One of my goals for this year was to make at least one complete art per month so I could make an art summary by the end of the year. And I did it, so here we go! I used this template! :D
Rules: “Reblog with the meaning/origin of your url, your favourite color, and tag at least 5 people who put something on your dash that made you smile.”
Origin of my url: Aaaah, it’s nothing too special. When I was around 12 I had this OC, then a friend showed me an online game and convinced me to play it while she was visiting my house. I needed a name for my account that wasn’t my real name, and since I was panicking on the spot with her by my side waiting for a name, I choose the OC name Kiwili. I’ve been called this for over a decade now and it’s really weird not being called Kiwi online, so am forever stuck with that. owo
Kiwilisland is my alternative for when Kiwili is already taken (formed from Kiwili’s Island, because I need time alone isolated from the world to recover from social interactions).
Kiwilart is just Kiwili + Art because… I decided to create a tumblr just to post my art and I needed a name for it.
Favorite color: Purplish colors close to magenta without actually being magenta! Second favorite is teal owo
Aaah, am not tagging anyone this time, but anyone who wants to do this, consider yourself tagged by me \o/
⌲summary : maybe you and Jungkook, through heaven or hell, have always meant to stay close to each other.
⌲pairing : bully!jungkook x reader
⌲word count : 3.6k
⌲genre : angst, fluff idk
⌲warnings : mentions of past abuse, xoxo
⌲a/n :this is what y’all hoes wanted hehe, so here it is. Happy New Year’s in advanced! also, happy birthday taetae <3
**Spin-off from my series Let Me Stay Close To You. If you haven’t read it, I’d suggest you read it first to have a better understanding of the context of this story. Read it here.
It’s that time of the year again—where gifts are exchanged and gingerbread houses are made, where evergreen conifers are decorated with ornaments hung by the overly-excited children and the smell of Ceylon tea, baked potatoes and ham fills the kitchen. Everyone gathers around the fireplace and share their strange or ridiculous encounters over the year, laughters bursting and smiles everlasting while the star ornament sits on top of the Christmas tree gently, shining.
At least that’s what you think Christmas is like, and should be.
I read this a second time, the entire thing, i just find it so beautiful. It’s hard to forget things that affected one negatively. It’s especially hard to forgive someone that hurt us physically and mentally. Those things are very hard to do so. Which is why I think the entire thing shows that perfectly. I am still upset with the way the friends acted. Even though the main character did have a small thing with Taehyung, they didn’t get a chance to hear her, they believed Taehyung calling her a whore when she wasn’t. I believe that was unfair. You can tell Jungkook loves her more than his own life and I find it sweet that they end up together. I bet his brother is really happy. I hope Jungkook and the main character find happiness in this au and find ways to forgive themselves. This is and always will be a beautiful story.
I truly have no words to describe how i feel.
Other than feeling apologetic for not updating constantly, i have been in a writer’s block since 2019 and have failed many times to produce a piece of writing that lives up to my own standard and the quality i intend to pursue.
Today, I am still receiving many kind messages and feedbacks and couldn’t be more thankful for everything.
