#depression talk
A friend : i’m so excited to See you on your birthday .
Me: yeah , but i cant go visit you , and my mom is comeing on the 5th already .
He : feels like im not important to you
Me : thats not the case! I just wanna spend time with my best friend . Is all ..
He : mhh… okay. But we gonna make something soon !
Me : jep!:3
I realy cant get with a lot of people rn . Its so draining . Im struggeling to get enough money together to pay my rent for next month . I worked the whole month even when i was sick as fuck and couldnt do shit . I cleaned the Apartment and didnt sleep for longer than 7 hours for the whole month . ( my bodys like.. 11 hours or you die .)
I like. I dont wanna meet a lot of people rn . And dont have the money for that shut but i would take a shugar daddy
I felt so fucking depressed and empty on work yesterday i got a prescription from the doc today so u can be at home this week clean the Apartment. I feel so overwhelmed. I eat like 800 for this week . So my psych will be fine again . I hope so … also i started an Vitamin therapy for my Body suche u git a massive Vitamin D and Iron Lack . So wish me luck . Like.. i did my work shift yesterday i was in the bike with my daughter and outside with her for two hours. Today i promised to do her nails . So it will be a fun day , but holy shit did i felt suizidal and empty yesterday . Like i wont do anything stupid of course . But like… holy shit am i tired .. get well soon catgirl .
