#ren rambles

the theorizing around manatreed’s identity was a modern day equivalent to Sherlock’s TJLC conspiracy and his stream right now is 2022’s Apple Tree Yard in this essay I will

It has been quite some time since I’ve posted here.

School has kept me very busy and it’s even kept me from having the energy to really do anything related to my religion. I feel bad about it, but I know the Gods are forgiving about it.

But, I did take a huge step forward in my shadow work and healing. I’ve had a ring on my left ring finger for six years and it has some traumatic memories and feelings attached to it. I tried to cleanse it and mentally separate it from the association. I tried for many years but I couldn’t.

Thursday, I was encouraged by friends to finally let go of it. I’ve been wanting to replace it for a few months and finally, finally had the courage to get rid of it. I was at the beach, a place that used to be my healing and comfort place until after what happened, and I stepped into the water on the opposite coast of where I came into possession of the ring.

I took a deep breath, said my goodbye, and threw it as far as I could into the ocean. Immediately, a weight lifted from my chest and shoulders and I could’ve cried. My friends said that I looked lighter. Carefree.

I have a replacement coming. A little Raven with a garnet. A friend to replace the one I lost. I’ll miss my turtle ring, but it was only holding me down and keeping me stuck in the past. It was time to let it go.

In other news, I got a beautiful Lovers tapestry for my apartment and hung up some of my art around my altar that used to sit on it. A cypress and moss candle for Hades that he adores. I have a new necklace as well from a friend for my birthday back in January and it’s of Cerberus. I wear it often. And Kai, my Raven companion, has finally stopped audibly harassing me in class. He was testing my possible Clairaudience and I told him to knock it off. The little trickster.

loveangelic69:

FUCK A BREAKUP! YOU EVER WANTED TO REREAD A FIC, AND THE AUTHOR DEACTIVATED THEIR ACCOUNT.

randomlonelytorment:

Me vibing to songs that are in a language that I don’t speak a single word of:

*gets“Sawarasenai ✨ kimi wa shoujo na no ? Boku wa yarichin bicchi no osu dayo ”flashbacks*

gaysparklywizard:

pyjamacryptid:

been listening to a lot of instrumental music and when violins and cellos swell into a crescendo that makes my breath hitch and that spot nestled behind my solar plexus tingle and sear - like when you cup your hands around a mug of too-hot tea and it slightly stings yet it’s still pleasant, but that feeling is inside your chest…. that’s the good shit

there’s a debussy piano trio in g major that’s piano, violin, and cello and the key changes in it are fantastic and it’s just,,, fucking fantastic. it’s amazing. beautiful.

I’m pretty sure I found the one you meant (andantino con moto allegro?) and there were some Serious Flutters in my chest at those key changes, holy shit. thank you for recommending it to me! I love it

been listening to a lot of instrumental music and when violins and cellos swell into a crescendo that makes my breath hitch and that spot nestled behind my solar plexus tingle and sear - like when you cup your hands around a mug of too-hot tea and it slightly stings yet it’s still pleasant, but that feeling is inside your chest…. that’s the good shit

i really need to start keeping a doodle/comic diary or something because the exchanges I have with my family - especially in the kitchen - are too chaotic not to record

Thoughts on the recent Nintendo Direct.

Now that I have a bit of time, I’m just going to jot down my thoughts on the recent Nintendo Direct. These are just remarks on games that I had interest in so if anyting seems missing, that’s why.

• Super Mario Maker 2… Slopes and more!
• Super Smash Bros Ultimate version 3.0 update… can’t wait to play as Joker. *looks at the upcoming amiibo* Is Pokémon Trainer♀️ in the same boat as Robin♀️?
• Captain Toad Treasure Tracker… I don’t have the game so the bundle looks rather tempting.
• Bloodstained: Ritual of the Night… I’ve played Curse of the Moon on the 3DS so Ritual of the Night already has my interest.
• Yoshi’s Crafted World… downloaded the demo. I’ll have to play it later.
• Fire Emblem: Three Houses… I’m not exactly great at tactical RPGs (and yet I play Fire Emblem Heroes) so this one is a tough “maybe” for me. Sothis… her ears and eyes are telling me possible manakete. Should I delve into this game, I’m leaning towards Black Eagles. It also looks like there’s going to be an unarmed/fist weapon skill based on the 22:40 timestamp of the direct where a fella named Caspar is using a set of Iron Gauntlets as weapons and the weapon icon is that of a fist. I don’t recall any of the previous Fire Emblem games where the human/beorc units are using a fist-based attack. I feel that the GIF below by @vilkalizer is now very appropriate.

• Deltarune… clever way of keeping things spoiler-free.
• Chocobo’s Mystery Dungeon Every Buddy… I’ve enjoyed the a good portion of the Pokémon subset of the Mystery Dungeon games. I hope the Chocobo’s subset of Mystery Dungeon games are just as good. I just need to remember the hunger system… which is a bit of a pain for me considering that I’m the type of person that likes to explore every single room when it comes to games in the dungeon crawler and roguelike genres.
• Legend of Zelda: Link’s Awakening… I’ve been playing the Virtual Console version on my 3DS recently so this probably makes a nice opportunity do a side-by-side comparison.

smol-green-angry:

rb with your signature keysmash in the tags i’m curious

acanvasofabillionsuns:

y’know what’s an excellent trope is when two characters are dating and one of them’s like “aww you like me?? that’s so embarrassing” (bonus points if the other character is like “we’re?? dating???”)

good stuff right there

also the alternate version of 
A: “you like meeeeeeeeee- we’re dating and you like meeeeeee”
B: “we’re?? dating??? (w h a t ? ? ?)”

ablednt:

RSD check

• Your friends don’t secretly hate you
• You’re not a bad person for things you did and said months or years ago that you now recognize as bad
• You aren’t cringe for being excited about things
• You don’t talk too much
• If you feel sick from intrusive thoughts/rsd please sip on some water, get a blanket or plush to cuddle, put on some music or a video that makes you feel happy
• You are loved <3

suddenlymute:

thanks for the tag, @flystarships!! 

rules: list your 5 favorite ships and tag 5 people 

i don’t really have favorite ships so, in no particular order, here are some that i like in general: 

1. Killugon (Killua x Gon from Hunter X Hunter) 

2. Maeve x Hector (from Westworld) 

3.Mileven (Mike and Eleven from Stranger Things) 

4.Ineffable Husbands (Crowley x Aziraphale from Good Omens) 

5. Ruby x Olivia (from On My Block) 

tagging:@sinistersparrowz@just-perhaps@solicitous-lyo@main-chive@raaindropps

hey thanks @suddenlymute:D

to the tune of the fifth day of christmas: five favourite shipsssss:
(also i forgot what ships were halfway through the list and-)

1. logince (logan x roman, sanders sides)
2. zukka (zuko x sokka, avatar: the last airbender)
3. merthur (merlin x arthur, merlin)
4. garnet (ruby x sapphire, steven universe)
5. johnlock (john x sherlock, sherlock)
   

taggery:@acanvasofabillionsuns@figurative-siren-song@ratherstarryeyed@emo-disaster@flowercrowns-n-punks

ratherstarryeyed:

raaindropps:

vioaeon:

aghostwritesforme:

fireflywritingstories:

hqxreader:

of-heroes-and-dreams:

bbinie:

rules: go on pinterest and type in “[your name] core aesthetics” and make a mb!

tagged by:@snoozusmooch!!!

tagging:@puffpuffluv@eunseokki@taeyongslefteyebrow@ridin-and-rolling-reloading@weebheejin@gdragonsbitch@sratrbl and anyone else that wants to do this!!

Nea, I was dying to do it thank you so much bby @kemochie

It’s the first time ever I made a moodboard, you can tell I suck at it.

I tag: @r-atsumu,@xurikyuu,@ohmythatmiya,@hqxreader,@givemebokutoandiwaand@keijination if they want to!!

Thank you Ma @of-heroes-and-dreams​ I wanted to do this but I’ve never done a moodboard before so uh.. this is a little all over the place haha

There was so much Taylor Swift, Roger Taylor, and Chuck Taylor sneakers that this was kinda hard  

Tagging:@ohmythatmiya​@bokuto-trash​@a-simp-for-haikyuu​@simp4tsukkii​@fireflywritingstories​@skiyoosmi​ and anyone else if ya wanna do it

Thank you for the tag Taylor @hqxreader​ I’ve always wanted to do a moodboard. 

Mine is so grunge and messy haha.

I’ll tag my cute Lovelies @oyasenpai​@shouyouwrites​@aghostwritesforme​@dramaqueenweeb1469​@tobiosbabie​@kaidasen​@xyelikestobio​@sufiawrites​

This was so much fun, thanks for tag @fireflywritingstories

i struggled a little there ngl it was my first time if it wasn’t painfully obvious

Tagging the amazing @tokoyami-squad the wonderful @chillfeitan the spectacular @alluwuvium the magnificent @missmarj the fantastic @sneyrwrites the grand @vioaeon and ofc the lovely @visaintes

Thanks so much for the tag, @aghostwritesforme ! This was so hard and so fun ! 

I did two. The first one is for my name, Vio. The second one is for my name, Rumi. 

I kind of like the second one more, but I don’t know. I like to think they both look good !

Tagging:@just-perhaps@antisocialdragonenby@raaindropps@atelierwriting@linariouswrites@solicitous-lyo@main-chive@19bottlesofdishsoap@vessel-fox​@nothingisliteral

Ari Doesn’t Know How To Make Moodboards: Part 3

I might add Sweetheart’s in a bit once I get permission

Tagging@ratherstarryeyed@flowercrowns-n-punks@acanvasofabillionsuns @ antone bca I forgot all ym friends

i spent more time getting this Exactly Right than i think i’d like to admit yk what i Might be a bit of a perfectionist y’all

i am tagging mm Not Many People sooo do it if u want but also u don’t have to i’m tired: @main-chive,@kaijuvenom, aaaand @yellogazello

ah - thank you @flowercrowns-n-punks-@vioaeon - @ratherstarryeyed for the tag 
so this is half ren and half irl-name, but i think the dichotomy fits me well :D

oh tags: @figurative-siren-song​@enderbird​@emo-disaster​ (uh. if you don’t want to do it, that’s chill, you don’t need to justify yourself to me - if you don’t want me to tag you in these, lmk, i’ll try my best to remember, and if you want to do it and weren’t tagged, go for it y’all)

raaindropps:

Wow, thanks @solicitous-lyo

Nicknames: Ari, drywall, Aristo, A

Zodiac: Leo

Height: 5'2

Hogwarts: ????

Last thing I googled: “Meriange”

Song stuck in my head: For the record (36 questions)

# of followers: Two-fourty-something

Amount of sleep: 7 hrs?

Lucky number; Six

Dream Job: Uhh????

Wearing: Imagine Jim from Treasure Planet but with black pants

Favorite Song: Halestorm cover of Bad Romance

Favorite instrument: Drums or guitar

Favorite author: Benjamin Alire Sáenz

Favorite animal noise: Anything a pig says

Aesthetic: Punk/Angelcore

Random: I Dislike Flies

@main-chive@acanvasofabillionsuns@vioaeon@figurative-siren-song @ anyone but please don’t feel obligated to finish?

solicitous-lyo:

Finna do an rb for this cause I won’t remember any of this- BUT thank you for the tag @greenteaturmoil ! You’re a peach sir

Nickname: Lyo, Lyon, Cheese, and solute apparently

Zodiac: Aries

Height: somewhere between 5’4 and 5’5, every time I check it’s different-

Hogwarts: Hufflepuff

Last thing I googled: cardiomyopathy and arrhythmia

Song stuck in my head: Bambi by Hippo Campus

Number of followers: 354 (holy shi-)

Amount of sleep: 6 to 8 hours

Lucky number: uhhh…. 3?

Dream Job: don’t ask me this I have too many-

Wearing: wait- right now? Uh my Virgil shirt and gay pride boxers….

Favorite song: why are you making me choose- okay, right now I’m into Are You Satisfied by Marina and the diamonds

Favorite instrument: electric guitar!

Favorite author: oh, ummm…. Shel Silverstein, Daniel Haack, or Tove Jansson!

Favorite animal noise: oooh that’s a good one! I like quail noises cause they sound so odd and round and jiggly if you get what I mean? Or guinea pigs!!!!

Aesthetic: goth/punk but also pastel

Random: I’m making a cake rn to surprise my mom!

And I’ll tag….. @justtrashperson@dante1138@harmonious-honeycomb@logan-sanders-enthusiast@youthquake-in-the-making@lavender-mochi@igosploosh@logicalberry@multi-fandom-remy@vioaeon@irei-art@starbucks-remy@wroammin@arc-gx@catadoodles@raaindropps@tiny-pan-penguin

Feel free to give it a pass y’all!! No pressure

greenteaturmoil:

thanks for the tag @joyfultimetravelbanana ,, I started a new thread bc the other was super long

17 QUESTIONS TO GET TO KNOW ME

Nickname:Cal, Jewboy (I’m Ashkenazi), Leb, Rough pudding

Zodiac:Pisces

Height:5'6"

Hogwarts:honestly don’t know

Last thing I googled: silverfish

Song Stuck in my head: Cemetary- AViVA

Number of followers: 570

Amount of sleep: usually between 7 and 10 hours

Lucky number: 13

Dream job: teacher but also actor or some kind of entertainer

Wearing:shorts and my bright orange tee that I got to replace the orange tee from camp which got blood on it ://

Favourite Song: maybe little red riding hood? possibly something from the black album or a classic BÖC song. Idk

Favourite instrument: BASS GUITAR BABEY

Favourite Author: My boy Neil

Favourite Animal Noise: the purr that chickens do when u pet them. or that Google parrot that yells TICKLE TICKLE (please search animal noises on Google and find the parrot. you won’t be dissapointed)

Aesthetic:Eboy but slightly more punk

Random:found another spider in my hair

imma tag u guys but feel free to not do it if u don’t wanna- @duskodair@scared-ghosthunter@solicitous-lyo@elvenella@lavender-mochi@justtrashperson@stargazing-squidd@nb-queer

ur meant to tag 17 but I’m gonna tag u 8 and pass out

mmm thank you ari

Nickname: Ren, assorted pet names

Zodiac: virgo

Height: 5'3" (sjkdhfkjsd i’m taller than ari too??? another person!!!)

Hogwarts: ravenclaw (get that good blue and bronze)

Last thing I googled: “ frog instrument”

Song stuck in my head: the stupid- the AAAAAAA-OOOOOO one (https://rose-gold-roman.tumblr.com/post/616148511954731008/moria-lothlorien-gayaergia this stupid thing)

Number of followers: dude like three? probably more but tumblr’s being whiny and won’t show me

Amount of sleep: 9h y’all i am the Epitome of Health

Lucky number: 7 yeah come at me I liked prime numbers that appeared in the days of the week and rainbows 

Dream job: SCIENCE (uh- chemical engineering or biochemistry)

Wearing: big sweater. huge sweater. is literally engulfing me sweater

Favourite Song: welcome to wonderland - anson seabra

Favourite instrument: YOU CAN TAKE MY CELLO FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS

Favourite Author: y’all i don’t know authors but my friends write some good good fics

Favourite Animal Noise: sounds from anything that goes mmmm and snuggles

Aesthetic: artsy emo

Random: i have a stack of paper beside me of assignments and it’s half my height

taggery:  >( i can’t tag people and that is very rude sjkdfhjksdhfjk i’ll put it in tags but if y'aint in tags and want to do it anyways go for it i definitely don’t mind

EDIT:update i had to log on my phone but i can tag now - @ratherstarryeyed@acanvasofabillionsuns@figurative-siren-song@wingedsoulmatedreamer@enderbird@flowercrowns-n-punks