#i’m okay

Anybody wanna take me +1 to London

Gunna have to wait for them to come back to Anaheim to attend one of these but that’s okay

D’oh boy! Ah sure do luv drawin me some shit in perspective!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAOHHHOHHHGODMYLIFEHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaa……

Sometimes I wish I understood my brain better.

Today was a pretty rad day actually. Work was good, went by quickly, had a good dinner, chilled with the Hubbins on the couch watching terrible horror movies. It was a fantastic Friday.

So why am I so sad? No reason. My brain is just dumb. It says “no no no, we will be sad today. But don’t let anyone see your sad either. Sad people are a burden. You are sad. You are a burden. Smile bigger so you don’t burden people with your existence.” I know my brain is wrong. I am not a burden. I am loved by my family and friends. So what gives brain?

I really wish I could afford therapy. It would probably help. But it’s also stupid expensive and the waiting list is ridiculous. It’s one of my goals this year to get some kind of regular counseling. I think it would help. Can’t hurt right?