#nihkee moolah

vulgar-bug:

Hi, I’m a random person who chanced upon your blog. I just wanted to send out some love and support :3 Hope you and the blue girls are doing well.

Aww how sweet! I don’t check tumblr all too often but I’m around from time to time! Things are a bit rough, but I’m trying to do better! And my blue girls are just fine! We appreciate the support.

“[()] SHOW OFF THOSE MUSCLES, SISTER!!! ”

Hey all! Another quick update!

I’ve been feeling a lot more confident lately, and because of this I’ve been wearing more clothes that make me feel comfy too!

I even told my big brother about how I like to present myself, and he took it really well!

Sure these are small steps, but I feel good about it.

Just me and my girls.

Things have been really rough for me for a while now and tbh I really don’t know when things will get better, and because of that I really haven’t been able to dedicate too much time to the selfship and f/o community. I’ll be around from time to time, but if you don’t hear from me for a while that’s why. Thank you to everyone who was kind to me here. Take care!

OOF I move around my Blue Girl wall way too much, but here’s a small update!!!

Another old Nihkee drawing!

HNNNNNGGGHHHH I just…love her so much.

Just me and my BIG STRONG girlfriend. Went to the botanical gardens.

Hnnggghhh I love putting on little fashion shows for my Blue girls.

Haven’t posted in a bit so have a pic of me looking cute and adorable for my Blue girls!

i was relieved not to have to draw a second set of sprites but at the same time i

Ohhh my god. Here we are with another trippy experience. Nihkee’s route oh boy.

So, this is just gonna be some weird rampant speculation so be warned.

In Nihkee’s route the MSPA reader just kinda chills imagining and listening. Whilst doing this however, a series of visions started coming to them in which:

1) Nihkee loses her 2nd leg

2) Nihkee begins hunting you down

3) Mallek, Polypa, and Tegiri try to help you out against Nihkee. Notably with Mallek being unable to disable her cybernetic enhancements. (More than just her leg, as seen with the ending screen she has an enhanced arm and face as well ((She’s also missing part of one of her horns))

4) The readers palmhusk dies and after a year of running they are hunted down and killed by Nihkee.

So, what can be garnered from this? I think one of two things; 

either a) MSPA Reader has some sort of weird magic/psychic ability akin to the Sufferers’ visions of Beforus, but instead seeing visions of alternate/doomed timelines

or b) there’s someone (possibly Doc Scratch) pulling the strings

Hell, maybe even a combination of the two. Now, I think someone, maybe Scratch is pulling the strings because of two main pieces of evidence, the first being Boldir’s bad ending when some mysterious voice says “Again? Must I do everything myself?” This ability for MSPA Reader to see into a bad ending therefore preventing their own death may have been a sort of “gift” or vision from an outside force like scratch. Secondly, there’s a weird line that doesn’t seem to fit in Tirona’s bad end memory; “The puppet’s strings stretch toward the moon.” This may be talking about Tirona, but if we interpret it as Doc Scratch pulling the strings, I mean, he was living on Alternia’s moon after all. Then there’s the obvious puppet symbolism, with Doc Scratch being a puppet and all.

So, who knows, and hey, if you made it through this incoherent ramblin’; thanks :).

More stuff to come after I do Daraya’s route.

I HAVEN’T EVEN SEEN THE FIRST BIT OF DIALOGUE ON  THE ROUTE THIS WAS THE FIRST THING I SAW HELP