#jake adkins
May 7th “Relax”
Okay, this one is a doozy and I’ve held onto it so that I could get to the cannon noncon first. It’s short, the noncon is only like two paragraphs and not detailed. (If you’ve been following cannon, that’s what I mean by detailed.) Heed the tags though for other Volkov horribleness.
This is my last Merry Whump of May post. I did them all! \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/
Comfort | Branded | Trembling
Ben was sobbing and trembling with absolute terror. He knew what was coming. Volkov had tattooed him repeatedly during his first captivity. Apparently, it was a Russian thing, that’s what Volkov had told him. Ben had been having regular appointments to have the tattoos removed since he’d been rescued. And now, stripped down to his underwear, bent over face down on a table, wrists tied together underneath the table, legs bound to the lower end of the legs, he knew there would be no removing this.
Volkov had been furious when he’d seen the faded and disappearing tattoos when he’d taken Ben’s shirt off on the plane. Ben’s ribs were still bruised from the beating he’d taken as a result.
Ben glances helplessly to where Jake was bound on his knees, with his arms pulled up nearly vertical behind him and secured to a hook in the pillar. There was blood still on Jake’s face and burns on his chest and abdomen from the electric baton they’d used on him. His mouth was stretched around a black rubber ball as he screamed for his brother, screamed for them not to hurt him, screamed for them to hurt him instead.
Their eyes locked and they were both terrified for each other. Ben had a ball in his mouth as well and he couldn’t do the one thing he wanted to do which was to reassure his brother that it was going to be okay. Was it? a little scared voice asked inside his head.
Volkov stroked his hair and Ben sucked in a gasp of air through his nose.
“You tried to erase who you belong to, didn’t you?”
Ben whimpered and shook his head.
“You’re mine. Always. You will always be mine. And I’m going to make sure you remember that this time, Malyshka.”
Ben dissolved into sobs again. Dmitri approached and handed Volkov the glowing white metal. Ben squealed in terror and doubled his struggles, forgetting temporarily that he was trying so hard to be strong for his brother, to not make it worse for him. Volkov leaned over and kissed Ben’s spine, licking the spot between his shoulder blades where his mark would reside.
Volkov straightened up and then he brought the branding iron close to Ben’s skin, letting him feel the heat, dragging out the terror on the boy’s face before pressing it into his skin. Ben’s scream rose to a shriek of absolute agony.
Jake screamed from where he knelt, barely even able to keep his head raised due to the strain on his shoulders from his stress position. He would not look away though. He wouldn’t leave his brother alone in this. If all he could do was bear witness to what Volkov was doing to him then he would do it.
It seemed like an eternity before Volkov pulled the brand away from Ben’s skin, leaving a stinking burned smell in the air and literal smoke rising up from the horrific mark on Ben’s flesh. Ben’s body continued to quake and twitch while he screamed through the pain, eyes squeezed tight shut.
Jake didn’t think it could get any worse. But then Volkov did the unthinkable and tore off Ben’s boxers. Ben screamed and thrashed, eye’s shooting open and his panicked gaze meeting Jake’s. Jake held his gaze while Volkov prepared himself.
Both brothers cried out when Volkov thrust roughly into Ben. Jake watched powerless as Ben was brutally used. Thankfully, Volkov didn’t last long, too aroused by what he’d just done. He collapsed onto Ben’s back, hips still jerking as he finished himself inside of his captive.
Ben lay utterly exhausted and in extreme pain. Volkov pulled out of him and ran his fingers over the fresh brand on Ben’s back.
“So beautiful, so fucking perfect, Malyshka.”
Ben’s eyes slipped closed and all he could do was breathe. He was so tired. He felt his restraints being loosened and then he was pulled off the table. He let himself be dragged away, unable to even open his eyes and process where he was being taken. He sank to the ground where he was dropped and passed out.
*!*!*!*!*
Jake was finally released from the stress position he’d been held in for hours. They’d taken another hour after taking Ben away to beat and shock him. He was exhausted and in pain, but he forgot all that when they dumped him in a stone room with Ben.
They dragged him to a wall and chained his wrists and ankles to make sure he couldn’t get away from the wall, but the chains were long enough that he could slip down to the floor. He reached out and could just barely reach Ben, who was only chained by his wrists.
He pulled on the chains, arms screaming with pain and dragged his brother’s limp body towards him. He checked his pulse. Thank God, he’s still breathing. He pulled Ben to his bare chest and cradled his little brother against him.
He was careful not to touch the fresh circular brand on the back of his shoulders. The stylized letter V filling the middle of it. Jake’s eyes flooded with tears as he took in the injuries up close. He didn’t care how weak his body felt, he was going to hold on to Ben as long as he could. He rocked him in his arms like he did when they were children. He remembered being a precocious eight-year-old and having to sit very still when his mama put the tiny bundle of new baby in his arms.
He’d promised he’d protect him, that he’d be a good big brother. His tears dripped down into Ben’s head as he kissed his hair. Chalk it up to one more fucking failure in his life.
“I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry…”
*!*!*!*!*
When Ben awoke, he was resting against a warm surface. It was soft, but it moved. Ben felt himself raising and lowering slightly, but every now and then it shook. He could hear crying. Someone had an arm around him and for a split second he thought it was Volkov. But why would Volkov be crying? He wouldn’t.
Ben blinked his eyes open. The room was dark, the warm surface beneath him moved slightly and Ben could hear chains rattle with the movement.
“I’m so sorry. I’m sorry. Oh God am I sorry. Please be okay. Please. Please. Please.”
Jake. Ben moved his arms slowly, weakly, and wrapped them around his brother. He felt his brother kiss the top of his head like he used to do when Ben was very small. He winced as the movement pulled at the fresh brand at the center of his shoulder blades. Volkov was such a fucking bastard.
“No’ your faul’, Jake,” Ben whispered. “Ne’er your faul’,” he slurred, jaw still aching from the gag.
Jake let out a small sob.
“I… I love you, Jake.”
“Love you too, baby brother.”
Ben stayed pillowed on his brother’s chest, arms wrapped around each other for a long time. Neither of them spoke; what was there to say? They cried off and on, sometimes together, sometimes just one or the other, but neither of them broke contact. They needed each other. The truth was, any second here with Volkov could either be their last with the other, or their last moment alive.
Both of them fell into a distraught slumber brought on by utter exhaustion, breath hitching even as they slept.
May 29th “Don’t make me”
Sorry, I got behind on these so I’ll post a couple a day for the next two or three days. Oops.
Collared | Cane | Flinching
Ben flinched as the mask over his eyes was removed. He trembled at the sight before him. Jake was stripped down to his boxer briefs and stretched out vertically in an X shape. There was a bar between his wrists and one between his ankles. His brother had a bit between his teeth, and it looked like his collar was fastened to tight. Ben can hear a sort of wheezing coming from him, like he’s straining to breathe. He was blindfolded too.
Ben hadn’t been allowed to see his brother for the last several days. Volkov said that Jake had been naughty and needed to be punished. From the looks of it, he had certainly been punished. There were electrical burns and bruises and countless cuts and scrapes that covered his brother’s back, arms and legs, as well as roughly one inch circular burns that littered his body. What the fuck had caused those?
Ben trembled as he looked at him. What had he done to deserve this? It reminded him of when Volkov had punished him for not coming out of his cage fast enough. Tears slipped down his cheek as he looked him over. Jake was clearly exhausted. His head hung low against his chest, he didn’t look up or acknowledge Ben’s presence. Ben looked at Volkov who had a sadistic grin on his face. God I hate you, Ben thought viciously.
“Here’s what’s going to happen. You’ve been through punishment, Benjamin. You understand. So, you’ll be teaching today’s lesson to your brother.”
“W-what?”
“You’ll be administering his punishment.”
“I don’t… what are you… what do you mean?”
Dmitri stepped towards him and that’s when Ben saw the cane in his hands.
“N-n-no! No, you… you can’t make me do th-that. No.”
“You’ll administer the cane to Jake’s body where instructed, or I’ll let Dmitri do with an added bonus.”
Ben looked at Volkov, eyes questioning him.
“Refuse to carry out your brother’s punishment and I make you watch as Dmitri get’s to use your brother in whatever way he wants as often as he wants until I’m ready to take you back to our bed.”
Ben swallowed hard. He couldn’t hurt his brother. Not like this. Dmitri put the cane in his hands.
“Please, can… can I please talk to him?”
“Punishment first. Do it and I’ll let you two share a cell tonight.”
Ben saw his brother’s shoulder’s shake slightly. He could tell Jake was in pain.
“Consider it payback for all you have suffered because of him.”
“It’s not like that. I mean… I don’t think like that.”
“Really? You’ve never had a moment where you wished it had been him, and not you?”
Ben drops his eyes from Volkov’s, knowing that he’ll see the truth of his thoughts there. He remembers a harsh conversation where he’d nearly shouted the same thing at Jake at home in their kitchen after he’d been rescued.
“I thought so. Now do it! Or give Dmitri back the cane and watch him utterly ruin your pathetic brother.”
It really was best if he did it. But god, he knew how much it hurt. He didn’t want to hurt him. Even if Jake was to blame, Ben truly didn’t want him hurt. But the only way to save Jake, in this instance, was to hurt him. Would Jake forgive him? He looked at Jake, he couldn’t see his face, but despite his trembling, it looked like he was nodding his head yes. Was he trying to tell Ben it was okay?
Ben held the cane in a tremulous grip. “O-okay,” he agreed in a very small voice. “But, sir, please, c-can I talk to him? It’s been days. Please.”
“You can talk after.”
Ben swallowed and nodded. Volkov would not be negotiated with. He glanced over to see a video camera ready to record the beating. He looked back at Volkov who once again had a cruel, smug smile on his face.
Ben pulled in a deep steadying breath. He didn’t know how he was supposed to do this. He approached his brother. The wheezing got louder the closer he got. “Please,” he said, turning back to Volkov, “could you at least loosen his collar so he can breathe? I can hear him struggling from here.”
Volkov assented and Dmitri unlocked the padlock and loosened the collar, then locked the tiny padlock back into place. Ben was relieved to see a fraction of the tension in his brother’s body loosen.
Ben stood behind Jake, just off to his left. He raised the cane, but it felt thick, heavy and unwieldy in his grasp, despite its apparent suppleness.
“I-I’m sorry,” Ben whispered, and he hoped it was loud enough that his brother could hear him.
The cry that Ben let out as he swung the cane at Jake’s back was nearly as loud as Jake’s when the rod touched his back.
