I don’t understand how I could be on my meds, going to therapy, go out, and communicate more with the people around me but still feel this way I really don’t feel like I’m getting better. Can anyone who has or does struggle with mental illness give me hope by telling me their story?

Sometimes I forget how to cry but when I remember it feels like a release.

I’m going numb again.. I don’t want to but it feels like home..

Why haven’t you killed yourself yet?

Reblog if you would end your life in a heart beat if it didn’t affect anyone negatively

Bojack is, like, way too accurate sometimes.

- The Way I See Things (Lil Peep)

From my Instagram edit account @i.e.saudade

“…You’ll be dancing once again and the pain will end…”

ABBA

Fucking kill me already I’m so tired I don’t want to be here

Being sad feels like an endless cycle

I’m to lazy to kms

The headaches after crying are another type of pain

Sometimes I think that my life doesn’t really matter life will just keep on going and I’ll mean nothing to life

I’m so tired I don’t ever wanna wake up.please just let me rest

I honestly thought I would be dead by know and I have no idea where I’m going

I want to whither away and die in peace

No matter how many time people tell me I can reach out for help I willnever feel safe talking to someone without feeling like I’m trauma dumping

Me hoping I’m on my period anytime I feel a little too suicidal

I know I got better but I can’t help to feel worse

I will never feel clean no mater how much I shower

I feel like I wasn’t meant to be here. Like I’m just something useless walking around