#rpxmusings
— good things happen
— love is real
— we will be okay
a WOLF is a WOLF.
even in a CAGE.
even dressed in SILK.
if i cannot bend
H E A V E N
i will raise
H E L L
ANGER WAS :
BETTER THAN TEARS
BETTER THAN GRIEF
BETTER THAN GUILT
“ you look just like your mother. ”
i guess i do carry her tenderness well
“ you both have the same eyes. ”
because we are both exhausted
“ and the hands. ”
we share the same wilting fingers
“ but that rage.
your mother doesn’t wear that rage. ”
you’re right.
this rage is the one thing
i get from my father.
“ the living should not envy the dead. ”
— but i do.
i do.
i do.
believe me when i say that
r e v e n g e was NEVER my intention
— but it still tastes sweeter than honey
I SCREAMED SO LOUD
BUT NO ONE HEARD A THING
PUNCH YOUR LIGHTS OUT !
HIT THE PAVEMENT !
THAT’S WHAT I CALL ENTERTAINMENT !
I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHERE I’M GOING TO
BUT I DON’T WANT ANY MOTHERFUCKIN’ PART OF Y O U
I'm m e l t i n g in your hands
( go on ! make your demands ! )
YOU COLLECT SCARS BECAUSE YOU WANT PROOF THAT YOU
ARE PAYING FOR WHATEVER SINS YOU HAVE COMMITTED
when you’re falling in a forest and there’s nobody around …
all you want is for somebody to find you
when you’re falling in a forest, and when you hit the ground …
all you need is for somebody to ꜰɪɴᴅ you
THE QUIET SCARES ME
[ — because it screams the truth. ]
[ ] HERO
[ ] MONSTER
[ x ] SURVIVOR
I DON’T WANT TO BE SPECIAL!
I just want to survive.
i wasn’t always a house on f i r e ,
but i have always been full of ℎ
if i’m not feeling WEIRD
or SUPER STRANGE
my life would be in utter d i s a r r a y
( ‘cause ꜰʀᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ is my ‘ okay ’ )
if d e a t h is the last appointment ———
then we're a l l just sitting in the waiting room
you leave because you're certain
of who you want to be.
i’ll admit that i’m a F O O L for you.
“ look who’s digging their own grave ! ”
that’s what they all say
“ you’ll drink yourself to death ! ”
you are nothing but a wolf in sheep’s clothing
alwayspretending to be something you’re not :
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING PURE
they might be crazy
but they is my family
you can’t get to them
unless you get through me
YOU FUCK WITH THEM, YOU FUCK WITH ME
I KNOW EXACTLY HOW THE RULE GOES :
1. PUT MY MASK ON FIRST
heaven help
the fool
who falls in love
YOU LEARN TO FLY !
(— and if you can’t, you just free-fall — )
DON’T TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS
DON’T TAKE MY SILENCE FOR IGNORANCE
h e y b r o t h e r
n i c e a n d s t e a d y
put down your drink
——— YOU READY ?
YOU’RE A FIGHTER
ALL THE WAY DOWN TO YOUR CORE
AND N O T H I N G IN THE WORLD COULD K I L L YOU
( ( ( EXCEPT TO KNOW THAT EVERYTHING YOU’RE FIGHTING FOR IS WRONG ) ) )
I you kid that I’ll give so much more than I get
((( I just haven’t met you yet )))
{ I've bro / ken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track }
I'm t r y i n g to come clean
[ I W I L L be a me ]
ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ F I R E ᴀɴᴅ B L O O D
your haunts me like a r i n g i n g in my ear
you left me long ago YOU’RE STILL EVERYWHERE
i’mcontent with loneliness
—— and it scares me that it doesn’t scare me yet
just because it could always get WORSE
don’t mean it don’t HURT