#ponderings

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Currently debating with myself whether or not to set this blog completely NSFW and start posting really lewd photos of myself.

I want to do it, and it’ll happen soon, I think. I just don’t know if I’m quite ready yet.

Maybe this world isn’t big enough. For what, I don’t know, I just have the sense that we’re all a little small here, the earth included.

I’m not sure if it is just me, but I don’t get how people can talk all day, everyday. I don’t like it. I start to feel suffocated. I try to explain this to the certain people that do want to talk to me all day everyday, and for a while they are fine and calm down, but very slowly they start to do it again which is really annoying. I’m not going to change, it’s who I am. I’m not a people person. It’s not like it’s even the first time i’ve told them about it, so then they wonder why I get annoyed.. Which then makes me feel bad, but shouldn’t they feel bad for doing something constantly which they know the other person doesn’t like? 

I gazed out my window and saw a breathtakingly beautiful full moon. It shone so brightly, the markings on the surface so clear, that I couldn’t take my eyes of it for a moment. I was completely enamoured. I knew none of the cameras in my possession would be able to take a good enough photo to capture its stunning brightness and elegance, so I decided to not even bother. But still, I wanted to try after I finished my prayer. I closed my eyes and continued but when I opened them again the moon was gone. 

A beautiful opportunity doesn’t wait for anyone.

I’m finding that once you meet enough people in your life, every new person you meet thereafter reminds you in some way of someone you know. And once in a while, you meet someone and a mannerism, or their way of speaking, or something, tugs at your heart, even though you don’t even know a thing about them. And you realise that it’s because that mannerism or way of speaking or even their aura reminds you of someone you more than knew. Someone who meant something special to you, someone especially close to your heart, someone you used to, and if you were honest with yourself, still, love.   

Has anyone ever tried to make ethereal deathrock? It sounds contradictory, but who knows.

Y’all want to know a secret about Amaranth?

Considered turning it into a JoonKook x Reader poly. But then I was like eh I’d feel bad about springing that on people suddenly.

Mhm.

This is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen is all I’m saying. Legit melting into a puddle of love and affection rn

Waking up was hard after 2 hours of sleep but watching them perform was so worth it. They sounded so good hnnnn ❤️

Run BTS is gonna be the new Louder Than Bombs huh?

I have never been so thrilled to watch someone else sleep at 6:53am

kookieswan:

I woke up to a vlive of a chair……???????

TAE

Yo is he taking a nap. I haven’t looked at any translations and I just-

I woke up to a vlive of a chair……???????

kookieswan:

Inked Flora Masterlist

Poly!TattooArtists!VMin X Florist!Reader (f)

Genre: TattooArtist(s) x Florist AU, Poly AU, fluff, eventual smut, strangers to lovers, established relationship VMin, drabble series!

Summary: Finally having the means to, you purchase a small shop where you can live out your dreams as a florist. Everything is fine and dandy till two heavily tattooed and pierced men wander through your door claiming to need flowers for inspiration.

My full Masterlist found here!

Nsfw/18+ , Fluff , Angst

Main Story

Snippets

Inked Flora is officially a drabble series similar to Handlebars. This essentially means that I won’t be updating it in chronological order because honestly I have too many other AUs to do that with and want to write for this too!

Hope everyone’s cool with that ❤️

I’ll be answering questions later! And tomorrow. I’m currently writing the next part of SoU and am really into it so

(I hope to have that out tomorrow too!!!!)

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