#jack gilinsky imagine

Cameron: “So this is the end?” I asked with tears in my eyes. “I guess, y/n. I don’t want to hurt you anymore." But.. did he knew he dindn’t hurt me? He was the one that kept me here. "But, you’re not hurting me, Cam. The reason why I’m still here is you.." he looked at me. "But in some way, our relationship hurts me" he replied. "Its okay… I guess I wasn’t ready for you to leave this quickly.”

Aaron: I hadn’t seen Aaron in a month. Our relationship has been quite awkward lately, he has been acting so weird.. But he was coming home, he was going to be here finally and all I wanted to do was cuddle with him all day. But nothing was what I expected. He came home to talk with me, to tell those things I didn’t wanted to hear. And anything I could say was “Are you breaking up with me?" with tears on my eyes as he nodded. Everything was over now.

Carter: "Fuck y/n, this is hard for me too!!”the boy I loved the most was breaking up with me.. what a shit of night. “If it was hard, you wouldn’t be breaking up with me! What the hell, Carter?" I shouted at him while the tears started coming out. "I really don’t want to lose you, but it is the best for us!" he shouted. "Want to know something? You had me! But you lost me now”

Jack G: “We never have time to hang out, I can’t take you on dates, and I just can’t keep doing that to you. You deserve someone better" he said. And I knew he was going to say that, maybe that’s why it didn’t hurt at all. "I don’t want you to miss me anymore, I want you to be happy, y/n." And the thing is, I actually stopped missing him. "It’s okay, Jack. It never seemed like you missed me, and I guess because of it, I stopped missing you.”

Hayes: “Damn! I can’t keep going on with this relationship. I don’t love you anymore, y/n. And you know you deserve someone better than me." and the love of my life was breaking my heart. It was so hurtful. "I don’t want you to leave, you are all I want, Hayes." - "But you’re not what I want anymore, y/n" I started crying. "You’re breaking my heart”.

Jacob: “What are you doing, Jacob?” I asked as I saw he was packing all his things “Are you leaving me?" he looked at me "I don’t want to be with you anymore, y/n. We are hurting each other.” - “But you’re not hurting me, Jacob." I said. "But our fights do hurt me, y/n. And this is for the best." no, it wasn’t for the best. "Please don’t leave me" I said whispering since I couldn’t talk. But he didn’t listen, he took his baggage and leaved. And I couldn’t do anything that burst into tears.

Jack J: Jack said I never supported him, that I never cared for him, and a lot of hurtful things. He even said that I didn’t loved him.. But, did he knew he was my everything? He just didn’t cared. "You know something? I loved you, through everything" I said as I had flashbacks. When one of his fans punched me, when all I got on twitter was hate. "And you didn’t even cared, Jack”.

Matt: “Just please, please don’t go…" I said in tears. "You know it isn’t easy for me, y/n. But I don’t want them to keep hurting you. It is a lot to deal with.” - “But we can get through it, Matt… Like the past months." the hate I got was hurtful, but having Matt with me was the cure for it. "I.. I can’t anymore" he said as he leaved me alone.

Nash: "We need to break up, y/n.” He said. “You.. You’re breaking up with me?" I just couldn’t believe it. I have been here through the ups and downs, through the hate I have got, through the distance, through everything. And I just couldn’t believe he was leaving me. "Is there another girl?" I asked trying not to cry "No, there’s not another girl. I just need to break up" he replied. "But why? I need to know why?!" I shouted as the tears started coming out.

Sam: "So, you’re breaking up with me for this girl?” I said with a little laugh. “I don’t find what is funny, but yeah. I mean, you’re amazing, y/n… but this girl damn, she’s so sexy, I couldn’t resist." he was an idiot. "Damn, Sam. You’re such an idiot. I knew all the boys were like this, horny stupid guys. But the sad thing is, I actually thought you were different.”

Shawn: “I’m gonna be real to you, y/n.” Shawn said as he took my hand. “You are an amazing girl, you’re so sweet and cute. I had so much fun with you, the times we ‘wrote’ songs together, we saw movies, we played. Everything was fine and fun with you." he took a deep breath. "I actually feel blessed, because for the past 2 years I had the most amazing girl by my side. But with all that is going on, we need to break up." he looked down. "The music, the tour, the fans.. Everything is too much and so far away from you. I want you to be happy with someone you can have right new to you, not miles away." he looked at me again. I had tears in my eyes. "All I ever did was love you, and you know that. But I respect your decision. If it is for the best, then I’m okay. And I hope everything goes well with you and your career." I hugged him and gave him our last kiss.

Taylor: "I can’t keep watching you flirting with a thousand girls, Taylor. You also need to give me my place.” another fight, again. “Y/n, they are just fans. But I can’t keep with the relationship. Fights everytime we see each other? Nope, I don’t want that." he said. "We know it isn’t just that. I know you’ve kissed other girls while we were dating." - "Who told you?" he started laughing. "You know what? I don’t even care who told you. Thats how I am, and you knew it when we were friends.” - “Well, maybe you and I should stay as friends” - “Really?" he asked. "No, go fuck yourself, you loser. We are done as bf/gf and friends”

Part 1-Part 2

Actually I thought I had moved on… But seeing him, spending a little time with him, and kissing him again… It made me realize the reality, I didn’t moved on. I went to my room, locked the door as I leaned in it tumbling to the floor with the first tears on my face. Why do I still love him if he hurt me? If he left me? Am I a masochist? The tears kept coming as cataracts all night and I just could not get it out of my mind. 

CAMERON POV

I don’t know why I came back to the city. I knew that she had changed, that she had moved on. Back to 3 years ago, she thought I no longer loved her, that I had forgotten about her, when the truth is that I couldn’t stop thinking about her in the past 3 years, and the only thing I do is mourn like a baby. I missed her. Everyone told me that I could get her back, but how is that possible if she has a new boyfriend? I never should have come back, I never should have left her. I’m an idiot and I don’t deserve her love. I won’t forgive myself if she falls asleep crying tonight, I shouldn’t have appeared again in her life. And I lost her three years ago, I lost the love of my life, my princess, my baby, my everything. I went to my old house, where all the boys would stay. All were in the room with a lot of food and a movie on TV. 

“How did it go, prince charming?” Nash said mockingly. “I really don’t want to talk about it" I replied in a bad tone. I sat between Nash and Matt and I started to eat. When the movie was over and they all turned to me. I knew that they wanted me to vent, and well, I had to do it. "I just want to have her here, with me." I said. ”Then, fight for her" Nash replied. “You always fight for what you want, dude" Matt started talking "Now you’re just gonna give up?" he asked. "Dude, you didn’t begged like 3 months to get to the damn city for this" Carter said. And it was true. I’ll never forget those 3 months where I did everything I could to get Magcon to the city. "She doesn’t want to see me" I said. "I kissed her… and then, she hitted me where it hurts the most" I said and the boys made a "ouch” with their mouths. “How am I suppoused to fight for her when she doesn’t want to see me? When she hates me more than she did back to 3 years ago?" I was hurt. "Dude, I don’t think she hates you" Jack G started talking. "Maybe she’s confused. I mean, you appear after 3 years saying you miss her, while she has already moved on." And it was true. But I knew I wouldn’t leave the city without being okay with her. 

SORRY IT IS REALLY SHORT BUT I HAD 0 INSPIRATION, BUT SINCE Y'ALL WERE ASKING FOR PART 3… WELL HERE IT IS. SORRY IT IF IS A BAD CHAPTER, NEXT ONE WILL BE BETTER I PROMISE.