#clingy

if u can fall asleep when things are bad between us then it shows me u dont care what could happen when u wake up

waiting for someone message you back after you’ve been clinging is intense

I’m not sure if it is just me, but I don’t get how people can talk all day, everyday. I don’t like it. I start to feel suffocated. I try to explain this to the certain people that do want to talk to me all day everyday, and for a while they are fine and calm down, but very slowly they start to do it again which is really annoying. I’m not going to change, it’s who I am. I’m not a people person. It’s not like it’s even the first time i’ve told them about it, so then they wonder why I get annoyed.. Which then makes me feel bad, but shouldn’t they feel bad for doing something constantly which they know the other person doesn’t like? 

My heart is full, for the One I’ve yet to meet.

I just need to find that person, so we can mutually share that love.

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Why are the majority of people on dating sites either:

- Only on there to promote their Instagram.

- Twice the size of me.

- Look 10 years older than they are.

- Think alcohol and drugs are personality traits (and that’s somehow a good thing??).

- Have tattoos/piercings covering their whole body.

- Super overly religious, to the point of wanting to marry God/Jesus instead??

- Want hook-ups or not serious at all about a relationship.

- Fake/scammer/spammers/liars.

- Don’t know how to hold a conversation.

Are there any normal people out there like me who actually want a serious long term relationship??

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I want true love.

The kind where:

- We look forward to seeing and talking with each other.

- We can do nothing together, but it’s still the best day for both of us.

- We can cling to each other and feel the love flowing through each other.

- We can talk openly about anything and everything without being worried about saying too much.

- We hold hands while going for walks together.

- We can say “I love you” over and over again, yet it still makes us feel full every time.

- We stay together after hard times, and work together to get through it.

- The sex is from the love we have for each other, not from a temporary want.

- It’s based entirely on connection and the love for each other, not just material things.

- We can trust each other completely, knowing that we’ll be together for a lifetime.

And other things like that…

I want true love. I want my soulmate. I want the One for me.

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I’ve been unloved far longer than I’ve ever been loved.

I hope one day it will be the opposite.

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why won’t you just let me be selfish for once?! can’t you see i’m deeply, absolutely, madly, truly, crazily, completely, entirely in love with you?! just let me have you all to myself!!

you make me so crazy, but it’s crazywithlove, i’m so fucking crazyinlove with you!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

i know i’m not the one 

but can i at least pretend? 

the way you talk about others..

makes me want to explode.

why don’t you say those things about me?

we don’t need anybody else! just each other. think of only me.♡

you’re just too cute