#feel free to interact though

I am honestly glad to maybe - and I feel finally - have our brain reaching a place where we can probably work to get Aderis and I back onto the main team. Ever since COVID hit, our system has been running around with makeshift fronting teams, usually consisting of Riku and various combinations of other not-protector-built parts co-hosting, but we really really have not been having a proper protector near the front for almost two years and while the system has made leaps and bounds in recovery, it has been very very apparent that the lack of experience in keeping everything together has been missing.

I do have to say that the work Riku and XIV specifically have done the past half year or so though was absolutely phenomenal for creating a great base and foundation for us to restructure the system on and to rebuild a healthier dynamic that can best enable more parts. I had brought it up in our journal this new structure we are going to work on, and I have been both very proud and excited to implement it because I think it - by far - has the potential to not only solve a lot of our chronic issues seen in several parts, but also be a good scaffolding stage to possible final fusion, and at the very least, be an extremely more balanced method of functioning.

I’m very bad at thinking about things for myself and for my needs, but more than anything, it will actually allow me to be involved and engaged in the world and not be constantly cut off from it because I really really really hate not being front / not near the front for periods of time. I really absolutely do not like it. 

-Lucille (Protector)