#not really sure what to tag

“Stalked your insta, ngl [you] seem really happy and got your life together [sic]” is the first message I saw when I woke up in a hospital room. I couldn’t help but chuckle at just how ridiculously wrong that stranger was. You see, almost 24 hours before I received that message, I was standing on the edge of a train platform, inconsolably crying down the phone to a Samaritans operator and determined to take my own life.

- I rarely like to post actual photos of myself on here, but I just posted a blog about my recent attempt to take my own life and my mental health struggles with anxiety, depression and BPD as well as how social media is a bit of a lie. Would be jazzed if anyone could spare a few seconds to read it/give it some love! You can read it HERE.