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Day 4 of being bedridden bc of chronic illness flare-ups, thank you, body. So, super exhausted and not up for doing a whole lot here, but will be lurking over on my icons blog where I’ve been spending a good bit of time lately @rpiconsgalore. Poke me over there if you need me, I’ll be around ish for the night.

rpmemes-galore:

aches and pains … sentence starters

tw for chronic illness / chronic pain and body dysmorphia 

  • “Shit, it hurts!”
  • “I’m used to it hurting.”
  • “It’s nothing. It just hurts, again.”
  • “I just can’t ever get comfortable.”
  • “My whole body just feels… wrong.”
  • “No, it’s normal pain. I’m used to it.”
  • “I wish these scars would just go away…”
  • “It hurts too much to stand up, I need to sit.”
  • “I’m tired of feeling off all the time, that’s all.”
  • “I think I need a hot shower and some painkillers.”
  • “It doesn’t even feel like this body is… me, anymore.”
  • “God, I wish I could be healthy for one day. Just one.”
  • “No, it doesn’t really hurt today. It’s just uncomfortable.”
  • It’s a bad day, again. I might need some help getting up.”
  • “It just feels like there’s something in me that’s not… me.”
  • “I don’t even remember what it’s like to get a good night’s sleep.”
  • “What’s it like waking up and NOT always hurting? Must be nice.”
  • “Man, if I hurt this much already, it’s really gonna suck to get older.”
  • “I need a hand up. If I start crying, don’t stop, it’s manageable pain.”
  • “I’m only (age)! I shouldn’t have the aches of a 90 year old woman.”
  • “I feel like a burden. I wish I was healthy so no one has to look after me.”
  • “This doesn’t even feel like a body, anymore. It’s just a big ball of pain and ick.”
  • “It feels like my body’s never… right. Like there’s always something wrong with it.”
  • “I don’t want to stay in bed, ‘cause my brain’ll tell me I’m lazy. But, it hurts too much to stand up today.”
  • “I don’t want to have to ask for help. I wish I could just do these things by myself, but my body won’t let me.”

hi. i want to post a quick explanation why i’ve been gone. feel free to ignore this.

hi, everyone. i know i disappeared for a while, i had really bad health issues. i don’t want to get in too much details about it, it was just… bad. but i’m a little better now and i hope i’ll post something this or next week.

also i’m sorry to my mutuals for not for keeping up with all your posts, i will try to be better about this.

and last thing - hello to all my new followers! sorry that this is the first post you seeing from me since i was gone, but don’t worry. i’m actually close to reaching another milestone, so i will make a gift for you all!

so yeah, that’s all. i’m sorry if i’m being a disappointment.

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