#magnus bane deservers nice things

thinking about how magnus said Need in reference to removing his memories of alec, he needs to scrub his mind of hazel eyes and loving smiles. Can’t bare to remember words of love spoken in a voice only he got to hear. Can’t continue on with just the memory of deep belly laughs, soft snores, calloused hands achingly gentle, kisses sweet. Needs to forget the love that changed his world, because it’s not his love anymore. So he needs every heartache of a memory to leave him.