#i dont even know how to tag this because i dont know

I want attention.

But I want everyone to leave me alone.

I want people to want to talk to me and be around me.

But I want to be alone.

I’m tired of being the bigger person and always reaching out first and saying what I mean and considering everyone’s feelings, and I want someone to consider my feelings for once.

But I’m a monster who doesn’t even have feelings, and it would be better if I was alone.

I’m not even lonely but I keep trying to start conversations.

No, I don’t know what’s going on either.