#feeling owned

Daily Picture Assignment #96

Two views of me in my work clothes and collar.

I have now been wearing my new collar for a full week. All day, every day.

When we first got it, I asked Reaction Junkie if I could have it off for work because it seems conspicuous and he agreed. So, for the first couple weeks he took it off in the morning and put it back on me in the evening.

When he put it on me last Thursday evening, he told me, “I’m not taking this off again until Monday.” I wore it the whole time at the con. I wasn’t looking forward to having to do the whole off and on thing again when we got home.

On Sunday, Reaction Junkie commented, “I might leave this on you when you go to work on Monday.” The idea turned me on, but it also made me anxious. What would people think? What if someone said something?

Monday morning, Reaction Junkie left for work while I was still waking up. As he went out the door, I sleepily realized my collar was still on. For a moment, I thought to call out to him, but decided that I could certainly bear wearing it at work for one day.

I wore a hoodie and felt self-conscious about the collar all day, but even with the nervousness, every time I thought about it or felt its weight, I smiled. That evening, I pointed out to Reaction Junkie that I’d worn it all day. “I know,” he said with a smile. I happily wore it to work again the next day. And the next. And the next.

Last night, we were talking about the collar when Reaction Junkie informed me, “I’m not taking it off again.” My cunt clenched and I couldn’t hide my delight. Each day I wear it to work, the less self-conscious I am and the more it feels like the collar is just part of me.

I love wearing this ever-present symbol, this constant reminder, of Reaction Junkie’s ownership, my submission, and the love, and life, we share.