I’m not making excuses but here’s a list of all my excuses

Texts from my ex

It’s like you threw a 50 ton weight at me and walked away saying, “How dare you call for help.”

You promised you’d still be there

And you promised the move wouldn’t bring us apart

Yet, here I am sans you

I’ve pulled my weight enough on this

Pull yours

Yeah, fuck you too.

1/12/18

Free

At

Last now

Your

Power is gone. I escaped you.

Turning 18 was the best thing to happen to me

So here’s the thing. I wanna die.

Stay tuned.

6/16/2014

I should have burned your house

Down

That night. You care more for

the things

inside than if I burned to death. My life

Is

Nothing to you

5/26/2018

You’ve made it well known

That I

Am nothing more than a

Thing to

Control, abuse, and to use to your benefit.

Why?

I didn’t ask to be your child

“The whole point of dying is to be scared… because that means your life meant something to you”

Claire Wineland

I am a blazing fire. My flames engulfing those who dare to come close. Most shy away, but the others, they welcome my burn.

Icarus and the sun