Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights, the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she had believed to be broken.
Pairings: Y/N x OT7
Genre:Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW.
Warnings: Angst, toxic behavior, mention of abusive relationship and near death experience. Uh… Be ready I guess.
NOTE:Hello everyone! Welcome to this new Time Heals chapter AFTER TUMBLR SHENANIGANS SKJDKSJD ! Sorry for the extra wait, I started my internship two weeks ago and it’s been HECTIC! (but very fun nonetheless) I’m very satisfied with this chapter even though it’s one I didn’t really see how to finish, nor really had a straight line in mind, I hope you guys still enjoy it !!!
I have this fear that somebody might get spoilers from my rants and I hate it so sorry lmao
My inner voice: bold of you to assume you’re important enough for anyone to read your mad ramblings
Me: ok fair bUT IT DOESN’T HURT TO BE CONSIDERATE!!!!
Ok but how much I love YN. Strong girl. I adore her. And her reaction to reading the diary is valid. I didn’t know what to feel either. I was waiting for her reaction to react and now I know that it was expected to go all numb and kinda crazy. My hands are spasming weirdly at the moment, I’m that shook. The talk… damn the talk. I was kind of expecting that talk to be as it was - totally not the screaming, shouting, and blaming - because YN is classy and she knows she’s valid and she knows she deserves to feel what she feels but is being rational about it - which I totally wouldn’t do, I would choke the life out of JK in my anger, add Tae to that, stupid little shit, (can’t fully blame him but eh) then seek that bitch (and don’t even get me started on that) and kill her slowly and painfully - now I pity the stupid squad. A little bit. They have suffered and lost a lot, and so much, at that, physically and mentally, they were abused, assaulted, tormented, used and all that awful shit that they didn’t deserve, and it’s hard to say it out loud, even if you realize, that you’re not alright (sometimes I cannot get those words no matter how hard I try, I must ✨deflect with a joke✨), humans are so weird I wish I had been a rock N E WAYS… The boys went through shit and back, and I understand their reactions a little bit. I don’t approve but I understand. I loved how YN’s first question was about Yoongi’s well being. I.love.her. and their dialogue… much wow. I loved their conversation. Both kind of uncomfortable, awkward, HELLA HURT and VULNERABLE, but still mindful of each others’ feelings. A star for JK and a whole fucking universe for YN. I cannot wait for all of them to be in the same room. I CAN’T WAIT OK I CAN’T. THIS IS GOING TO BE AMAZING! I’M READY FOR THE ANGST.
Now…now…now… I wanted to start with this but I felt like a dinosaur if I mixed up the order of the scenes…which I think I did but give me a break, us, dinosaurs are known to be emotional… Raya and Yongbitch… Sisters… S.I.S.T.E.R.S. that’s a plit twist. That’s a plot twist. A big plot twist. I was not expecting that. NOT AT ALL. When she began thinking about the soulmark disappearing then I got the bad feeling… AND HOLY SHIT. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. OH IT’S BIG FUCKING KARMA WHEN YONGSUN ALMOST KILLED YN BECAUSE OF HER ACTIONS AND HER SISTER RAYA THE QUEEN SAVED YN… Damn… What’s this? The genius mind of Dolly or genius evil mind of Dolly? I’ll take both, I love both, you’re so cool for this omg. My breath got taken away wtf!!!!! I cannot wait for the big reveal! jdfbsjdbsjdhw I’m shaking. Jejdiwmdoensodndidjdidndndd. Damn. So unexpectedly cool. Ugdjdbfndxmdkxmxmxmd.
You’re the best! I love you with my whole ass chest! I missed you so much!!!
