#movinforward

I feel you leaving my body. It’s been a slow and painful process, but with each day I’m starting to become independent of the hold you had over my thoughts. Slowly, but surely I’m purging you out of my frame of mind.

You had me hooked to you and your side-effects were deadly. I’m detoxing you and for the first time, I’m starting to believe that it’s going to be okay.

I suppose that this is what strength is supposed to feel like.

She is Resilient

The first step is admitting that you have a problem and well I’ll admit it. I’m addicted to you. You are stronger than heroin and cocaine. The high you give me is euphoric and I can never get enough of you.

But it has to end. I have to cleanse my soul of you.

I have to learn how to love myself without you. I have to put myself first. You can’t give me what I need and I can’t be want you want. I deserve better than this. I will read this every time I think about texting you. Hell I’ll read this promise every time I think about you because it’s time that I find peace. It’s time to move on.

She is Resilient