#mental health update

Go give —> @cacoae some love as she needs it, not that it’s me or anything…

I just wanted to take a second to apologize for disappearing. I know it’s been a very long time since I posted any writing and I’m truly sorry. As with many of us, our world changed when Covid hit. Along with that, my store closed so I lost my job, I moved to a new state, haven’t been able to find work and am struggling financially and mentally. Especially mentally. 

A month ago it got really bad. Full transparency here because I know you guys won’t judge me - I attempted suicide. I won’t go into detail of what I did or why but I ended up in the hospital and the admitted to a psych ward for 3 days. It ruined my relationship, I had to move out of the home he and I shared, it tore up my family. 

Here on the other side, I’m doing so much better. I am in the process of starting a new job, my boyfriend and I sat down and talked it all out and I have moved back home, we got a puppy, we enjoyed the holidays together and best of all - I’m finally back in to therapy. 

I don’t know if or when I will get back into posting writing on here. I personally think my life may not be in the place to write fan-fiction anymore. I am still writing a novel that I hope to have published one day, but as far as posting writing regularly online, I’m unsure if that will ever be a thing anymore. 

I truly am sorry. I hope you all understand. 

I am trying to be more active on here anyway though, because I do miss the community of tumblr and the friends I had made through here. 

All the love, 

A. 

PS - This is my puppy. She is perfect.