#heart attack

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He went into cardiac arrest and flat lined twice during the Stent and balloon pump procedure. He’s not over weight, no high blood pressure, cholesterol, or diabetes. He just turned 50, 3 weeks ago.

I can’t even get the day off to go see him. My mom needs a ride because she can’t drive highways without panic attacks and my sister needs picked up at the airport at 5. I can’t do anything for anyone because of my fucking job. The only person who could cover me declined to call me instead texted “sry he has appointments he can’t cancel.” So sorry he can’t even spell it out or call.

beatxme:

Chapter three

Lie down on the bed now. need to open your shirt…

your whole chest is pounding fast and strong…

You ask me to press hard with both hands. So much that I feel the movement of your heart between your ribs

After a while your heart feels weaker and weaker but still beating fast. I can hardly feel it.and suddenly…

HUMBTHUMBTHUMBTHUMB….


powerful beats that lift your chest and make you bring your hands to grab mine as if trying to hold your heart inside …

I remove my hands and press my ear against your warm chest…


Your heart struggles to recover the rhythm while you take a deep breath and hold my head that bounces with your heartbeat…

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