#heart ache
Chapter three
Lie down on the bed now. need to open your shirt…
your whole chest is pounding fast and strong…
You ask me to press hard with both hands. So much that I feel the movement of your heart between your ribs
After a while your heart feels weaker and weaker but still beating fast. I can hardly feel it.and suddenly…
HUMBTHUMBTHUMBTHUMB….
powerful beats that lift your chest and make you bring your hands to grab mine as if trying to hold your heart inside …
I remove my hands and press my ear against your warm chest…
Your heart struggles to recover the rhythm while you take a deep breath and hold my head that bounces with your heartbeat…
You taught me what true love actually felt like. Then you refused to give it to me.
i wonder if anyone would treat me differently if they knew how suicidal i am
I don’t want to do anything anymore, I don’t want to be anything anymore
back to square one
When I see a shooting star, I wish for you to always be happy.
When I see a rainbow, I wish that you’ll always be mine.
When I close my eyes and blow out my birthday candles, I wish that you’ll always love me.
When I blow a dandelion out of my hand, I wish that all your troubles fly away too.
When it’s 11:11, my only wish is to stay by your side.
You’re the only thing I will ever wish for… I love you my little baby.
-Fxckromeo
My heart just aches right now.
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And suddenly the whole world of the last month, like a tremendous lie, cracked and almost toppled.
Carol (2015) dir. Todd Haynes
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Please don’t slip away cause my heart can’t take it. Don’t let this be the end. Please don’t slip away, cause I’ll just keep breaking.
Slip Away - Ruelle
If someone really loves you, they wouldn’t let you slip away no matter how hard the situation is.
I’m slipping away, into the dark. I still need you, but your too far. I reach for your hand, as I slip away. No I’m all alone, without you everyday.
Shannon Weir
Heartache is lying on the bedroom floor, trying your damn hardest to breathe while at the same time wondering why it all went wrong and how you’re going to get up and pretend that everything is alright, and what the hell you’re going to do about that hole in your chest…yeah, that’s my heartache.
I could be your lover and you could be my heartache.
My heart has ached a thousand times. And in each of these moments of loss and pain and the fear turning insane. I seek strength, to gain the power to endure again another heartache a thousand times.
My heart keeps bouncing … Wanting to show itself so badly… I would like to make it beat even faster and stronger
Messing with my beats i tried to not breathe hard to let them see . but instead it gets me a shaking heart
A few minutes playing in the shower…
I took a bar of soap and while the water and heat stirred my heart, I pressed it hard at that same point in my chest…
I felt the bar of soap beating and while I kept pressing it against my chest them I moved inside my hand and squeezed it hard as if I was squeezing my own heart..
Then I started to make circular movements on the left side of my chest making more pressure and I only stopped to feel my heart beating faster and harder shaking inside mi chest against my hands…
I ended up letting the hot shower fall right on the back of my neck… My blood pressure going through the roof while still holding the bar against my chest I placed both hands grabbing my boob and pressed my chest against the wall
over and over again until I felt my heart flutter and steam flood my lungs… Struggling to breathe
A shiver ran through my body and my chest shook under the water…
At least an hour my heart was trying to recover the rhythm… It will definitely be a new bathroom routine
It’s being naughty lately…
Who wants to play for a while?
He looks shy but he’s shaking my chest… After playing under the hot shower
(no sound yet :c)
Would you like to hear it?
Let’s play for a while…
Let’s crush your heart…
We raise the temperature with a hot shower and my hands soaping you….
The water falling directly on your neck wets your chest and warms it while my hand massages your nipples making circular movements..
. I feel like your heartbeat is stronger and faster…
I push you against the wall and my head goes to your chest and the water does not stop going down your neck….
BUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUMBUM….
your heart is pounding in your chest while the climax has it racing and the steam is choking your lungs….
Without removing my ear I press with my hand massaging your left breast interrupting the already agitated heartbeat…
BOOM(push)BABUMM(push)BOOM(push)BUMM(push)…
Your body shakes and my head bounces on your chest between heartbeats and gasps…
Your heart, wanting to come out, beats and flutters against my ear and the water warms up to relax the bodies now beating intertwined
Dancing
I really wish I had a heart beating against my ear right now
Something like this (but faster) I feel in my heart when I’m stressed or after a strenuous exercise…
Anyone want to put their ear against those beats?
I love the exaggeration on the chest…
Since a child I always liked it when cartoons showed beating hearts… Especially from fright or exhaustion…
I like your heart to be seen…
Beating fast…
Beating strong
lifting your chest…
Put my head and feel it moving…
Hear it move
