#deftones

“such a state of brilliancy”

kerry king [slayer] & chi cheng [deftones]

max cavalera [sepultura/soufly] & chino moreno [deftones]

chino moreno [deftones] & max cavalera [soulfly]

come outside

and breath in

relax your arms

and let me in

again :)

this night: this night has opened my eyes, and I can never sleep again

no one sings like you anymore: my biggest fear is if I let you go you’ll come and get me in my sleep

holding on to my very best friend: i’ve got a love song in my head, walking around with my very best friend

get off my dick: for when you want love but get it in the wrong ways

hook me up then baby cakes: ‘cause i like to get hooked

where did u come from where did u go: made when i was extremely restless and daydreaming about running away to oregon for a summer

it isn’t a month ago: are you in love? could you be?

happiness//misery//in between: happiness is a butterfly, so is misery, i’m somewhere in between

heart eyes: old classic love, heart shaped fireworks in someone’s eyes

same as it ever was: limboooo

not 19 forever: you’re not 19 forever pull yourself together

new year new playlistsss

it’s friday fall apart: Monday you can fall apart Tuesday Wednesday fall apart Thursday fall apart but it’s Friday fall apart

stupid idiot girl: sappy songs for sappy times

venus as a boy: his wicked sense of humor suggests exciting sex

our love is god let’s go get slushies: fuck me gently with a chainsaw amirite

hated bc of gr8 qualities: ego death but also ego resuscitation¿

addicted 2 the shindig: every rhcp song sounds the same and I love them also I love blur//more upbeat songs on this one

heels over head: cue school scene from donnie darko

chemical: enemies to lovers type shit

question, are specific concept descriptions preferred or whatever I did here^ (for future reference)

life lately

a lot of painting, going to coffee shops and parks, playing the guitar at inconvenient hours and trying to write my own music, and finding a balance

the semester is finally over and I can officially start my gap semester *cough* drop out *cough* and focus on working to move out of my house soon and devote my time to creating (art/music/writing/etc.) which school was ironically distracting me from

feels like I’ve changed a lot this year and have felt a lot of judgement for coming into my own and feeling comfortable with who I’m becoming and the things I want so this playlist sums up those vibes

*pictures are mine except the third and fourth*