I’m doing this for your own damn good
You’ll make up for what I blew
What’s the problem, why are you crying

It’s been a rough few weeks to months, always seems to be around the holiday clusterfuck season. Decided to at least vent a little with some characters who admittedly have had the hardest time from both an RP standpoint, and just an existential standpoint.

Personally, Perfect by Alanis Morissette hits really deep; for me and for the characters. Aoki grew to despise being a girl because of their mother’s strict standards on tradition; bow your head, stay subservient, be a perfect little doll. They weren’t allowed to do the things they loved, and ran away from home frequently just to come back because they had nowhere to go. Only recently have they tried to embrace themselves again and rise above their former abuse; but it still gets to them, especially when people start expecting things from them based on certain qualities.

Yen [or Keese] lived a life of abuse, and eventually had high expectations placed on him to the point he mentally broke down from it despite his brother trying to protect him and support him. Even in a rebirth cycle, he was placed under expectations to be more than he was, simply because of who he used to be- pushing him to self sabotage and pursuit of power in a repeat of history; even if he has his brother and Ai trying to be a wall of support. Unfortunately, he was left such a mess he still can’t process complex emotions, and is wary of anything positive, and can’t even recognize that he himself has been consistently abused simply because he thinks it’s all so normal.

I’m good at making happy characters. .D.

So like, don’t shitpost when you RP with people who will make it reality to watch someone die on the inside. This is what happens. You get 12 imps and a puppy because you made poor life choices.

I said I’d eventually draw the fucker as a mega. Needless to say Aoki cries themselves to sleep every night. They didn’t bargain for any of this.

Cheri, however, is overjoyed.

His name is Yensa, by the way. He will slap you into the core of the earth if you call him Keese. 

Ai’s usually tinkering with everything, including upgrading their Digivice since it’s fucking ancient, and they want it to work as smooth as the new hot models.

Keese usually finds the nerdy moments somewhat boring, and tends to eventually distract himself with games after a while.

It’s also been concluded he’s the Chaotic Evil of the group. With a Chaotic Good Tamer. This is going to go swell.

So way back in 2004, I had a tamer named Asuna who had a fan-made machine jackal back before BlackMetalgarurumon was a thing.
2005 they were intended to get Cheri instead. And then they were never used or seen again until recently, where I reinvented them for Cyber Sleuth. 
Their name changed to Aoki Sakai, a gender ambiguous mechanic who originally had a BlackGabumon as their partner, until it ended up being deleted permanently after a very unfortunate face-off with a Beelzemon on a rampage- their BlackMetalgarurumon becoming easy fodder because Aoki froze.
Fast forward years later, they still haven’t had the heart to replace their partner, but end up taking in an Impmon as a second try, though there’s something familiar about the guy. At least he’s cute and endearing right now.

Keese is just an absolute Tsun and doesn’t like admitting to anything that implies it’s got a softer side.

Keese, my Impmon, is a little special. The blue was suggested to make him more ‘unique’ by other RPers, but the Blink-182 smiley was completely as a joke that stuck around. Otherwise he’s totally normal, just wack.

Demo is my cousin Dia’s DemiDevimon made to absolutely cause mayhem and be an absolute troll. Apparently he’ll try to help steer just about anybody wrong if they go with his schemes.

Aaaand Demo keeps trying to pal up with Keese to lead him down the wrong path. While Keese finds many of the ideas fun to try out, he also tends to try them out on Demo himself, resulting in a very… brutal kinship? I don’t know but Demo’s sure persistent. 

My two favorite Digimon. :>

Cheri adopted a Kiimon that is now an Impmon and won’t stop trying to hug him. They named him Keese, and while he appreciates the attention, he’s not so big on the hugs. Just you wait until he grows up and causes more trouble, you’ll be so disappointed.

Honestly I’m not sure what he should grow up into. Cheri will love him regardless of his choices. :3ccc

Digimon:  Impmon

Digimon is owned by Saban, Toei Animation, and Bandai.

Find more Digimon perler bead patterns and links to my shop on my Tumblr!

Digimon:  Impmon

Digimon is owned by Saban, Toei Animation, and Bandai.

Find more Digimon perler bead patterns and links to my shop on my Tumblr!

Digimon:  Impmon

Digimon is owned by Saban, Toei Animation, and Bandai.

Find more Digimon perler bead patterns and links to my shop on my Tumblr!

Playing around with the Mini Perler Beads and made these 4 into magnets.

Hopefully they’ll add more color options in the future, I had to adjust some of these as I went along due to the more limited palette with the mini’s.

breaktime

Digimon x Sanrio <3 hope you like it 

Impmon is one of those Digimon I love so much that even being very busy I find time to draw him ♥

Someone didn’t volunteer for photos…

Been working on commission today so made this for warming - haven’t had time to draw. Summer was full of course work.