Misha referring to his last scene as “declaration of love” in front of Jackles instead of just “his/Cas’ goodbye scene” - he really was like noplaceforqueererasurewhenI’mhere
when you started watching supernatural in your teens and then years later you hit 22 and realise that this is how old Sam was in the pilot and so then.. and then you start 4 years of agonising countdown and comparison of your existence until - oh my god - until suddenly you’re 26, dude, and so the true reliving of the tragedy begins
acceptance (…that sadly, due to covid, the production was stopped and the last 2 eps were never filmed, leaving it to us and our imagination to come up with what could’ve been :/ )
