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Imagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoiImagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoiImagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoiImagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoiImagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoiImagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoiImagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoiImagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoiImagine:Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoi

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Harry sees you on the street and recognizes your immense and powerful gay energy so he appoints you as the official door person for the Met Gala, with specific instructions to turn away any guests whose outfits don’t meet your incredibly high gay standards. He also lets you choose your favorite of his suits and has it refitted just for you so you have a fancy little outfit to wear while making straight people cry. Also Ocean’s 8 happens and you allow yourself to be successfully seduced by every member of their team as part of the heist.

Gay Rights!!
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You and your friends Harry, Liam, Niall, Zayn and Louis decide to start a community garden in your n

You and your friends Harry, Liam, Niall, Zayn and Louis decide to start a community garden in your neighborhood in an unused back lot. You gather the whole neighborhood together to pool gardening supplies and plants and spend the weekend transforming the lot into the start of a beautiful garden. Zayn and Liam bring pizzas to share with everyone while Niall supplies the beer and Harry and Louis bring freshly made lemonade and cookies. “Y/N,” Liam says while dolling out saplings, “why don’t you go help with the tomato plants?” He and the other boys not so subtly point to where the cute girl who lives across from you is lining up baby tomato plants. With their help you get to know her better and she invites you over to cook a beautiful meal from all the freshly grown organic vegetables with her once the garden starts to grow. Until then, she says, you’ll have to work together coparenting your new brood of tomato babies.


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Imagine: You set up your two best friends, Harry Styles and Paddington Bear, on a date and they fallImagine: You set up your two best friends, Harry Styles and Paddington Bear, on a date and they fallImagine: You set up your two best friends, Harry Styles and Paddington Bear, on a date and they fallImagine: You set up your two best friends, Harry Styles and Paddington Bear, on a date and they fall

Imagine: You set up your two best friends, Harry Styles and Paddington Bear, on a date and they fall in love over their mutual appreciation for marmalade and good manners. Later on they invite you to their colorful quirky wedding where you meet Paddington’s Mom who has recently left her husband and is very appreciative to you for helping her son find love. You hit it off and she takes you on a romantic date in the sewers and draws pictures of you. You fall in love and move in together in a whimsical little flat next to Harry and Paddington’s marmalade shop where you both also work.


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After a magical trip to Disneyland to celebrate Valentines day, Y/N run into Niall at a bar in LA. HAfter a magical trip to Disneyland to celebrate Valentines day, Y/N run into Niall at a bar in LA. HAfter a magical trip to Disneyland to celebrate Valentines day, Y/N run into Niall at a bar in LA. HAfter a magical trip to Disneyland to celebrate Valentines day, Y/N run into Niall at a bar in LA. HAfter a magical trip to Disneyland to celebrate Valentines day, Y/N run into Niall at a bar in LA. HAfter a magical trip to Disneyland to celebrate Valentines day, Y/N run into Niall at a bar in LA. H

After a magical trip to Disneyland to celebrate Valentines day, Y/N run into Niall at a bar in LA. He is so moved by their profound love that he calls up his friends from One Direction (ALL FOUR OF THEM), stating that there’s a gay-mergency. They use their magical boy-bander powers to teleport to the bar, and immediately reform the band for the sole purpose of serenading y/n and her girlfriend on this special night. They break out all the sapphic classics including End of the Day andI Would, and after a mind-blowing performance they fire up the karaoke machine and y/n calls up all her gay friends and it turns into a lesbian/gay boybander solidarity 1D singalong bash with OT5. All the single wlw go home hoarse from singing, and in pairs or trios for sweet Valentines loving. 


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This is the one thing that keeps me going everyday when I’m sad or angry I take one look at his smile and I’m so happy.he will never know who I am but I will never forget him.

HI! I am so sorry for no new updates lately but please send in your requests or questions and tell me if you want a part 3 to dirty little secret I love you guys so much - H

A room, a big room full of screaming girls and a few boys. Some are screaming some are crying some look as if they might pass out. It’s something your used you though you are dating Luke Hemmings the lead singer of one of the biggest “boy bands” in the world. After four years of dealing with this it has no effect on you. You have put up with all of it and you were very used to it. You headed backstage to go find your boyfriend and his band mates.

You walk through the door leading to the main dressing rooms. You are looking in the big room but can’t seem to see anyone, the only thing you can hear is your breath. “Boo” a voice says from behind you. You turn around quickly a smile finding a way on to your face as the doorway behind you shows the one and only Luke. “ you’re so stupid” you say giving him a light push on his shoulder. “I have to go on in 2 minutes you stay back here and chill out” he says grabbing your hands.“okay I’ll see you later” you say standing on your tip toes and giving him a peck on the cheek.

About 30 minutes into the show you hear a noise that sounds like things shutting down,and then the scream of thousands of girls. The room you’re standing in suddenly fills with darkness. “What’s happening” you whisper to your self. Reaching to grab your phone from your pocket only to be lifted in the air. “ WHAT THE FUCK” you say moving with all the strength you have. You are put in a chair scared out of your mind.

All of a sudden you hear music playing a song you’ve never heard before the room is lit up by a screen behind you and screams of teenage girls fill your ears. On the screen it pictures and videos of you and Luke from your first date till up till last night. Luke appears out of now where and gets one one knew in front of you. You cover your mouth with your hands not believing what was going to happen next. “ Y/N Y/L/N you have made the last four years of my life amazing and I can’t thank you enough I have been planning this out for a while,I know I always said I never want marriage cause I was scared of commitment but you’ve changed my perspective on that. So with this ring I would like to ask you will you marry me?” Luke says looking up at you with hopeful eyes. “Yes oh my gosh yes” you say between sobs. He slides the ring down your finger causing you to smile. He grabs you and kisses you deeply. He stands you both up and hold your arm in the air “SHE SAID YES” he screams into a microphone and the crown goes wild making you know this is just the start.

This was a request but I lost the anon request but I did it anyway. I have only one request in my inbox so send stuff in.

You felt a cold coming on it started off with a sore throat and headache but you thought it was nothing. You woke up the next morning with a full on sinus cold. “ ugh” you said out loud. You had plans to go out with Niall today and you had to call him and cancel. You picked up your phone and dialled his number. “ hey princess ready for our date tonight?” Niall said when he picked up the phone. “ that’s why I’m calling Niall I woke up and I’m really sick I have to cancel I’m sorry you replied I’m a cracked voice. ” it’s okay I understand but I’m coming over" Niall replied. “Okay fine ” you said smiling

You fell asleep in your room and when you woke up there was a trail of cough drops leading to the kitchen. You let out a small chuckle and followed them. It led to you the kitchen where there was a cup of tea and a pill. You walked past them into the living room where you saw Niall standing with open arms. “ come here I’m gonna take care of you for as long as you need.” Niall said and he brought you into his chest. “ Niall please I don’t wanna make you sick ill be fine” you replied trying to get out of his grip. “ no my princess is sick and I won’t be able to do anything knowing that.” He replied sitting you both on the couch. You spent the next 2 days cuddling and watching re runs of tv shows. But 1 week later Niall was sick and you were the one returning all the favours.

Sitting at home was a bore, you decided why not go out to dinner with your best friend Sarah. Deciding where to go was the hard part, there were so many restaurants in the middle of London. You two decided on a fancy place called Frinos where you have steaks and a lot of good food. You put on your fanciest outfit that made you feel really good, you loved having light makeup but enough to make you seem awake. Arriving about fifteen minutes later, you realize there are only one other group of people there which you end up being seated next to them. You casually look over and spot a very handsome guy sitting on the end, his hair quaffed back and dressed in a suit. His eyes met mine and gave me a smirk. I gladly returned it. Soon after exchanging quick glances, he walked over and took the empty chair by me and said “Hi, im zayn” “I’m Y/N” I replied shyly. “No your beautiful” he flirted back to me, I blushed In response. “You want to catch up sometime and have diner?” he asked me. “Sure” I replied. He wrote his number on my hand.

Outift:http://www.polyvore.com/meeting_zayn/set?id=125496583

It was a hot summer day in Miami. You had planned a party with your friends on the beach in your backyard and you had access to your own area of the beach. Yeah, you were rich because you were a model, a Victoria secret model. Cara, Cassandra, and Kate showed up at your beach house in their swimsuits and you guys headed out to the beach. It was about ten minutes later that you were interrupted when tanning by the screaming of teenage girls. Soon a guy showed up around the same area with his 6 other friends. You had to admit he was cute and he has sexy abs when in the ocean. You continued to tan glancing over at him once in a while. Soon the boy was throwing a football back and forth with his friend, it ended up right next to you throwing sand on your back. Standing up, you through the ball back to the boy. “Nice, cute and athletic, you already stole my heart.” the boy said with his thick English accent. “Yea, I have brothers so I learned to throw a ball.” You winked at the guy. “Louis, that’s me.” He said. “My names y/n” You replied to the now named boy. “Well want to hang in the ocean with me.” Louis asked. You gladly accepted.

Outfit:http://www.polyvore.com/meeting_louis/set?id=124883650

You knew better than to do this because you needed to get the report done to graduate. It was your final year in college to become a doctor but you had to write a 10 page report about your college experiences and how it helped you become a better person in order to graduate.  It was about 7:00 and you have about 7 pages done. Allyson, your best friend, had texted you asking for you to go to a party her friend through as a graduation party. Although it was a bad decision you decided to go. For the party you put on a cute outfit that you adored because it showed your body that you were okay with but not a model body. *1 hour later*

As you danced next to Allyson with a tequila in your hand and yes you were 19. Soon your eyes landed on a group of guys none of them you had ever seen before. One in particular caught your eye. He was dressed in black skinny jeans with a white t-shirt and a plaid jacket tied around his waist. He was pretty buff. The guy noticed you staring and walked over “Hey Babe, I’m Liam” He said with his thick English accent

“Hi, I’m Y/N” “Your cute here’s my number and I hope to see you sometime else” Liam said while writing with a pen his number on your arm due to no paper around.

This night was totally worth not working on your paper for.

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Thanks guys I’m back!!! Posting once or twice a day. I love and miss you guys so much. HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A HAPPY SUMMER AND REQUEST THIS SUMMER :)

 

Harry- You were walking, your normal morning walk. Gigi, your big lab was running in front of you making you pick up your pace. A lot was on your mind between just trying to find a flat or finding your way around. Recently you had made the drastic decision to move to England in a small town known as Cheshire. You previously worked as a model with a company that worked in London. So you transferred here. To break you outta your thoughts, Gigi barked. A guy was walking in the opposite direction and you had to admit he was pretty fit. His hair pulled back in a ponytail with Nike shorts and no shirt which showed off his perfect tattoos which you adored. “Hey, cute dog!” he yelled in his thick English accent. “Thanks!” “Your American aye?” the guy asked when we stood face to face taking a breather. “Yep, I moved here for a job about a week ago.” you replied. “Well your pretty cute and if you need anything call me” he handed me a piece of paper with his number on it. He ran away and turned for a moment and winked at me “Welcome to Cheshire!”

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Hey guys- I love how much support I get ❤❤ as you noticed I haven’t posted in a while, my mom

Hey guys- I love how much support I get ❤❤ as you noticed I haven’t posted in a while, my mom is having very bad heart issues that cause her to go into the hospital every week. I also have some bullying going on at my school towards me. Its depressing, but I love you guys because you treat me amazing which is the support I need at this time. Please keep requesting ONLY PREFERENCES until I get more time. Thank you so much-
Katelyn, the photo is from my dance recital ❤❤ my favorite costume and picture


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-Your POV-

Niall was acting really weird lately, I mean we were always the couple that had sex every minute of every night but since he has gotten back from tour 2 weeks ago. He has never even bothered taking it deeper than a kiss. We were going out to dinner tonight just the two of us to celebrate his new perfume debut. My outfit was a short dress which made Niall crazy which I knew that from experience but what was hidden under the dress would make Ni even more crazy. I had bought it just for tonight. We were gonna have sex if he liked it or not.

“Babe you ready” Niall yelled up the stairs “Yeah!” I yelled back. I slowly made my way down to see niall dressed in a suit ready to go. “You look great tonight” Niall said to me “Your not so bad yourself” I replied cheekly back. The dinner date was so boring all we did was eat but I was so ready for irish cream dessert ;) We got in the car and arrived home really quick. When we got inside Niall went up to the bedroom and layed watching tv. “What are you doing” I asked disappointedly “Watching tv gonna play FIFA in a minute why?” he said with his thick irish acent which made me really wet. “Wanna play with something else?” I asked. He moaned “What do you have in mind?” He asked with a smirk. I stripped off my dress to reveal my pink langire. He got a hard on instantly. I strattled him. I didn’t have enough in me to go through the process so I just plopped his big member in me. Riding him was the best feeling ever, his big hands caressing my boobs. “Taylah” niall moaned. It didn’t take long to feel that feeling in my stomach, I was gonna cum “I’m gonna cum Niall!” I moaned as my orgasm happened. I jumped off and sucked Niall until he came in my mouth. “Love you tay I missed this” “you too ni” We layed cuddling watching tv for the rest of the night. Sorry if it’s short it’s my first proper smut so I have many requests and I love it! I’ll post two or three this weekend with gifs! Request my loves :) Katelyn

You groan under your breath when you feel Niall shift next to you. It was his first night back and although you loved him to bits- you were exhausted. The thing is, even though he’s ‘the cute one’ he’s freaking crazy in bed, especially when he’s been away from 6 months. 

“Niall, its too early,” You grab hold of him, like you always do when he wants to run off too early and weight him down like an anchor, your bare legs wrapped around his naked waist, “stay with me, please” you finish your thought with a whisper.

To your surprise, he wraps his arms around your body in response and you loosen your grip. 

“Thank you,” you look up at him and smile at his ruffled hair, blonde with tell tail signs of brunette finding their way through.

“I missed you,” He murmurs under his breath, his voice rough with sleep, “ This feels nice.” He leans close and kisses your forehead gently, then your cheek, then your closed eye. 

“Niallll, “ you groan, pulling away from him, but honestly you’re relieved to have him back with you. It takes you all but 2 seconds to scoot back into his embrace. 

“Your bed’s been empty without you…considering I snuck in and used it when you weren’t here,” you say, resting your head comfortably on his chest.

“Its not sneaking in if you have a key, Y/N,” he says, a soft laugh playing with his voice. You feel his fingers graze your bare back as he strokes your loose hair.

“I like you being here..I like coming home and knowing your here..it’s..welcoming.”

You look up at him, smiling a tiny bit but mostly retaining your composure. 

“Because I’m rad, “ you sit up happily, sitting back on your heel and facing him, “How much did you miss me? Did you write me a song?” 

He smiles widely and sits across from you, “One in particular. I think you’ll love it,” he says, chuckling again in that way he does where its not really a chuckle its just a obnoxious laugh.

You laugh along with him then nod excitedly, “Well go in. I’m waiting.”

“Its short, unfinished. Will you marry me?”

You stare at him for a second before a nervous chuckle escapes your mouth.

“I..are you…w..NIALL!” you yell at him, looking right into his eyes, only noticing now that he looks pretty embarrassed.

“You can’t ask me here! I’m naked! I’m..i’m..my hair’s a mess..I..oyu have to wait till i’m showered! Take me somewhere nice! …buy me dinner! ..then I’ll say yes!” 

He lets out a soft breath then chuckles, “So you’re telling me no? Because you don’t look cute enough? How is that my fault?” He leans in, just enough for you to know he’s about to kiss you, then stops for a second, “ Why should I be the one punished?”

“Because, I’m your princess?” Your breath catches a bit because of the proximity.

He chuckles, “What am I gonna do with you?”

“Kiss me,” you whisper back before his lips touch yours and they start doing this dance you’ve both been rehearsing since the first time they’d touched. 

“So how about,” he says, shifting his weight so he’s made his way over you, “I have my way with you now, then ask you again after..I know exactly when I can get you to say yes.” He smirks slightly, hinting to how easy you are to persuade when you’re close.

“Niallll,” you groan, leaning in an dkissing him again, “ I wanna be able to tell people this story, it has to be great. You have one job.”

He chuckles softly then pulls away and stands, “Fine, i’m gonna go get ready. Pack your surprised face because this is gonna be great.”

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Ask me for another.

“Wake up! ” someone screams as they shake you and you immediately open your eyes. It’s Y/B/F/N. 

A soft groan lips through your lips, then a sigh is quickly to follow. You sit up. 

“Hey, thanks for coming,” you speak, wiping your eyes to get the sleep out of them as she climbs up on the bed and opens up the huge tub of ‘Ben and Jerry’s Chocolate Fudge Brownie’ Ice cream. She hands you a spoon and smile softly. 

“Now tell me,” she starts as she digs her own spoon into the bucket, “exactly what happened. Oh and check your phone, its been buzzing none stop.”

You gasp excitedly and reach over to the nightstand for your phone, grabbing it and typing in your pin, ending up straight in your messages. You sigh, “It’s just Niall. ”

“Niall as in..?” she questions, the spoon still in her mouth. 

“Yup, that niall,” You read through his text. 

Hey, did everything go okay? 

I know you said you didn’t want to speak to me, but are you okay?

Can I come over?

Y/N you don’t need him, you have me. 

You groan and quickly text him back, your fingers dancing over the keys, “ Niall, I told you not to text me anymore. Its done, okay? It won’t ever happen again. Let it go.”

“He..doesn’t want to st-” before you can finish your best friend throws a pillow at you angrily and it knocks you right in the face.

“Are you fucking kidding me? You told me it was a sex thing, not an affair thing. You said it was just cheating!”

“..I..it is!”

“Fucking right, "she rolls her eyes and takes another mouthful of ice cream, "Please sort yourself out, Y/N. God.”

“I’m sorted…I love Harry…I do..I definitely d-"you stop when another text comes in.

I can’t. You know what we had was real. I’m not letting you go. 

And you can’t help but smile when you get it. 

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I wake up all at once when a beam of light hits me right in the face, smacking the sleep out of my body. I groan, rolling over so I can try to hide from it, but the banging in my head is too bad to ignore. 

“You’re up,” I hear from the other side of the room. I look up to find niall just finished pulling the blinds closed.

“I’m up,” I murmur gently, slowly sitting up so I don’t aggravate my headache too much, “..why am I here?" 

"I found you at MLK last night, trying to suck Michael’s face off,” he replies with a weird mixture of tenseness and playfulness.

Michael, my ex. The one I dated for 2 weeks before I realised all he wanted was sex. He’d had me pinned down against my own bed before my room mate came home and saved me. 

“…fuck, ” I mutter out under my breath grudgingly before downing an advil and knocking back some water with it, “..thank you…you’re..just..you’re the best friend I could ask for, Niall." 

He smiles softly and comes closer to me, resting his gently hands on my shoulders, "No problem…but, mia..why were you there? You were fucking wasted..”

I didn’t have the heart to tell him that for every shot I had, I smoked a blunt.

“I just..I needed to get away from this shit,” I let out a short sigh and look up at him, trying to hold in the tears that I knew would come if I kept speaking, “Meaning school and whatever. Hey, I’m starved…I could use some of those famous pancakes! " 

I smile at him, trying to distract him. He’s always been easily distracted by food. This time, though, he just sighs in a frustrated sort of way.

"What’s wrong with you, Mia?You’re just..you’re going in this downward spiral…I’m worried,” he says before stepping back and away from the bed.

“Ni, I’m fine,” I reply, climbing off of the bed and walking the 5 feet to his kitchen. He had a studio student accommodation, which wasn’t that impressive but it was more than I had. 

I quickly grab a box of cereal and start pouring it into a cup since I know for a fact that all his bowls were broken, “Please just drop it.”

He sighs and seems to give up, walking over to the mini fridge to get some milk. He sets it beside me then stares at me for a second. I have to try really hard to pretend I don’t notice, “Just know i’m here,okay? I'mhere and i’m worried.”

“You don’t have to be worried. I’m fine. Stop freaking out,” I take the milk from him and pour it into the cup.

“Whatever you say.”

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Part 3?

“What do you mean he left?” the angry voice rages on the other side of the phone. You were sat on your white, fluffy bed sheets, the covers around you tightly. If you’re being honest with yourself, maybe you were trying to suffocate yourself with the fabric.

“He walked out of the door and left me here..he left me here sobbing..I can’t believe he j-” you can’t finish the thought so you just suck it up and keep speaking, “he left about 2 hours ago…and he wouldn’t answer my calls, Y/B/F…please. I really need you right now.”

She lets out an exasperated sigh on the other side, “Y/n, I’m so so sorry, I can’t right now. I’m at work…I’ll try to drop by soon, okay? When work gets out..just go to bed. Take a nap..try to relax.”

You nod, even though she can’t see you and kick the sheets away, flopping down on the bed, “I just feel like shit, all the time,” you sigh as you speak.

“..Maybe he’ll forgive you..maybe he’ll come back..that is his house after all…anyway, hey, Y/N, I really have to go. See you to night,” she replies quickly before the line goes dead and you’re left there with your thoughts.

You lie there and take a deep breath before your sobs start tumbling out again. You try to stop every now and then but you remember the look on his face and another round bubbles back up.

“I need you harry, I need you,” you whisper to yourself, simultaneously bringing up your phone so you can see the screen.

You click onto the twitter app and before you know it you’re typing, ‘Loosing someone is the worst, especially when you know its your fault.’

You take a deep breath when you’re done and quickly go onto your messages, reading through your 10 unanswered texts and start typing another one. “ I’m in a bad place right now. I’ve done things that i’m so disgusted by, but please- this is the only place i’d be sure you read my message. Please Harry, I’ll tell you everything, anything you want to know, please. I love you, you’re everything to me.”

You take a deep breath and click send, almost immediately the little delivered button changes to read, but still, no reply. 

Anger swells up in you and you find yourself chucking your phone across the bed and screaming. 

“Oh fuck, Harry, Please!” you yell to no-one, more tears streaming down. Why are you such a fuck up? You make every mistake over andover again and ruin what little happiness you have. 

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I hope you guys know that I wasn’t even planning on continuing this, but I’m trying to make up for my long absence. Love you <3

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“All I have is you, Harry!” you scream behind him, your throat stinging from crying so hard. You stumble down the stairs behind  him, grabbing onto the the back of his suitcase, trying to keep him from taking another stop.

“PLEASE!” you scream again, looking right up at his seemingly devastated face. His usually bright, cheerful eyes were now  drooping and puffy from tears, “HARRY, I FUCKING NEED YOU, PLEASE! You can’t do this to us!” You try again, trembling hands gripping onto the harsh fabric of his suitcase. 

“DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE, Y/N,” he screams back at you, his whole body shaking with anger. He drops his side of the bag and steps closer, his voice shaking as he yells, “YOU fucking cheated on ME. You broke MY heart.”

You can’t help but wrap your arms around his body and start sobbing, so desperate yo u’d do anything. “Please” you begg, sliding down onto your knees.  "Please, Harry, please. i’m so sorry..please.“

You look up into his heart broken face and another burst of sobs slip between your lips.

"Don’t. Don’t fucking do this. You did this, you have to live with it. I hope every time you fucking see him, every time you lie in our bed..you fucking remember what you did us..how could you do this to me?” he looks down at you again, tears trickling down his cheeks slowly. 

“It was a mistake, harry. Please..i’m on my knees, i’m begging..I need you,” You say, reaching up to take his hand, but he just jerks away wordlessly. 

“Don’t,” He finally speaks before grabbing hold of his suitcase, and walking towards the front door, leaving you there, sobbing on your knees.

He stops briefly at the threshold and looks back at you, shaking his head, “10 fucking times, Y/N. 10 times?”

“I was lost, harry…you..you were gone so much..I..please..youre the love of my life-” you begin, but he cuts you off. 

“…I even fucking bought you a ring..I was going to fucking PROPOSE to you, Y/N. I even fucking told my mother…and you were here..sucking his cock…do you even-”

“I’m so sorry, harry, i’m so so so sorry, "your words fade out when your sobs get louder. You close your eyes and covers your face with your hand, trying to get a grip on yourself. 

You just sit there when you here the door close behind the love or your life, just wanting to punch yourself for bring such an idiot, for letting the love of your life go, for some stupid fling.

Part 2! 

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