be time stood still so I could catch up on work afterwards

Ordered a new sketch pad. Should have payed more attention to the product description. It’s not DIN A4, but a bit larger and now the sheets do not fit on my scanner

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Stupid or brave?