#lily writes

guys I’ve actually been working on a christmas au madam spellman fic based off tis the damn season by Taylor Swift. I know it’s not an original idea by any means, but I’m so happy with how it’s coming along and I’ve fallen in love with my own little versions of the characters.

coming to you this december :’)

thedemonstherapist:

I’m sorry guys, I’m just genuinely so exhausted. I had my last exam a week ago and have my final grade, I’m just so, so tired. I’m trying to both recover and be creative again, but I’m finding it hard to get back in the swing of things, even if I am playing genshin again and have been enjoying content related to it. I really, really WANT to write again, but I’m just having trouble finding the right source of excitement. I’m still working at the smut fic with Kaeya, Beidou and Childe, periodically at least, it’s really difficult to pick up where I left off but I also miss everyone on here. I’ll do my best to become more active, and try to rekindle my creative spark, maybe with a writing prompt challenge or something of the sort.

Please be patient. I miss you guys a lot <3

Compromise that I didn’t think of until a second ago: I will be opening requests again, so please go ahead and feel welcome to share anything you’d like me to write, be it smut, fluff, angst, headcanons. Just stick to my rules and be respectful, and I’ll be very glad to indulge my lovely audience <3

@rin-aroundtherosiesaid:

This looks interesting!

I’m a Gemini INTP/INFP (varying results) and my style, or at least where I’d like to lead it, is a mix of alt and fairycore!

I don’t like small talk, but love interesting conversations that inspire thought!! I think I’m fairly introverted, and need time to recharge my social battery haha.

I like the colours yellow and green, and I love reading and listening to music. I draw, and play the piano as well, but not as often as I’d like.

I have a lot of generalized anxiety, but the worst of it is the existential dread kind where I don’t know my place in the world. There’s also some social anxiety that pops up as well.

I’m fairly certain I have ADHD, but idk if that’s helpful

⋆｡⋆˚Seeker Of Spring.⋆｡⋆

• All throughout Teyvat are you known, but few realise where your journey began. Raised in a quaint village in INAZUMA, you were a devout follower of the Shoguns principles. As a child, your village nicknamed you Fey, for you could always be found lurking in the most unusual corners, speaking to things only you could see, and chasing birds all through Higi. As you grew older and began pursuing fantasy between bookpages and melodies, so did the world change. The looming war threatened your safe and well-loved sanctuary, and only when Nobushi and Kairagi marched up the hills did your family finally accept that it was time to flee. The rest of your early teens you spent in a refugee village on Tatarasuma island, protected by your divine leader and her army.
• The Inazuma you had known and loved was threatening to fall apart at the seams, and you wished to be able to defend your loved ones against all that may come. You spent a lot of your time honing your craft as a skilled fighter, traditional POLEARMalways at your side when you ventured out, in search for moments of peace away from the turbulent masses of fugitives and soldiers. You would wander the shorelines, never straying too far, but gazing out onto the ocean with wistful thoughts as you contemplated whatexactly was causing all of this destruction in the first place.
• Though you loved your home, it was not what it used to be and your desire to escape only grew stronger each time you were reminded of the war engulfing your nation. You did not wish to leave your family, but you knew you were more of a danger to them than anything else. Unbeknownst to anyone, you had received the ANEMOGod’s blessing some time ago and feared it to be taken from you. With a heavy heart, you acknowledged that you had no place here anymore - since long doubting the principles you were raised on, but not wanting to turn against everything you knew - and you decided to leave.
• KAZUHAwas your saviour. He found you after you crashed your fishing boat near the shore of Ritou, instantly recognising the situation you were in. He and BEIDOUstored you away on one of the Crux Fleet’s ships, whisking you away to Liyue Harbour, where you took your own path. Kazuha would always stay a good friend to you though, and much alike the first time you met, the two of you would always find each other when it seemed the most unlikely.
• With your vision at your hip and the world suddenly wide open, the possibilities seemed endless. And as you embarked on your journey, you learned how to utilize the full power of what had been bestowed upon you. BUDDING HOPEcauses anemo to flow through your blade, heightening your Elemental Mastery and inflicting Anemo Damage to any enemy struck within the ten seconds that the effect lasts. In a series of quick strikes with your polearm, BLOSSOM OF VALORunfolds its effect, swiping enemies before you aside to clear your path and dealing increased Swirl Damage with any element you come into contact with.
• With these skills in hand and a constant curiosity to reconnect with the purely playful, imaginative child you once were, you become a well recognised, but not well known wanderer, stepping into the footsteps of he who saved you. You are determined to find both the concealed charm of this world, one that almost exclusively children appear to understand, and the truth to what has torn your homeland apart. To venture back home and find what you have lost may seem impossible now, but you are sure that in the near future, you will find your way.

Hello loves! It’s been far too long since I’ve properly interacted with all of you. I’ve been getting back into Genshin, as you can probably tell by my latest post and reblogs, and therefore decided I wanted to give you guys some content to kickstart my creativity again. 

The wonderful @diluch (do not interact if you aren’t 18+) is currently hosting their 500 follower celebration and came up with a game where you, the followers, send in a description of your personality, habits and interests and the creator then comes up with your official genshin title, story, vision, weapon, ect. I asked and they gave me permission to copy this incredibly fun idea and do my own version for you guys. 

So, here are the rules: 

1. Please only one submission per person
2. You have to be following me to take part
3. Describe your personality, likes, interests, sense of style/fashion inspo, anxietes, hobbies, habits ect. but refrain from any visual descriptions, as they really aren’t important. Include really anything that you feel makes you you, things like star signs and mbti too! 
4. I’ll be closing this in a week, so you have until the end of Friday, 17th of September (UTC +2) to submit your description

What you’ll get in return: 

• your vision
• your banner
• your title
• which nation you’re from
• your weapon
• your elemental skill
• your elemental burst
• a bit of backstory and characters I think you’d be friends with

And that’s it! I’m really interested to see where this goes as I find it an incredibly creative and fun idea and want to get myself into the habit of writing more consistently again. I’m hope you like what I come up with <3

What kind of person

Takes a private, hurting secret

And throws it back

When it suits them to do it

Like a knife to the heart

You never thought to be a boomerang

Or the support of a friend

Pulled out like a rug

I suppose some call it being realistic

I call it alcohol

Either way

It was uncalled for

Oh, I’m sorry,

I must have been

m i s t a k e n

Because for a minute there,

I thought our relationship

was a two-way street.

What do you

call it

When you go back,

When you sign yourself up

for more of someone else’s

b u l l s h i t?

Is it

love?

–or is it just

masochism.