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I don’t think you guys understand how happy I get to see my own shit rebloged or just trending on TuI don’t think you guys understand how happy I get to see my own shit rebloged or just trending on TuI don’t think you guys understand how happy I get to see my own shit rebloged or just trending on TuI don’t think you guys understand how happy I get to see my own shit rebloged or just trending on TuI don’t think you guys understand how happy I get to see my own shit rebloged or just trending on TuI don’t think you guys understand how happy I get to see my own shit rebloged or just trending on Tu

I don’t think you guys understand how happy I get to see my own shit rebloged or just trending on Tumblr


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that smile tho

that smile tho


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Cameron: “So this is the end?” I asked with tears in my eyes. “I guess, y/n. I don’t want to hurt you anymore." But.. did he knew he dindn’t hurt me? He was the one that kept me here. "But, you’re not hurting me, Cam. The reason why I’m still here is you.." he looked at me. "But in some way, our relationship hurts me" he replied. "Its okay… I guess I wasn’t ready for you to leave this quickly.”

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Aaron: I hadn’t seen Aaron in a month. Our relationship has been quite awkward lately, he has been acting so weird.. But he was coming home, he was going to be here finally and all I wanted to do was cuddle with him all day. But nothing was what I expected. He came home to talk with me, to tell those things I didn’t wanted to hear. And anything I could say was “Are you breaking up with me?" with tears on my eyes as he nodded. Everything was over now.

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Carter: "Fuck y/n, this is hard for me too!!”the boy I loved the most was breaking up with me.. what a shit of night. “If it was hard, you wouldn’t be breaking up with me! What the hell, Carter?" I shouted at him while the tears started coming out. "I really don’t want to lose you, but it is the best for us!" he shouted. "Want to know something? You had me! But you lost me now”

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Jack G: “We never have time to hang out, I can’t take you on dates, and I just can’t keep doing that to you. You deserve someone better" he said. And I knew he was going to say that, maybe that’s why it didn’t hurt at all. "I don’t want you to miss me anymore, I want you to be happy, y/n." And the thing is, I actually stopped missing him. "It’s okay, Jack. It never seemed like you missed me, and I guess because of it, I stopped missing you.”

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Hayes: “Damn! I can’t keep going on with this relationship. I don’t love you anymore, y/n. And you know you deserve someone better than me." and the love of my life was breaking my heart. It was so hurtful. "I don’t want you to leave, you are all I want, Hayes." "But you’re not what I want anymore, y/n" I started crying. "You’re breaking my heart”.

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Jacob: “What are you doing, Jacob?” I asked as I saw he was packing all his things “Are you leaving me?" he looked at me "I don’t want to be with you anymore, y/n. We are hurting each other.” - “But you’re not hurting me, Jacob." I said. "But our fights do hurt me, y/n. And this is for the best." no, it wasn’t for the best. "Please don’t leave me" I said whispering since I couldn’t talk. But he didn’t listen, he took his baggage and leaved. And I couldn’t do anything that burst into tears.

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Jack J: Jack said I never supported him, that I never cared for him, and a lot of hurtful things. He even said that I didn’t loved him.. But, did he knew he was my everything? He just didn’t cared. "You know something? I loved you, through everything" I said as I had flashbacks. When one of his fans punched me, when all I got on twitter was hate. "And you didn’t even cared, Jack”.

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Matt: “Just please, please don’t go…" I said in tears. "You know it isn’t easy for me, y/n. But I don’t want them to keep hurting you. It is a lot to deal with.” - “But we can get through it, Matt… Like the past months." the hate I got was hurtful, but having Matt with me was the cure for it. "I.. I can’t anymore" he said as he leaved me alone.

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Nash: "We need to break up, y/n.” He said. “You.. You’re breaking up with me?" I just couldn’t believe it. I have been here through the ups and downs, through the hate I have got, through the distance, through everything. And I just couldn’t believe he was leaving me. "Is there another girl?" I asked trying not to cry "No, there’s not another girl. I just need to break up" he replied. "But why? I need to know why?!" I shouted as the tears started coming out.

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Sam: "So, you’re breaking up with me for this girl?” I said with a little laugh. “I don’t find what is funny, but yeah. I mean, you’re amazing, y/n… but this girl damn, she’s so sexy, I couldn’t resist." he was an idiot. "Damn, Sam. You’re such an idiot. I knew all the boys were like this, horny stupid guys. But the sad thing is, I actually thought you were different.”

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Shawn: “I’m gonna be real to you, y/n.” Shawn said as he took my hand. “You are an amazing girl, you’re so sweet and cute. I had so much fun with you, the times we ‘wrote’ songs together, we saw movies, we played. Everything was fine and fun with you." he took a deep breath. "I actually feel blessed, because for the past 2 years I had the most amazing girl by my side. But with all that is going on, we need to break up." he looked down. "The music, the tour, the fans.. Everything is too much and so far away from you. I want you to be happy with someone you can have right new to you, not miles away." he looked at me again. I had tears in my eyes. "All I ever did was love you, and you know that. But I respect your decision. If it is for the best, then I’m okay. And I hope everything goes well with you and your career." I hugged him and gave him our last kiss.

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Taylor: "I can’t keep watching you flirting with a thousand girls, Taylor. You also need to give me my place.” another fight, again. “Y/n, they are just fans. But I can’t keep with the relationship. Fights everytime we see each other? Nope, I don’t want that." he said. "We know it isn’t just that. I know you’ve kissed other girls while we were dating." "Who told you?" he started laughing. "You know what? I don’t even care who told you. Thats how I am, and you knew it when we were friends.” - “Well, maybe you and I should stay as friends” - “Really?" he asked. "No, go fuck yourself, you loser. We are done as bf/gf and friends”

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< p> PARTY//Nate Maloley All I could think in my head was “Fuck”. Today was the first day back

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PARTY//Nate Maloley

All I could think in my head was “Fuck”.

Today was the first day back after Spring Break and I was not looking forward to it. There are two types of teenagers during Spring Break. There are the party animals. Then there are the chilled out, rather stay home and watch Netflix than socialize people. I(obviously) am the second one.

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p> INormally I choose to hide in my room and binge watch my favourite series, but my friends decided that they were going to drag me to the last party of Spring Break. It just so happened to be Nate Maloley’s party. I was not looking forward to it. He was the star basketball player, key word player. By the time my friends and I showed up there was at least 70 people. As soon as we all stepped through the door my friends were gone.

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p> I made my way over to the drinks. This was going to be a long ass night if I don’t have alcohol in my system. I picked up a red cup, chugging the unknown mixture down, when the bitch of the school came up to me.“Oh, Y/N you’re here? wow, this party must suck.” she smirked at me before spilling her drink all over my shirt.

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p> I scoffed as she walked away. “Bitch” I muttered. Throwing away my drink, I made my way up the stairs, trying to find a bathroom or a empty room that wasn’t in use..if you know what I mean. ;)

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p> After 15 minutes of walking in on unpleasent sights I found an unoccupied room. I walked in and locked the door, making sure no one would walk in. I sighed, hearing bass of the music pounding throughout the walls. I took off my shirt and looked around for something to dry it with. As I looked around I saw medals and trophies, signed basketballs and a huge shelf of music. It must be Nate’s room.

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p> I put my shirt down and walked towards the music collection. He surprisingly had a good taste in music..too bad he’s a dick. All of a sudden I heard someone cough, I whipped my head around to see a smirking Nate.

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p> “WHAT THE FUCK?!? HOW DID YOU GET IN HERE?” I screamed at him trying to hide my exposed chest. It was so awkward. I’m not skinny whatsoever. I’m average…I’m nothing like what Nate goes for. He smiled even wider as he moved closer to me, moving my arms away from my body.

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p> “Last I checked, this was my room, plus I was using my bathroom.” He said in a cocky tone. “Damn Y/N you’re fine as hell.” He smirked as he pulled me closer to him. I didn’t know what was happening. All of a sudden Nate’s lips were on mine as his hands roamed my body, adoring every curve, “You’re beautiful.” He said before finding my sweet spot. Things got heated quick, soon I was straddling him on his bed. Let’s just say, I hooked up with Nate Maloley that night.

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p> Its been 3 days since then,now being the first day back, I was freaking out walking into school.

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p> All I could think in my head was “Fuck”.

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p> I take a breath and walk through the doors with my head held high, prepared for whatever may happen for today. I opened my locker when my friends came up to me.

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p> “Soooooo…what’d you think of the party, we barely saw youuu” my friend Anna winked. I blushed.

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p> “Must’ve been good for you then. Soo,” my friend Cali nudged me. “Who was it?!

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p> “Guys stop. I-I-it was nothing, just ya know a random hook up” I said nervously, praying to God that would stop asking about the party.

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p> “Okay. Y/N. Seriously. Spill. Who was it?” Anna said, as soon as the words left her mouth. Nate’s group walked around the corner. I looked at Nate to find that he was staring at me. Our eyes locked and he smirked. Our gaze held until they stopped at Sammy’s locker, which happened to be just down the hall. Great.

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p> I was snapped out of my thoughts by Cali, “OH MY GOD, Y/N..WHAT THE FUCK?!?!”. Anna and I looked at each other with the exact same confused expression.

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p> “Uhmm, What did I do?” I questioned.

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p> “Why? How come you didn’t tell us..seriously dude?!” Cali exclaimed

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p> “Wait, hold up.. What are you on about?” Anna chimed in.

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p> “You don’t see it, Anna..It is soo obvious, I mean its written all over both of their faces.”

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p> “Cali, just drop it.” I said, starting to panic.

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p> NO..Cali, spill it.” Anna pressed.

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p> Cali chuckled lightly, “Can’t you see, Y/N AND NATE HOOKED UP” she said loudly, making everyones conversation silence and turn to ours.

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p> I hear a loud scoff from Sammy, “w-w-w-wait, you’re telling me, that my boy Skate fucked Y/N.”

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p> Whispers started flooding the hall, I turned to Cali. “How could you?!?!” I yelled. “Look what you fucking did!” I looked over at Nate to see him looking down. I scoffed and walked over to him, he raised his head.

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p> “What we did..Was a mistake, I should have known you were just like the rest of them. We were drunk and it was fucking stupid.”

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p> “Y/N, I-” He started.

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p> “Save it. I’m not worth your breath.” I interrupted. “Bye Nate” I pushed past Sammy and walked right by my friends, I can’t stand to be here right now. I thought I could handle this. Wrong. I walked out the building to my car, when I heard footsteps approaching behind me. I turned around to see the person I least expected.

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p> “What now Nate?”

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PART TWO??


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Summer.

p.s I know this sucks But I needed to post

I got bored working on new posts so this happened I’m so sorry❤️

FUCK U. FUCK THIS. FUCK ME

FUCK U. FUCK THIS. FUCK ME


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SAMUEL WILKINSON WHAT GAVE YOU THE RIGHT?!?

SAMUEL WILKINSON WHAT GAVE YOU THE RIGHT?!?


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DAYS WITH MATT i finally finished this one and i am hoping that the wait was worth it. im sorry yall

DAYS WITH MATT

i finally finished this one and i am hoping that the wait was worth it. im sorry yall

I giggled as Matt started placing light kisses all over my face, he was making a snapchat video. “Matt- Stop.” I laughed trying to push him away, he stopped and layed on top of me still recording, he placed his face in the crevace of my neck.

“I love you.” He said before placing a peck on my lips, ending the video.

I looked at him, pulling out my phone. Matt looks at me as I start recording, zooming in closer to his face, “Y/N, what are you doing?” He ask as I burst out laughing right before the video ends.

“You’re a jerk, Y/L/N” He smiled, shaking his head.

I kiss him, “Mm, but I’m your jerk.” With that, I crawl onto Matt, smashing my lips onto his, he slowly placed me down on his bed crawling on top of me, deepening the kiss. God, I love this boy.

1 hr later

“Matthew.” I said, lifting my head off his lap looking at him.

“Y/N.” He mocked, glancing up from his phone smiling.

“Let’s be productive.”

“Well, what do you have in mind babe.” He winked.

I playing hit his arm, causing him to laugh, “Not that, Espinosa! We should film some videos, I mean I need to post and you definitley need to post considering you never do.”

“Fineeee.” Matt agreed. I’m a youtuber, that’s how Matt and I met. We went to the same digitour about a year and a half ago and we just hit it off. Now we’re both living in L.A and it’s perfect

“Wait. What did you have in mind, Y/N?” He questioned, raising an eyebrow.

“I wanna do the makeup tag.”

“No. No way, Y/N.”

“Matt pleeeeaaassseee?” I ask pouting. He takes out his phone and takes a picture of me to post on twitter saying: about to film with this dork I look at him, “Okay I’ll film that video if you come and give me a kiss, you cute goof.” I smiled so big and pounced on him making him fall backwards, kissing lips while he was laughing.

I pulled away, looking at him. He tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, “God, how did I get so lucky?” He said, I looked away blushing. I kissed his nose and mouthed ’ I love you’ before getting up to go set up for the video.

“Hey guys, It’s Matt and today I am joined here with my beautiful dork of a girlfriend, Y/N.” He said, placing a kiss on the side of my mouth. I wave and smile, “Hi Guys. Just to let you know, Matthew sucks.” I joke, looking at him.

“Anyway, today I am letting her do what I swore I wouldn’t let anyone do, but she wouldn’t stop pouting. Plus it helps she’s really cute.. but I am going to hate this.” He stated looking into the camera.

“Y/N, why don’t you tell them what you are about to do to me.” He sighs wiping his face with his hands in nervousness.

I chuckle, “Today, I am going to be doing Matt’s makeup and turn him into a pretty girl.” I squeal, pinching the frowning boys cheeks. “Let’s just get this over with.” Matt groans as I smile.

“OH MY GOD.” Matt yells, examining every inch of his freshly done face, “Y/N?!? WHAT DID YOU DO?” He screams, starting to freak out. Which ends up me having a laugh attack every time I make eye contact with the prettiest boy I’ve ever seen.

“Well, that is it for this video. If you want to see how Y/N’s face turns out, then I’ll leave a link below to her channel. I love you guys so much and I’ll see you next week!” He says.

“Or whenever he decides to upload again because his schedules suck.” I joke, sticking my tongue out at him.

“Bye guys.” He says before leaning in to kiss me, right before our lips touch, he turns to the camera and smirks before covering the lens and placing a kiss on my lips.

“You know, you are a really pretty boy.”

“Stop, Y/N I’m going to take this shit off my face and then you’re getting payback.” He smirks walking to the bathroom.

“Matthew Lee Espinosa. I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!” I scream as I put the mirror down to look at a giggling Matt. He just finished doing my makeup for the video and I look like a clown.

“Isn’t my girl a stunner?” Matt says laughing squishing my cheeks together.

“SO I am going to go attempt to get this all off my face. We did the same video on Matt’s channel so I will link it below along with all the basic links to my social media. But I will see you next week looking like a normal human. Bye Guys!” I say kissing my hand before covering the camera.

“Hey, Y/N after you get my masterpiece off your face, we should do a younow.” Matt called from the living room.

“Sounds good, my laptop is in your room. You can start and I’ll join in when I finish getting your work of art off my face.” I yelled back.

“Okay!” He yelled back, he smirked at me as he walked by the bathroom, he poked his head back in, “By the way, Y/N.” He said walking into the bathroom wrapping his arms around my waist as I finished getting off the last spot of makeup, “YOU are my work of art.” He smiled, placing a long kiss on my lips before walking out.

“You’re such a dork, Matthew!” I giggled, shutting off the light in the bathoom before running to the couch and flopping on top of Matt.

“Y/N Get your butt off of me!” I laugh and kiss his cheek before sitting beside him. I see that Matt had YouNow already set up, so I waved.

“Babe, they say we’re trending on twitter.” He laughed. I pull out my phone to check the trends.

“Matt, they’re not joking. Y/S/N is trending number one!!” I squealed showing Matt my phone.

“Thank you guys so much for your support!! I love you so so so much. ” I say to YouNow blowing a kiss.

“Ayyye, where’s my kiss? I also helped get it trending, you bumhole.” he faked pouted.

“Oh, baby. Here you go.” I gave him a quick peck on the cheek before turning my attention back to reading the comments flooding in on our broadcast. I laughed at some of them. Some were freaking out that their OTP just had a moment before her own eyes. One girl asked when our videos will be up.

“My video will be up Monday, but who knows when Matthews will be because he is kinda lazy.” I joke.

“ I can hear, Miss Y/L/N” Matt said sassily.

I smiled and read a question out loud, “Matt, what are your nicknames for Y/N.”

He smirked and slung his arm around me pulling close, “It depends, usually it’s Babe or her last name. But I like to annoy her and call her muffin and honeysuckle.” He said piching my cheeks.

“I like to call him Dork because he is one.” I joke sticking my tongue out to Matt. “But I can be sweet and call him Babe.” I say still looking at him before pressing a kiss on his cheek.

“I love you.”

“I love you too, dork.”


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For Demi: musical Sammy.For Demi: musical Sammy.For Demi: musical Sammy.For Demi: musical Sammy.For Demi: musical Sammy.For Demi: musical Sammy.

For Demi: musical Sammy.


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rhyme and reason.

rhyme and reason.


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