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The First Boy

paring:aris x fem!reader

word count:1624

warnings:blood, some cursing, injury, kisses, fluff, being jumped by guards (?)

a/n:this was another one that was originally split into 3 parts here, but i’ve put them together here to make for easier reading! :) +  you are the equivalent of Alby in this - first in command of the girls maze/glade.

This was written a while ago, so sorry if it’s shitty lmao

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[Part 1] (first gif)

A boy comes up in the box with a note. You help him…

“It’s a boy.”

“What?” You step forward, looking down into the box. “How?”

“I don’t know,” Sonya replies. “Who’s gonna get him, though?”

“I will.” You jump down, landing perfectly and with ease. You kneel down next to the boy and notice something in his hand. Carefully, you pull it out and then look up in shock. The rest of the girls look confused.

“What is it?” One of them asks.

“It says..” You take a small breath. “It says… ‘he’s the last one… ever’.”

Later that night, Harriet walks quickly out of the medical hut. “He’s awake, Y/N. Says his name is Aris. But he’s confused and upset. We’re finding it hard to keep him calm.”

“Alright. Let’s go then.”

We make our way back to the hut. I walk in and see Aris sitting up with crossed legs. He looks so scared, and I feel instantly guilty. One of the med jacks speaks up. “He won’t keep still. Keeps tryna get outta here.”

I push open the door. “Let go.”

“What? Y/N, What if he runs-”

“You heard. Let the boy go! He’s scared, and he needs to know he’s not our prisoner here. Come on, Aris.”

The girls step back, and Aris stands up. I gesture for him to follow me out of the hut, and he does. The second we are out, he does as I expected since seeing him: he runs. 

“Hey!” I quickly catch up to him, getting ahead and stopping him with my hand landing hard against his chest. “You don’t wanna do that.”

“What is this place? Am I trapped? What’s that?” He points to the doors of the Maze.

“So many questions, greenie. All will be answered, I promise you.”

“When? I don’t understand. Why can I only remember my name… n-nothing else.”

“Listen,” I sigh. “It happens to everyone. None of us can remember anything. But, as I said, answers will come later. For now, all you need to know is that you are safe. As safe as you can be… for now.”

Aris looks up finally, frowning at me. “For now?”

“Yes.” I put a hand on his shoulder and meet his eyes. “Because I’m working on getting us out of here. And I will.”

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[Part 2] (second gif)

After escaping the Maze with Aris, as you promised, you get separated…

Aris looks at you from across the dining table. You smile in reply to his worried expression. You reach over and place your hand on the table. He follows, placing his on top of yours. “We’re gonna be fine, A. We made it out.”

“I know, I just…” He whispers, pulling down his hood farther. “I don’t trust this place.”

“Me either, not completely… but we have food, clean clothes, showers, it’s-”

“Y/N.” You jump, looking for the source of the voice calling your name.

“No.” Aris leans forward, slightly bending over the table. “Don’t go with them. Please, there’s something wrong here.”

“Y/N!?” You look in the direction the voice comes from, realising that it’s Janson. “Is she here?”

You stand up slowly, shaking. “Yes..”

“Come on up here.” You stay still, looking back at Aris again, unsure and scared. He shakes his head.

Your heart rate picks up as you look around at the other teenagers who all stare at you with jealous looks. Most of them are convinced that they are here to be saved, to be taken 'home.’ You glance around for exits, but every single one is guarded by two or three armed men. You feel the tears begin to well in your eyes as your hand clutches Aris’s tighter.

Then suddenly, you are jolted forward by two pairs of arms on either side of you. You glance at the two guards who start forcing you forward.

“No! Y/N!”

“Aris! Aris!” You yell.

The force they pull you along with convinces you that they are not good people. Your arms are being practically crushed by the guards’ grip on you, and they don’t even notice your tears or shouts of pain. “Where are you taking me!?”

“Move!”

You follow behind a line of boys and girls. Each one disappears behind a curtain and then doesn’t come back. The line gets smaller and smaller, and you start to panic. Then one of the guards grabs you and pulls you aside. They turn you around quickly, clamping a hand over your mouth. You scream when the guard places a sharp object against the skin of your arm and slices long, jagged cuts into it. He then shoves you forward into view and gestures to another guard. "This one is injured. I’m taking her to get stitched up first.”

“Right. Be prompt.” A woman in a lab coat says.

The guard then takes you out into the corridor. You start kicking again. “Let go of me! Let go! Asshole, let me go!”

“Shh! Shh!” The guard pulls down their mask. It’s a woman, with black braided hair. “I’m here to help you. I’m with the Right Arm.”

“Help me!?” You show your bleeding arm, the red substance dripping along your skin and onto the floor. “You cut me!”

“To buy time. So come on, let’s go. Now.”

“How can I trust you!?”

She quickly reaches into her pocket, pulling out a rag and swiftly wrapping your wound. She ties a knot, causing you to hiss as the action makes the injury sting. “Follow me, and you will trust me. I promise.” You both start to run, the woman helping you along.

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[Part 3] (third gif)

Reuniting with Aris in the Scorch…

You gasp as you see him. He stares at you, standing between two taller boys, completely taken aback. “Y/N!”

“Aris!”

“Y/N? H-how?”

“Just come here!” You open your arms. Aris pushes through the boys, wrapping you in a hug. You cradle the back of his head, holding him as close as possible and planting a kiss on his cheek as you break away, one hand moving to cup his jaw. “I can’t believe it.”

“Me either. And you look so different.”

You glance down at yourself. Your hair is braided on one side, and it’s cut slightly shorter. You wear bottoms that have mismatched colour patches sewn into them. A scarf sits tightly, but not too much so, around your neck. “Not really. Just dirtier clothes.”

Aris chuckles lightly, his eyes flickering up and down your form. You could almost swear that you catch him blushing. “Can we- uh..”

“Yeah, let’s go catch up.”

“Comfy enough spot right here, I think.” You sit together in front of a fire. “So, who are the other guys?”

“Uh, there’s Frypan, Newt, the girl is called Teresa, and then there’s Thomas, their kind of leader." You rub your hands together, warming them up. "He was the one who I talked to about not trusting that place. I told him about you and how you just… disappeared after they called your name. Then… he helped me get out.”

“Oh, so I suppose I should thank this Tommy for that later then.”

Aris looks up. “Why?”

Why? We might have never seen each other again if he didn’t help you. And I missed you, A.”

“I missed you too. How’d you get out anyway?”

You chuckle, remembering. “There was a guard there who wasn't really a guard. She actually pulled a damn knife out and cut me… to buy us some time, and then we ran for it. She was a member of the Right Arm. They have groups who go in and try to get kids out… every now and then.”

You pull up your sleeve, revealing a few jagged, raised scars. “Harriet left some ugly ass marks. I would be mad about it, but she saved my life, so.”

Aris lightly touches one of the scars and then traces it with his fingertips. He moves up and up until his hand sits atop yours. You squeeze it, holding his hand. “I’m sorry I didn’t come back to you. We.. we didn’t have time. I wanted to, though. I kept asking, but it got too dangerous.”

“That’s okay, as long as you were safe. Thomas and his group helped me. It was a long journey, but we got here eventually.”

“I had no doubt that you could make it out… through the Scorch and…” Your voice lowers on the next words, “back to me.”

Aris smiles shyly. “I don’t know. I had a lot of help-.”

“No.” You interrupt him. “I always knew you were tough. Right from when you ran out of the med-hut that day.”

Aris turns shy, looking at his feet. “It kept me going. Thinking about the possibility that you could’ve gotten out. Or that if you didn’t… I needed to as a way of thanks for everything you’ve done for me.”

“A… I…”

“What?” He looks up again, and when your gazes meet, you can see the reflection of the fire in his kind eyes. He walks his hand over to yours, which lies flat against the ground and covers it, instantly making you feel warm and fuzzy inside. “Y/N, what?”

“I just, um- I think…”

“What?”

You sigh loudly. You are never the type to be at a loss for words. So instead, you dive into action, pushing yourself onto your knees and taking Aris’s face into your hands. You pause an inch away and feel him nod as his eyes flutter closed. The next thing you know, your lips are against his, delicate and sweet. “That…” You mutter when you pull away, cheeks hot.

“Oh.” Aris says, “well… that was nice. Thank you.”

“Yeah. Uh…” You nod before you both burst into a fit of laughter. Eventually, you both close the gap once again. You sink into each other’s embrace before falling asleep in front of the crackling fire.

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Taglist:@jiaraendgame

As The Fire Dies

pairing:newt x reader

word count:1216

warnings:blood, injury, knives, fire, death/su*c*de, cranks/zombies, reader’s death

a/n:so, this is another from my wattpad book, which can be found here. it was two parts over there, so i’ve just stuck them together for easier reading :) also… i’m sorry!! 0_0

(Part 1)

The sound of the crackling fire calms you. You stare into it, then watch as the smoke rises up into the night sky. The stars are splattered like tiny, sparkling paint spots. While you watch them, you can think of nothing else. Not the Maze. Not hunger, nor thirst. Not the ache in your legs from running up and down sand dunes. Not even WKCD.

Your group is all sleeping around you. Aside from Thomas, of course. He either doesn’t sleep at all or is on high alert: waking up at the slightest sound.

Looking around at all of them, you smile. If there were anyone in the world you’d want to go through this hell with, it’s them. These people who you now consider friends. The people who have had your back ever since you arrived at the Glade a couple of years ago.

When your eyes land on him, though… your smile grows wider.

Newt.

The glue that holds your group together, especially during those times when things get tough. The one who always seems to know just what to say. The friend that motivates us and tries to keep us all on the same page- never taking sides. There isn’t anything wrong you can say or think about Newt. Except for one little thing: being that he is apparently oblivious to the fact that you are totally and undeniably in love with him.

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You pull your knees up to your chest and wrap your arms around them. You watch Newt sleep. He snores softly, and the chilly breeze brushes his hair from his eyes. You wonder what he could be dreaming about as his lids twitch.

A sudden gust of wind disturbs your peace. It makes you shiver, so you wrap your arms tighter around your body.

You move your right hand up to your left shoulder when you feel a stinging sensation there. When you make contact with damp, raised skin, your mouth falls open. You quickly stand up and take three long strides before sitting again, farther away from your friends.

Closing your eyes, you remove your left arm from your t-shirt. You touch the skin again to feel it. The pain makes you wince, but curiosity makes you ignorant of it. Your fingers run over what feels like three jagged lines. Taking a deep breath, you pull your hand away and open your eyes.

“Oh, no.” You glance behind you upon realising you had said that out loud, but it seems that no one had heard.

You glance down at your hand. Your fingertips are red with blood. How did I not notice that I was bleeding?

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You think back to the broken escalators you ran up a few hours ago. A Crank had grabbed you just below your neck, then Newt had kicked it back: pulling you up and running with your hand in his.

I’m infected.

You cover the scratches, glancing back at your friends once more. Tears start to form in your eyes. As they run down your cheeks, the wind picks up again. It makes them cold, causing goosebumps to rise along your arms and legs. You sniffle, rubbing the back of your hand under your nose.

The crackling fire isn’t so calming any more. It feels more like a ticking clock of your remaining life.

And as the fire dies, so do I.

(Part 2)

When you hear footsteps approaching, you quickly swipe at your eyes. “H-hey.” You don’t hear an answer, so you look up to see who it is. Newt stands above you. His hand flies up to cover his mouth.

“Y/N..” You squeeze your eyes shut. He must have seen the scratches. “How.. oh god- how long have you been there?” Newt falls down beside you. 

“Long enough.” You whisper, barely audible. “Shit. Newt- I- I just noticed them myself..”

“No.” His head falls onto your unmarked shoulder. “This isn’t happening.. not you.”

“Newt… I know- I know this is.. bad, but I don’t wanna become one of those.. things-”

Newt looks up with teary eyes and furrowed brows. “No- don’t ask me to do.. to do..”

“I’m not.” You look to your friends, pointing at them. “But you have to let me do it. Please. And I don’t… I don’t want them to know. At least.. until after. I can’t bear seeing them when-”

You watch Newt as his eyes wander all over your face. Never, ever had you seen him look this broken. “Y/N, I-”

His hand reaches for yours. You place your palms together. Slowly, your fingers slide between his, fitting together like a puzzle. You cover your joined hands with your free one and squeeze.

“I don’t wanna leave you either…any of you. And… I know.. I should have said this a long time ago.. but I-” You take a deep breath, gathering yourself. You look him in the eyes and smile. “I love you, Newt. I always have. Ever since you lifted me out of that box, I just had this.. feeling,” you lift a hand to cover your heart that is beating faster than ever, “right here.”

You watch a tear fall down his face, then wipe it away with your thumb. He shakes his head. “Love, how am I supposed to let you go when you say something like that?”

You giggle. You don’t mean to, but it just comes out. “I’m sorry. It’s the truth.”

*

You let an hour or two pass. You aren’t sure, as it passes by so slowly. You just sit and hold each other. Until you can’t anymore. Delaying what needs to happen won’t make it any better, and the pain worsens by the minute.

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“Newt… It has to be now… I can already feel it spreading.”

His eyelids close for a few seconds. When they open again, he leans forward on his knees. Carefully, he puts his hands on either side of your face and then kisses your cheek. He rests his forehead against yours. “I do too, by the way… I love you.”

You pull your knife from the lowest pocket of your trousers. “Newt.. tell them I’m sorry. Please.. after.. tell them I love them all.” You nod against him before pulling away and turning around so as not to look at your love so broken.

Then you notice Thomas shifting. He sits up and looks around, and when his eyes land on the scene ahead, Thomas quickly rises. Before he can reach you to stop it, you lift the knife to your chest. You turn your head slightly in the direction of Newt and smile. “I love you… so much.” A single, final tear slides along your face as you close your eyes and clutch the knife tighter. “I’ll be looking over you.”

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Newt catches your body and gently shuts your eyes. He chokes on a sob as he kisses both of your cheeks in turn and then whispers, “I’ll see you soon, love.”

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He spends the rest of the night clinging to your body. He brushes hairs from your face and stares into the fire. Only small flames flicker now, the light only barely revealing the details of your face. Embers float around, rising up and then disappearing as they descend and disintegrate into nothingness.

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Taglist:@jiaraendgame

I’ve got you

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pairing: thomas x reader

wordcount:452

warnings:danger? distress? near death experience

a/n:hi! new taglist is here!! 

My eyes are squeezed shut. I scream out in pain when my body hits the glass beneath me. The force winds me, and I cough frantically for a minute or so.

I whisper to myself. “Don’t look down. Don’t look down. Don’t look down.”

I suddenly hear voices, causing me to jump. I hear footsteps running, and then the sound of metal crashing. Two faces look down from a hole above me. One of them is a short-haired girl, and the other, a boy. They look surprised when they see me. I probably look the same, my eyes widening.

“They aren’t a crank!”

“How do you know?! We can’t save everyone, Thomas.”

There’s a pause. “We can try. We can’t just leave her/him here.”

The glass beneath me starts to crack. I can hear the deathly sound, though I force myself to not look down. My breathing picks up, and I call the pair, desperate. “Help me!”

“I’m coming! Hang on!” Thomas suddenly drops through the hole. He grabs on to any piece of rubble he can on his way down to me. “Don’t move!”

When he finally reaches me, I reach up with my hand, and I stretch out my arm, but the shift in weight causes the glass to crack further. “Oh! Shit!”

“Come on! You can reach!”

I keep trying. Just as I connect with the pads of Thomas’ fingertips, the glass cracks again before it breaks completely. I scream. Thomas is quick, though. He kneels down at just the right moment and catches my wrist.

“I’ve got you!” I reach with my other hand and grip his tightly. “I’ve got you!” He repeats.

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After Thomas and Brenda had quickly introduced themselves and then led me out of the crumbling building, we made it to a small alleyway in what would have been a town.

“Are you hurt?” Thomas kneels in front of me. I’m sitting on the ground, gratefully sipping water from a flask.

“Surprisingly.. no. I think I’m okay. Thanks to you.” Thomas doesn’t say anything. He just looks me over a few times: as if inspecting for injuries. “I’m not infected, or bit.. or scratched… I promise.”

“It’s not that.. just.. I can’t help thinking- I mean..”

“Thank God, you found me when you did?” Thomas smiles, but it’s so small, you’d barely notice. He nods. “Yeah.”

“Thank you. So much… again.” I don’t even think before I throw my arms around him. I’m even more surprised when he actually hugs me back.

“We don’t ever leave people behind.” He mutters against my ear as he tightens his arms around my waist.

I smile against his shoulder. “Does that mean I get to tag along?”

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