#lily rambles

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By the way, I’m quarantined in my room because I have covid Nd am slowly going insane and still can’t seem to write so that will tell you everything you need to know about my level of creativity right now

thedemonstherapist:

I’m sorry guys, I’m just genuinely so exhausted. I had my last exam a week ago and have my final grade, I’m just so, so tired. I’m trying to both recover and be creative again, but I’m finding it hard to get back in the swing of things, even if I am playing genshin again and have been enjoying content related to it. I really, really WANT to write again, but I’m just having trouble finding the right source of excitement. I’m still working at the smut fic with Kaeya, Beidou and Childe, periodically at least, it’s really difficult to pick up where I left off but I also miss everyone on here. I’ll do my best to become more active, and try to rekindle my creative spark, maybe with a writing prompt challenge or something of the sort.

Please be patient. I miss you guys a lot <3

Compromise that I didn’t think of until a second ago: I will be opening requests again, so please go ahead and feel welcome to share anything you’d like me to write, be it smut, fluff, angst, headcanons. Just stick to my rules and be respectful, and I’ll be very glad to indulge my lovely audience <3

I’m playing Ningguangs Story Quest and I have… Ideas about playing her sweet little secretary for a day…

This game is giving me too many Incentives for Beidou X Ningguang X Reader fics

thedemonstherapist:

thedemonstherapist:

Pulling for Kokomi - wish me luck!!

AHAHAHA *bangs head against table*

The game really wants me to build Rosaria huh

If I pull Kokomi tomorrow you better bet I will rearrange my full theme for her. She’s the love of my life, the ultimate comfort character, and if Raiden Shogun ruined my pity for her I will cry

why is the setup to p*rn so hard to write like?? I’m just trying to tell a good story and get horny, let me live

I-

What the FUCK?? I had a couple fates and thought I could do a ten pull for fun, mostly wanted weapons, DID NOT WANT BAAL OR SARA BECAUSE SPOILER ALERT, MY CHARACTER LIST LOOKS LIKE THIS

(Starred are the ones I want to work with/build)

AND MY WORLD LEVEL LOOKS LIKE THIS

(133757/26400!!) AND I HAVE BEEN GRINDING MY ASS OFF TO EVEN GET MATERIALS FOR MY 9 (!!? Why do I do this to myself) MAINLY USED CHARACTERS SO I CAN FINALLY ASCEND

AND I WANT KOKOMI SO BADLY BAAL IF YOU RUINED MY PITY I SWEAR

thedemonstherapist:

I have my absolute final written exams, German equivalent to a-levels, SATS or whatever you need before you go to uni (idk how the American school system works), these next two coming weeks. Understandably, I’m continuing to not be active due to this, but afterwards I have ~ 2 full weeks off, where I can finally relax and fully return to my hobbies. This includes Genshin and writing, so hopefully I’ll have more energy to continue on my projects. I’m not fully out of the woods until mid march, as I have oral exams and an extra qualification to study for, but the main, big part will be over soon.

Wish me luck! I’ll finally be done and can pursue all the things I’ve been looking forward to for ages, and start a new chapter.

AND I’M DONE!! I fell asleep on the living room carpet I was so overtired, but I have all the written exams done and they went so much better than expected! Thank you for all the well wishes and your continued support! You cannot begin to imagine my relief <3

I have my absolute final written exams, German equivalent to a-levels, SATS or whatever you need before you go to uni (idk how the American school system works), these next two coming weeks. Understandably, I’m continuing to not be active due to this, but afterwards I have ~ 2 full weeks off, where I can finally relax and fully return to my hobbies. This includes Genshin and writing, so hopefully I’ll have more energy to continue on my projects. I’m not fully out of the woods until mid march, as I have oral exams and an extra qualification to study for, but the main, big part will be over soon.

Wish me luck! I’ll finally be done and can pursue all the things I’ve been looking forward to for ages, and start a new chapter.

Okay my luck is?? I got the Polar Star and the Favonius Longsword in one pull? And had exactly 4 wishes beforehand on the weapon banner??

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