This chapter is dedicated to @rrinsluvr who posted about a lack of kazuha SMAUs on tumblr yesterday!! Your post kicked my ass into gear your wish is my command :)
All I do on tumblr is gush about spray and I will continue to do so… Wtf I love this so much. Yet again, Spray is slaying and doing it flawlessly. This is SO CUTE and SO FUNNY and I love it. Chefs kiss.
summary — it was only recently you found out kamisato ayaka was, in fact, not an only child after all! seeing ayato for the first time gave you the severest case of the butterflies but according to ayaka, he’s off limits, especially to you as her most treasured friend. well, what she doesn’t know won’t hurt, right?
This chapter is dedicated to albedocity on youtube (i doubt they will ever see this LOL) but their kazuha playlist gives me the best calming vibes while writing this, I can really imagine myself just sitting on a hill w/kazu watching the clouds. Please go check them out!!
Private QRTs don’t really work like that in twitter but it was a creative decision I took to make sure the formatting looked better . The locks more signify if it’s a private comment or not (locks are not shown for the original poster in the qrts as it’s their own comment section)
Xingqiu and Chongyun are v protective over y/n!! Xingqiu being more vocal about it.
If any problems for y/n arise Xingqiu and Hu Tao usually handle the admin/public side of it, while Chongyun and Benny are support hamsters
This was especially the case for the breakup too! (Nosy people at uni lol)
At the get together the gang watched a bunch of cheesy romcoms <33 it was a good time
ꗃSUMMARY —- in which xiao find himself in cliché situations with his long-time crush!
ꗃCATEGORY —- modern au, half smau, high school au, adoptive parent! zhongli, siblings! ganyu and xiao
ꗃWARNINGS —- profanity, death of characters for a backstory, to be added
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ꗃRINA’S NOTES —- remake of scrawny, because i do not know how to continue it. also, can you tell that i like wallows?!?!?!??
to you, xiao is just a classmate. he’s the quietest one, in fact. you do admit, he is pleasing to look at and is impressive academically. but to be honest, he’s just a guy that sits behind you.
to him, you are the biggest inconvenience of his life. reasons being:
you used to tease him for being short when you were children despite only being an inch taller than he is. (his payback is volunteering to swing you on the playground and push you a little too high for your enjoyment.)
in kindergarten, you ‘borrowed’ (literally snatched it from him, and it broke) one of his crayons and never returned him. when he snitched to the teacher, they simply said “sharing is caring, sweetie.” (it was the color brown, he was not done coloring a cartoon version of morax’s dragon form.)
his prize that he 'fairly earned’ in a christmas party that his family was hosting was snatched from him because you told his father that he cheated (he did, but still!) and you got the reward for being a honest kid because your parents just assumed you wrte the best of friends! (you were.)
you smashed his birthday cake on his face when he was crying on your chest because the moment was getting 'too sappy’.
your half-brother, ajax, is a nuiscance. literally the most annoying person in the world that he has to deal with. every. single. day.
more utc!
and there are many more reasons that are least significant than these events. you may argue, 'xiao, these are just petty kindergarten things!“, he knows. and this is why he’s embarassed.
he has to shoulder the responsibility of remembering these events because you did not recognize his stupid, bastard child self!
xiao is a shy kid. do you expect him to strut your way and say 'hey, remember when you used to bury me in the sand at the playground when i accidentally fall asleep in it?’ and still have the dignity to show his face to the entire school? no.
all he could do is watch you from afar.
actually, he sits behind you during classes, but that’s besides the point!
xiao, who had a little crush on you when you were children.
xiao, who never came back to the playground ever since you moved to snezhnaya.
xiao, who was overjoyed and nervous when he heard you came back.
he hopes you do remember him. knowing xiao, he was never one to approach anybody. he hopes he’s had significant impact on who you are today. because you did.
xiao was glad you approached him when he was socially awkward at kindergarten.
xiao was glad when you showed up in his 6th birthday party when no one showed up (and also gave him a morax stuffed toy.)
xiao was glad when you slapped one of your classmates when they picked on him.
xiao is still a shy kid, but he was simply glad he spent a portion of his childhood with someone like you.
no matter how ridiculous your ideas are, how stubborn, he relishes those moments.
he wishes he could talk to you, link arms with you, to give you gifts in person, to be your friend again, to be directly by your side.
for now, he’s content by just being the guy that sits behind you
and one day, he will have the courage to speak to you. (and hopefully not embarass himself, but he knows that’s second to impossible.)
˖࣪ ◗ ❝RINA’S NOTES! —- no, i am not back from my hiatus. i just feel like i’ve been making scrawny readers even more desperate. i’m so sorry for discontinuing it. i promise, some of my original ideas will be projected here. the only difference is xiao knew you. i CANNOT do strangers to lovers from scratch.
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