#inochi ni kirawarete iru
[Translyrics] Hated By Life Itself/Inochi Ni Kirawarete Iru—Hatsune Miku
Producer: Kanzaki
Singer: Hatsune Miku
English Translation by doyouevenschwing/lilliasan
This song is a little more personal to me and I’ve had it for a long while now; so I finally decided to post it to whoever may need to hear it.
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“Do not ever say that you want to die”
“Do not give in, go live your life”
Quiet funny of how we always want insight of which words are even “right”
To be frank, I wouldn’t give a damn if I’d die
But if people that I knew were, my heart would cry
Guess it’s a whine from my arrogance ‘cause it’s not what I like
Don’t really care if strangers are or aren’t alive
Hating one another seems like a trend to feeling satisfied
Yet it all seems like we should live “peaceful lives”
That would be good indeed
Through the other screen someone else could be dying
Someone, nonetheless, sings songs grieving their death
A child who is influenced, through this they will effluence
A sharpened knife they hold with strife
We are hated even by our own damn lives
Held down by our egos and merits
Everyone sings about the desire to end a life
And publicly gloats without a thought
We are hated even by our own damn lives
Without a thought, say things ‘bout suicide
We who think of life to just toss it all aside
We are hated by our lives of our own crimes
No energy to be motivated, so all I do is stay in my own bed all day
Not indulgent enough to find my own meaning of life, I continue on with this pointless life of mine
Is it safe to say that I’m not okay? Words aren’t enough to express all my pain
I’m stubborn, with that now all said, I carry it all towards my lonesome bed
We who were young will grow out our youths, soon enough will turn into adults, too
Each and every day we will constantly grow, reach our last breath, one day, we’re unknown
Living in a body full of our morals, wanting to live on like an immortal
All we can do is daydream like a fool
I don’t really give a damn if I just up and died
But my loved ones insist, wish for me to stay alive
All of these thoughts that run on, they contradict
But they’re what I can’t dismiss
“There are things that are correct should just stay set.”
“If you don’t wanna die then you should just live your life.”
If you want to continue being sad, and that’s fine what
‘bout laughing alone your whole life?
We are hated even by our own damn lives
No knowledge of the true meaning of happiness
Shoving the hate and blame on the life we’re given
Continuously cursing our haunted past
We are hated even by our own damn lives
Only knowing what “goodbye” means and how long it lasts
Ignorant to the connotation of farewell
We are being hated by ourselves of our own life
The happiness, the fondness, the kindness, the friendships
Are but a joke made by our dreams, can all be bought with money
There’s a chance tomorrow could be my last day
Everything could be useless and end up being the same
The morning, the evening, the night and the spring
Without a new arrange, nothing could be changed
But you see, all my dreams, right now I do not need
If you are here today alive, then that’s enough for me
Surely, now you see, this is what I really wanted to preach
We are hated even by our own damn lives
In the end we’ll all fade within the night
You and I, ever single one of us will one day draw our last breathe of sigh
Nevertheless, we will always be desperate in life
Holding on, still, shouldering the weight of this world
Killing, fighting, laughing, hugging
I’m alive, you’re alive, no deny, we’re alive, stay alive!