#john shepard

[Left behind].

Note:uncensored.

The love/hate line is thin. Although I’d call it the line between respect and disdain. 

“Tempting fate” is risky. Betraying, imposing “classic” hetero stories, re-writing the truth, judging in black and white, humbling is less dangerous. According to these people, who bring masterpieces to life but can’t resist the chance to fuck them up in a sense, to shit on those in charge of them. 

Have anyone ever wondered why Geoffrey opened his mouth during the “turn” choice? If he didn’t want the blood in it, didn’t want to become a vampire, it would be enough for him not to open it deliberately at least. The answer’s clear. He was meant to become immortal, but his lips weren’t supposed to touch Jonathan’s. Courageous to provoke me, too cowardly to finish the job. It’s you.

How does it feel to make millions of $, advertising AC with Alexios x the boy but claim they’re not actually relevant? Tell me, Ubisoft. Who are those whose arses you lick?

Have already addressed the subjects. All I’m saying right now is this. I respect my fav game devs profoundly. However, I will never overlook/forgive them their cynicism and cold feet. I will never overlook/forgive the repeated humiliation they keep putting me and male protagonists through. Want to fucking discuss it? Let’s discuss it.

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but ideally you find someone who will sit with you and glue shit together

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shepard is alive aaaaand hsptl christmas

Ok, I don’t know why, but my Shepard in ME:LE permanently look either pissed off or about to cry :”3
I think he MUST see a therapist 
or cuddle with Kaidan that will work too

So… recently I read a lot of @swaps55 mShenko fics(most of them) and I LOVE THEM SO SO MUCH(ma heart ma soul)! Aaaand they made me feel so inspired! Also, cause of her stories I fell in love with my Shep even more. To a point where I want to write happily ever after mShenko fics, buuuut…. Since English isn’t my first language I feel very uncomfortable with writing on it. In over hand my native language mass effect fan base is… well… dead. With that being said, I’m still very inspired and wanna create something. As a compromise I decided to draw more mass effect related stuff and write this little, em, things about my Shep.

So… here it is :””3

His name is John Shepard (wow! How original) and he is an engineer. Hardcore one. Really into all that tech stuff(he was all over the place when Tali join in). Once he secretly “improve” coffee machine on SSV “Tokyo”. It was nice and all, until it starts to bully lieutenants who wanted decaf. After that the machine mysteriously disappeared.John is a ruthless spacer. He lost his twin-sister Jane and father at Mindoir, there they went to see grandparents. That and Skillian Blitz will lead him into being so ruthless on Torfan. 

Normandy’s SR-1 crew at first thought of him like as some kind of weirdo or, if they were brave enough, aggressive hamster. They respected him as commander, but don’t make any attempts in friendlier interaction. Until one morning after Noveria he came at breakfast, all sleepy and tired, take awful pink mug with sparky “lil princess” (Jane’s gift on their 15th birthday) on it and start scolding on the coffee machine. Something about “If you do it again I swear I’ll throw you in the airlock!”. Simple as that Butcher of Torfan, First human Spectre, dreadful commander Shepard became… John, regular human, who HATE jokes about his height and decaf. Since all of their childhood Jane was joking around his height(167 cm), because he was always tinier than her(174 m). So…yeah… No jokes about height, pals! It really not that big of a deal))))

One of John’s biggest secret from friends is… He took drama classes! As kids parents told them to choose extra classes. Since Jane was better at every physical related disciplines and him not wanting to always be “the one that a bit worse”, John decided to take tech and drama classes. From drama class he learned to earn control of his emotions, improved oratory skills and also learned to sing. He may not be the greatest dancer in the galaxy, but he not in the slightest a bad singer. He is quite good, though, he’ll never ever acknowledge it. Unless someone gets him too drunk to even think. 

The one thing John never would have expected from himself is fell in love with his under subordinate. Especially with perfect to a T biotic lieutenant. And still here he is. Hopelessly in love. Horizon was tough. There, with painful clearness, John realize, he can’t bring Kaiden with him. They most likely won’t return from this mission. He just can’t let his Kaiden die in God knows there with Collectors as the cherry on top. So he let him go, praying from the bottom of his heart for his biotic. For him to be capable to forget and move forward. For him to find someone who will love him as strong as John do. For him to be happy. So, John says his goodbye and go away walking as firm and sturdy as good soldier should. Feeling as his soul fell apart with each step. But it doesn’t matter. He has mission to complete and that’s all that should matter, right? After all, he is Butcher of Torfan. He almost got alcohol poisoning that night.

 John can’t be happier than the day they managed to overcome it.  Just sitting together in his cabin, warm and cozy, was enough for John to be on cloud nine. Even if Kaiden complaining about his adorable coffee machine spitting coffee on people. Also, Kaiden unlock the secret power. Power that help him deal with Shepard whenever he especially stubborn not wanting to sleep or relax a bit. That power is… French. Kaiden only need to start whispering in John’s ear, and he is completely done, melting from the sound of it. Though, major use this only if there is no over option or in private of captain’s cabin. 

So, that’s it for now :”3 I already feel quite intimidate by all this x”””) Used hair mod for ma Shep in me3 ❤️

Juicy, juicy turian… weapon..

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Can’t believe I never posted this! Post-war John Shepard bein cute with the Space Hamster, ft. his husband Kaidan in the background ^ω^

Mass Effect Cards: Commander John Shepard