#heroin chic aesthetic
i’ve lost everyone including myself
waiting patiently for the end.
i’ve become obsessed with knowing myself.
i guess you could call it text book daddy issues.
you could never compete
my house wasn’t haunted. it was my head.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I’ve sinned against
Because he’s all I ever knew of love
Now I’m too tired to go to sleep
Now I can’t breathe, and I can’t sleep
there was something missing
lock you in her heart
no one took it seriously.
Don’t ask if I’m happy, you know that I’m not
there are other ways to punish her.
i’m begging on my knees. to my god, to my lord, to my saviour.
if i confess, will you punish me?
the sound of your voice is enough of a reason to die.
i know i shouldn’t of
those memories that simply fester and putrefy whatever remains in us until all that’s left is a void.
is there anything left to say?
if i live, it will be against my will.